Chapter Seventy-Eight: Goto's self-loathing

You Yi, who received the return gift from Shizuka and Kosuga Yutake, whispered as if he had suddenly thought of something.

"Teacher, you may not have been wrong."

"Huh?"

"No, nothing."

Shaking his head, after expressing his last blessings to the two, You Yi walked towards Xiyuan Temple, who had already received the return gift first, and was waiting on the side at this time.

What You Yi just wanted to say was that the original owner was likely to have a girlfriend before he lost his memory, just like Shizuka said nonsense at the time.

"You wait for me over there for a while."

Because of Shizuka's words, Yuichi waited for more than ten minutes with Saionji Temple and Apricot on the side, until the last guest took the return gift from the newlyweds and left.

During this period, Yosuke Aoyama found Yuichi in a shy, saying that the room had been opened, and he hoped that Yuichi would stay and play music with him and Miss Miyagi for a night.

Although the big sister who looks a little paralyzed at first glance, she is actually extremely open, likes the violin, and has the surname Miyagi, and she doesn't reject it and even asks Yuyi to stay, but Yuyi still refuses.

The two are not just a partnership for playing music, nor are they boyfriend and girlfriend, as early as the day they first went to Yosuke's studio.

Although it changes often, Yosuke has a girlfriend, and Miss Miyagi is in a similar situation, and I heard that her boyfriend changes more often than clothes.

Based on some clues found in the studio, Yuichi deduced that Miss Miyagi occasionally slapped in Yosuke's studio.

It can only be said that both of them are fun-loving people, and there are some subtle similarities, they both like music, and then they are both quite wealthy financially (rich second generation).

The two always give people an inexplicable sense of cp.

People are okay, but some ideas are too open-minded.

It is said that he wants to stay and play music together, and it is possible to take himself to play other projects while playing.

Not a possibility, but a possibility!

After being rejected twice, Yosuke showed a little helplessness and shrugged his shoulders at Miss Miyagi with his hands outstretched.

After leaving a sentence that you can come to the studio to play when you have nothing to do, Yosuke left with Miss Miyagi.

……

At the door of the hotel, You Yi put the ticket for the Ferris wheel that Shizuka had just given him into his commuter bag.

One set, four cards, said to be left over from bingo.

In the end, he patted You Yi on the shoulder, left a word of cheering, and then helped her busy husband deal with some trivial matters such as venue handover after the wedding.

Although it may be difficult to meet again in the future, it is difficult to give up when you see the backs of Shizuka and Yutakeshi Kosuga together.

I don't know when the snow has stopped, leaving only the snow white everywhere and the cold wind that eats away at the flesh.

and some inexplicable regrets and sadness.

Xing Nai also couldn't understand why she didn't feel relaxed after learning the truth, but a kind of regret and hard to let go.

Standing here, he is no longer the same person he used to be, but a new, strange person.

He doesn't remember everything in the past, he doesn't remember everything the two of them talked about on SNS in the past two years, and those things are like they didn't happen to him.

Myself, I can't wait for a reply from him anymore.

By the way, does he really need a reply?

Doesn't sending such a breakup message by yourself represent a unilateral doppelganger verdict?

To be in love, to be together, requires the consent of two people.

But to break up, one person is enough.

What are you waiting for? What's the point of waiting? Who is the person who is entangled and obsessed?

The girl's delicate and sensitive nerves are constantly entangled and intertwined, and turn into a thick self-loathing in the bottom of her heart.

Eventually, they turned into fiery tears that overflowed their eyes, swept across their faces like beaded curtains, and finally fell to the ground.

Apricot is the type that doesn't hide emotions very well.

After noticing that he had accidentally lost his temper, he hurriedly quickened his pace and walked to the front of Xiyuan Temple and You Yi, for fear of being seen by the two.

A drop of water that was still a little warm was blown on his face by a somewhat strong cold wind, and then, Yuichi noticed something from the movement of Xing Nai, who was walking tightly in front of him, raising his hand to wipe his eyes.

You Yiyu, who mistakenly thought that the other party was missing the original owner, sighed in his heart, the luck of the original owner was really not poked, and he was able to soak in such a girl who did not belong to the weight of the first five letters.

A few tissues were handed to You Yi, and they were handed by Xiyuan Temple, who also noticed this kind of thing.

Saionji actually noticed this kind of thing when Apricot was speeding up, but he always felt that it was a little strange for him to go up.

Although I don't know why the squad leader is so sad, it must have something to do with the boy next to him.

Therefore, it is most appropriate to hand it over to him.

Looking at the tissue in front of him, You Yi's face was full of rejection, but Xiyuan Temple just didn't have any intention of stopping.

In desperation, You Yi could only take the tissue.

It took a few seconds to quickly catch up with the squad leader, who had already pulled away about ten meters, and handed over the tissue in his hand.

"Give."

"Hold... I'm sorry. ”

……

On the train, Anno's mood has not been high.

With his head down, his mouth closed, his eyes red, and he didn't say a word the whole time, it felt like he was about to cry at any moment.

After transferring from the Hibiya Line to the JR Shonan Shinjuku Line, it is still like this, and even if the Saionji Temple on the side is actively looking for a topic to relieve the oppressive atmosphere, it is useless.

Xiyuan Temple threw out the topic, You Yi took a sentence, and then threw it to Xingnai.

And then that's the end of the conversation.

This scene reminded You Yi of the time when he was in the café in the afternoon, when the squad leader kept looking for topics for Xiyuan Temple, hoping to arouse the desire of the other party to talk, but always in vain.

Now the two are the other way around.

After returning several times without success, Xiyuan Temple looked at You Yi, who was sitting directly opposite.

These are not topical, but the whole problem with their eyes.

You Yi squeezed his shoulder, saying that he really didn't know what was going on between the squad leader and the original owner, so he didn't know where to start.

But Xiyuan Temple was not satisfied with You Yi's casual attitude, and still stared at You Yi directly.

You Yi, who couldn't stand being stared at, could only put down the novel in his hand.

Then sit up straight and take a shallow breath.

"I don't remember anything from the past, but I had a dream about it."

As Yuichi said this, Kyono raised her head.

You Yi knows very well that it is definitely not possible to ask the reason directly, it is equivalent to directly exposing the wound to the other party, which has to be done slowly.

"Although I have forgotten that dream, I remember one thing, he is indeed a very gentle, very strong, and somewhat sensitive, completely different guy from me."