015 Past Events (4)
"Auditory hallucinations?" Li Kai was stunned for a moment, and suddenly led people's thoughts all the way away in a hurry, "I don't know if it counts as auditory hallucinations, anyway, I heard someone talking, but I didn't hear what to say too clearly, and then those people came out." β
Father Li frowned tightly, looked at Li Kai in silence for a long time, suddenly turned around, took out a book from his leather bag and handed it to Li Kai.
"What is this?" Li Kai took it stunned, and then found that it was a book on psychology, and opened the catalog at random and glanced at it, but found that it was all schizophrenia, depression and the like.
"Dad, you don't think I'm mentally ill, do you?"
"I hope you weren't." Father Li said seriously.
"Then you still think I am." Li Kai wailed.
"Alright, it's late, go to bed! Tomorrow during the day when you have time to read the book. β
"Can I not watch it?" Li Kai held the book with an aggrieved face, and inexplicably felt that this thing was very hot.
"You don't have to read anything else, there's a chapter that you have to read." Father Li took the book in Li Kai's hand and put it under Li Kai's pillow.
"Which chapter?" Li Kai gave up the struggle weakly, his puberty seemed to come a little late, anyway, so far, he has not disobeyed his parents too much.
"Multiple personalities."
"Multiple personalities?" That was the first time Li Kai had heard of this word.
The next day, Li Kai, who had been tossing and turning all night and didn't sleep much, took medicine and breakfast in a daze, and after sending away his father, who needed to go to work early, he was in a daze with the book in his hand.
After about an hour, an impatient and irritable voice sounded in his head, "Do you even look at it?" You don't look at me. It's Li Rin's voice. Faintly, Li Kai could even feel a hint of eagerness from it.
"Li Rin......" Xiang Xun called out briefly, and then hesitated for a long time before squeezing out the next sentence, "Aren't you afraid?" β
[What are you afraid of?] If the voice can be worn out to hit someone, Li Kai feels that he has probably been beaten by Li Rin, right?
Li Kai patted the book in his hand, and before he could speak again, Li Rin's voice had already come again, [What are you afraid of a book? Can it bite you? γ
"But ......" Before Li Kai could finish his struggle, Li Rin's voice had already interrupted him, [But what? γ
In the past, when Li Kai's voice appeared, although he always looked impatient, he rarely interrupted Li Kai directly like this, from which Li Kai could see that Li Rin was probably really anxious.
"You'd love to read this book?" Li Kai judged.
γ......γLi Rin did not speak.
"Do you think the two of us will have multiple personalities?" Li Kai asked.
[How do you know if you don't look at it?] Li Rin finally spoke.
"If I look at it, can you see it?" Li Kai asked again.
[Long-winded. Li Rin's voice was already a little violent, and then, Li Kai lost consciousness again.
When Li Kai woke up again, it was the nurse who pushed him and told him to get up for lunch.
"Hiss......" Li Kai rubbed his swollen temples, and for the first time after Li Rin left, his body reacted with obvious discomfort.
"What the hell is this guy doing?"
In the afternoon, Li Rin didn't say anything again. After hesitating for two hours, Li Kai finally opened the book left by his father.
There is not much content, so Li Kai watched it quickly, and more than an hour was enough time for him to read the chapter of "Multiple Personalities" twice.
After that, Li Kai was stunned for an afternoon, but before his parents came back from work to see him, he turned over the chapter in the book again. Finally he let out a long breath and seemed to have made some kind of decision.
[Li Rin. For the first time, Li Kai tried to silently call Li Rin's name in his heart, instead of calling out his mouth out loud.
β¦β¦ There was no movement.
[Li Rin, are you there? Can you hear me? Li Kai tried again.
β¦β¦ Still no response.
γLi Rin......γ
[It's noisy, what's the matter? Li Rin's irritable voice sounded.
You really can! Li Kai was very happy.
[Li Rin, I read the book, maybe we really have multiple personalities. Li Kai said to Li Rin in his heart.
[So what?] Li Rin's voice came lazily.
[So, you don't want us to be treated as mentally ill and dragged to a psychiatric hospital for study, right?] Li Kai asked.
[Nonsense. Li Rin has always spoken concisely, at least so far in the face of Li Kai is concise and impatient.
[So the next time you appear in place of me, don't report your name again, just say that you are Li Kai. γ
[......] was silent for a long time, so silent that Li Kai already felt that Li Rin would not respond to him anymore, and then Li Rin asked, [Why? γ
[You see, my name has been Li Kai since I was a child, and everyone who knows me knows that my name is Li Kai, when you use this body, you suddenly say that your name is something else, isn't it exposed all at once?
You just say that your name is Li Kai, and other people don't know. Even if your parents ask, you can be sure that you are Li Kai, isn't it? γ
[Do you think you can hide it?] Li Rin scoffed.
Li Kai understood that Li Rin was talking about the opposite personalities of the two of them.
