Li Rin didn't want to see her cry, so he twisted his head away and looked at the people around him instead.

Seeing that his son looked around in other directions, although Li Kai (Li Rin) didn't speak, Li's mother had already begun to explain in a chattering manner.

"This ward is full of people who have been mentally stimulated, you see the woman who has been crying, she was the child who had an accident, I heard that she was locked in the car and forgotten, she suffocated to death, she saw the child scratching the bloody fingerprints on the car window before he died, and she went crazy on the spot; The other one heard that it didn't seem to be deceived or lost money in business, anyway, it was bankrupt, and it turned out like this. ”

So, co-authoring this is a room full of mental illness, and then he was sent in as a mental patient?

After listening to Li's mother's introduction, Li Rin couldn't help but stare at her again.

What point did you look like a psychopath? He just didn't bother to speak.

Mother Li had just finished whispering in her son's ear, when she saw him glaring straight at her, I don't know why, facing her son's alienated and cold eyes, she suddenly felt inexplicably weak, "Kai'er, I, Mom also know that you don't like it here, but we have to try, what if you remember the past in a few days?" ”

Mother Li didn't say that it was okay before, but when she said it before, Li Rin's eyes were cold at the moment!

It's not that he doesn't remember the past, he just wasn't Li Kai, and they just wanted the original Li Kai to come back, but they didn't want to recognize him as a son at all.

But just as he could, he didn't want to recognize them!

Shouldn't he have cut ties with them now?

"I'm not him."

This was the first sentence Li Rin spoke, and his voice was a little hoarse and difficult to read, but he did not stop or slow, and finished it in a firm breath.

Mother Li gasped, but she choked on the spot, and tears flowed down again.

This is the first thing my son said to her since he woke up in a coma? Not only did he not recognize her, but he didn't even recognize his past self?

"You, how can you say such a thing?" Mother Li sobbed and accused Li Kai (Li Rin).

"I'm just telling the truth!"

Li Rin was helpless, but he didn't bother to explain anything, and he couldn't explain it clearly anyway, so the more he explained, the more troublesome it became.

And he hated trouble, and he didn't want to see the tears of this "mother" anymore, so he directly lay back on the bed, pulled up the sheet to cover himself and turned over at the same time, leaving Mother Li with a thin back.

Mother Li wanted to say something more, but looking at her son's thin body, and remembering the sins he had suffered before, she couldn't say another word of accusation, he was still a patient!

Yes, her Kyle is sick, just sick.

"Kyle, get up and get something to eat, you haven't eaten in a long time."

Since the accident, Li Kai (Li Rin) has been in a coma one after another, at least one day and a half of rice has not had teeth, just drank a small glass of water just now, it is useless at all, at the age of twelve, when he is still growing his body, how can he stand up to hunger?

It's okay not to say it, as soon as Mother Li said it, Li Rin suddenly felt hungry, but is it really just eating? She doesn't ask for anything else?

Although from Li Kai's previous memories, he can know that his mother still loves him a lot, but he is not him after all, is he?

Li Rin turned over and looked at Mother Li without saying a word.

Mother Li tried her best to squeeze out a smile, silently opened the lunch box, and went to serve the porridge, while serving, she couldn't stop thinking about it, "You just woke up, drink some porridge mat first, after all, the stomach has been empty for almost two days, you can't eat too much at once, wait until you have an appetite, tell your mother what you want to eat, and your mother will make it for you." ”

Li Rin got up silently to drink porridge, and after drinking it, he went to the bathroom and came back to the bed and pretended to be asleep, and no matter what Li's mother said, he refused to speak again.

Anyway, they think they are mentally ill now, so what if they do their own thing?

A week later, Li's mother took a long leave and accompanied Li Kai (Li Rin) in the hospital every day.

In the end, Li Kai (Li Rin) was only diagnosed with stress mental disorder, not because of any physical problems, he can basically take care of himself in life, except for not talking, plus the living expenses of a family of three and Li Kai's (Li Rin)'s hospitalization fees are a lot of expenses for the Li family, and someone has to carry it down, so Li's father still goes to work every day, and only comes to see his son at night.

Li Rin has been digesting and absorbing the memories of the past twelve years in his mind this week, plus working hard to learn how to get along with the world and how to get along with people, but his predecessor is still a child, what is the worldview and outlook on life of a twelve-year-old child?

All behavior patterns are just the result of accumulation over time, and Li Kai does it naturally, but for Li Rin, who suddenly appeared halfway, it is not so smooth.

What's more, the external environment is a room full of mental illness, even if the family members and medical staff are normal people, but in the end, they are not as good as ordinary people when they get along with patients, and normal people are all brought to the nerves, which has no reference value at all.

So after enduring a week of noisy and shouting, Li Rin finally opened his mouth for the first time to his "father" who came to visit him at night, and the first thing he said was, "I want to be discharged from the hospital." ”

"Kai?"

"Discharged?"

Li's mother and Li's father disagreed, but obviously there was disapproval in their voices.

"Yes, discharged. Also, I'm not Li Kai, don't call me that anymore. ”

Li Rin has already made up his mind to start his own life, since he has taken over this body, no matter what the reason is for the original owner to give up this body, in short, the original owner is cowardly, and he disdains it with deep contempt at the same time.

He is him, Li Kai is Li Kai!

"You, how can you say that? You're our child! ”

Mother Li was so frightened that her hands trembled, and she looked at her husband helplessly, but Father Li just frowned and looked at Li Kai (Li Rin) without saying a word.

Li Rin raised an eyebrow. He didn't say he wasn't their child? He only said that he was not Li Kai.

And that's the truth, he's just telling the truth.

"Whatever you want, I'm going to be discharged from the hospital anyway."

After speaking, Li Rin began to rummage through the boxes and cabinets to find clothes, and after getting ordinary clothes that could be worn in the lattice under the bedside table, he immediately took off his hospital gown as if no one was around.

Mother Li was dumbfounded, and it took a long time to react, and she turned around and said, "I'll call a doctor." ”

"Wait."

"Wait."

This time, it was Father Li and Li Rin who spoke in unison.

Father Li didn't speak after he finished calling, just looked at Li Kai (Li Rin), as if waiting for him to say first.

Li Rin was also not polite, looked at Mother Li and said, "Are you going to call a doctor?" And then let them tie me with a leash and prick me with a needle as if they were them? ”

Li Rin didn't know what kind of medicine was in those needles, but in these days in the hospital, he really saw how those doctors dealt with those so-called mentally ill patients with convulsions.

"I ......" Mother Li trembled even more.

How could she be willing to let her own children be treated like that? But he is really sick and needs to be treated! Mother Li looked at Father Li as if asking for help.

Father Li took his wife into his arms, patted her shoulder comfortingly, and then said to Li Kai (Li Rin), "If we treat you like this, won't you tell us if you want to leave next time?" ”

"What do you say?" Li Rin raised his chin slightly and hummed.

Is he stupid? And tell them?

Father Li nodded, was silent for a long time, as if thinking, and then said to his wife in his arms, "You go through the discharge procedures, and I'll help him pack his things." ”

"His dad?" Mother Li panicked slightly, not knowing if it was right to do this?

"You also said, he is our child, no matter what, this can't change, go ahead, let's take him home."

After speaking, Father Li looked at Li Kai (Li Rin) again and said, "Come home with us." ”

Li Rin didn't speak, but nodded.

"Okay, okay, go home, go home, I'll go through the formalities."

Mother Li cried with joy, and wiped her tears while laughing and went to the discharge procedure.

When Li Rin and his parents returned home, although they had some impressions in their memories, it was the first time they really "went home" in reality, but somehow, there was a sigh in their hearts that "I finally came back, and it was better to be at home".

Probably, it's an illusion, right?

Li Rin was only stunned for a moment, and was patted on the shoulder by his father who followed in, "Do you remember your room?" ”

"Well, it should be over there." Li Rin pointed in the direction of "himself" room.

"Haha, just remember, let's go rest first, and I'll call you when we eat later."

Father Li finally showed his first smile in these days, just for his son to get back some of his previous memories, even if it was just a trivial matter like remembering his room, it was also worth celebrating and gratifying, because that meant that maybe his son could get back more of his original memories.

The psychiatrist is right, it should make it easier for him to remember more things in a familiar environment!

With Li's father regaining his smile, of course, there was also Li's mother, and the two looked at each other and smiled, as if they had regained hope.

"Yes, yes, go back to the house and rest first, and call you when we eat later."

Li Rin naturally didn't understand why his parents suddenly smiled when they got home, but this did not prevent him from following their advice and walking to "his" room, because he was faintly looking forward to seeing what "his" room was like?

Or should I say exactly, what is Li Kai's room like? Although he already knew what it was in his memory, he still looked forward to the moment when he actually walked in.

It's like a gift that you know but haven't gotten yet, you know what it looks all about, but you still look forward to the moment when the gift arrives.

Li Rin didn't know what it was like to look forward to a gift at this time, but that didn't stop him from being a little excited when he walked into his room.

It turns out that this is "your own" room! Li Rin looked around, the simple and neat single bed, the desk that was slightly cluttered with a pile of books and stationery, the schoolbag hanging on the back of the chair, and a large poster of a dolphin out of the water on the wall......

From these simple and ordinary daily necessities, there is no character trait of the original owner at all, but Li Rin knows that from today onwards, this place will also belong to him, just like the body he is using now. That's enough!

Li Rin threw himself into the single bed, looking at the ceiling, which was as pale and empty as the hospital, but smiled for the first time since the birth of the simple chandelier with only one light bulb above his head.

This is "home" and nothing else, and the tension that has been with me since waking up has eased a little for the first time.