[Everyone is different when they lose their temper or are in a bad mood, and we can always find all kinds of excuses. γ
[Excuses? Li Rin snorted coldly, paused slightly, and then continued, [You look for it, I don't care. γ
[Okay, okay, I'll look for it, then you agree? ] γ
γ......γLi Rin was silent again.
[Li Rin? Li Kai wanted to call again, but Li Rin's deep voice was already ringing in his head, "Your father is here. γ
Li Kai looked up, and sure enough, he saw that his father had already walked to the head of the bed.
"Dad." screamed at his father in his mouth, but Li Kai was rolling his eyes at Li Rin in his heart, what do you call my dad? It's like my dad isn't your dad.
"What are you thinking? Look you've been in a daze. Father Li put the dinner he bought on the bedside table.
Li Kai pursed his lips and raised his hand to shake the book in his hand. "Not yet."
"How? What's the catch? Father Li's expression was whole, and he quickly pulled a stool on the side and sat on the side of Li Kai's bed, looking like he was going to have a good talk with Li Kai.
"What's the catch? I don't know. Li Kai looked helpless.
"How can you not know why?" Father Li frowned, looking a little anxious.
"Dad, you don't think I'm a multiple personality, do you?" Li Kai asked rhetorically.
"Shh Father Li looked back at the direction of the door, and when he saw that no one had come in, he lowered his voice and said to Li Kai, "If you are quiet, it is not a glorious thing, and you will be regarded as mentally ill." β
"What's so scary? I'm not. "Li Kai's volume is not small at all.
"How do you know you're not?" Father Li asked with a frown.
"Because there's nothing like it!" Li Kai said, patting the book in his hand, "It says that other personalities with multiple personalities will appear repeatedly, but when have you seen me who called myself Li Rin in the two months since I lost my memory?" There are also multiple personalities, and each personality has "because there is nothing like it!" β
Li Kai said, patted the book in his hand, it said that other personalities with multiple personalities would appear repeatedly, but when have you seen me who called myself Xiang Yang in the two months since I lost my memory? There are also multiple personalities, each personality has its own name, personality, and even different gender, race, or country, but is the self-proclaimed Li Rin you have seen really that different from me?
Did he not speak Chinese, or did he say he was a woman? He even restarted his name with the surname Lee, which is not at all like multiple personalities. And the most critical point, the book says that most of the causes of the formation of multiple personalities are because of the unbearable pain of the main personality in childhood, but I grew up under the love of you and my mother, except for the two months of amnesia, I don't remember, what other times is there any unbearable pain?
Or was it some terrible experience during those two months? Li Kai finally threw the problem at his father.
"No, there is no painful experience." Father Li lowered his head and avoided Li Kai's gaze.
In fact, it is not the first time that Li Kai has asked his family about this question, but the answers given by his parents are all that he hit his head in a car accident, and the concussion led to temporary amnesia.
Li Kai could vaguely feel that his parents' words were untrue, because their hearts were not very well hidden, but Li Kai didn't have to break the casserole to ask to the end, after all, the past has passed, and he is now good, he feels that there is no need to force his parents for things he doesn't remember in the past month.
And now, Li Kai suddenly thought that maybe he could go to another person to seek real answers.
"That's the end of it!" Li Kai himself made up his mind.
"What's the end? You're not a doctor, you say? Father Li retorted.
"No, Dad, you don't want me to be mentally ill, do you?"
"Stinky boy, what nonsense?"
Father Li said, and his hand beckoned to Li Kai's head.
"Don't don't, concussion, concussion, be careful I'll be dizzy again after a while!" Li Kai blocked it with his unbroken left hand, and begged for mercy one after another.
"Okay, you said that you don't have multiple personalities, so tell me, what's going on with that Li Rin?"
Father Li withdrew his hand in time, although he was annoyed that Li Kai's mouth was not covered, but he was not willing to really slap his son's head.
"Li Rin? How do I know, I'm not a doctor? β
Li Kai wanted to be perfunctory, and when he saw his father glaring at him, he hurriedly added, "But we can analyze and analyze together." β
"How?" Father Li asked.
"You see, an ordinary person, no matter who he is, if he has amnesia, not only does he not know his past, he doesn't even know who he is, and he doesn't even know his relatives, will his personality change drastically?"
Li Kai just said this, suddenly remembered, and asked, "When I just lost my memory, did you know you and your mother?" β
Father Li shook his head, "I don't know." β
"Still, you think, you have no relatives, you don't even know who you are, you don't know who you can believe and who can't believe it, you can't judge the truth of what everyone says, how scary is that?
Can that personality be the same? I think if I were afraid to die, I would not believe anyone, ignore anyone, and wait until everything around me is almost understood. β
What Li Kai said was actually deliberately posted on Li Rin's character, but Li's father didn't know that Li Kai clearly knew Li Rin's existence and could communicate with Li Rin, so he was easily brainwashed by Li Kai.