"Don't worry, the village chief is already calling on the people in the village to donate to you. I have 50,000 here, you take it first. Fang Yi handed a black plastic bag to Shengzi. The 50,000 yuan was withdrawn by driving to the bank during the day.

Shengzi looked up at the black plastic bag, and then at Fang Yi: "Brother Yi, I received your wishes, but I can't accept this money." I don't have the money, I can't afford to pay it back! As he spoke, he left tears in his eyes.

"You take it first, and then return it when you have it. It is important for the child to heal. Fang Yi insisted.

"I really can't take it." Shengzi shook his head.

"You can't bear to watch your children suffer?" Fang Yi stared at Shengzi.

At this moment, he remembered the scene when the two of them went down to the river to swim together, went up the tree to dig birds' eggs together, and went to school together with their schoolbags. The world is impermanent, and the college entrance examination has given two people different fates......

"Brother Yi, it's not that I'm ruthless. The doctor said that follow-up rehabilitation treatment is needed after the operation, and my family is already like this, and if I continue to be treated like this, even if I smash my bones and boil them into oil and sell them, I can't make up the cost of follow-up rehabilitation.

My family can't open the pot anymore, there are still so many famines, choose between one person and one family, choose one of the two, choose one of the two! What should I do?

I'm sorry for the child......" Ikuko buried her head between her legs and began to cry.

Fang Yi was silent, he shouldn't blame Shengzi, Shengzi has worked hard all his life, he can do all the work in the field, he can't afford herbicides, and Shengzi weeds under the sun every day; I can't afford to use chemical fertilizer, so I go to those who don't farm to help people one by one to take out the dung, and then carry the dung to their own fields to fertilize.

The villagers did not allow the burning of straw, so he went to dig a shallow pit in the field after dark, put the straw in, and then covered the straw with a layer of soil and lit a fire.

But he did it like this, and his family didn't get rich, and his life was tight, but he didn't earn as much as those who went out to work.

"Later...... What are your plans? Fang Yi squatted down, handed him a cigarette, and asked.

"Later? Let's talk about it after the moment. Shengzi took the cigarette, raised his hand, wiped his tears with the back of his hand, lit it and took a hard puff: "Brother Yi, I don't understand, they all say that hard work can make you rich, but why do I keep working, I am still so poor."

The child's matter made me think, everything is empty these days, only money is real, and I really can't afford to live without money. ”

Fang Yi lowered his head and smoked, not knowing how to answer these words, thinking about it and finally consuming it to fate!

Nowadays, everything is about science, from satellite exploration of the universe, down to eating, drinking, lassing oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, eating habits, many people do not believe in the existence of supernatural forces, saying that it is superstition, but what do scientists say: the end of science is theology, because there are too many things that science cannot explain.

In Fang Yi's view, theology and metaphysics are similar, and they are all supernatural forces at the root.

For ordinary people like Fang Yi and Shengzi, this is fate, whether you believe it or not.

In the end, he didn't receive the 50,000 yuan sent by Fang Yi, Fang Yi lay on the bed tossing and turning, people are so small, so fragile, a serious illness can ruin a good family.

Hey, if I could have gone to college when I had a child, maybe it wouldn't be like this, maybe I would have a warm home and a stable job. But Fang Yi thought about himself again, what can he do if he goes to college, he is not separated from his wife.

After thinking about it, Fang Yi finally understood: college is just another starting point, not the end, in fact, everyone's end point is the same (that little black box), the important thing is the process.

What a life! No matter how you choose, you will have regrets! Since you chose it at the beginning, you should, and you must learn to bear the consequences, whether it is good or bad, you must face it when you have children, and you must face it, which should be the so-called growth.

And the regrets and miserable results that I faced at the beginning, now that I look back, it is actually nothing, it is just a competition between myself and myself, life is the most important thing, and everything else is bruises.

On the last day of the New Year's Day holiday, Fang Yi took his son Xiaozhi back to the county. The Jetta car stopped downstairs, Fang Anzhi got out of the car to say goodbye to his father and ran upstairs.

Cao Xiaohui's father was smoking on the balcony, and suddenly saw Xiao Zhi getting out of the Jetta car, staring with good eyes, and then he saw Fang Yi's head poking out of the cab to say goodbye to Xiao Zhi.

Back in the house, Old Man Cao's mind kept turning: This Fang Yi bought a car just a few months after the divorce?

"Old man, what do you want, Xiao Zhi is coming back soon, ready to eat." Cao Xiaohui's mother came out of the kitchen with the dishes and urged.

"You said that Fang Yi drove a car just a few days after the divorce, will there be private money? Will our girl be deceived by him? Old Man Cao pondered.

"Driving a car? Can't it, with the two sons he earns, can he afford a car? The old lady wondered.

"Everything is possible, that Fang Yi came out of college, and his brain is better than our daughter." Old Man Cao said and went to the kitchen, ready to ask his daughter.

"Hey! What are you going to do, it's hard to come and say what you do. I'll ask her after dinner. The old lady grabbed Old Man Cao and said in a low voice.

After dinner, Cao Xiaohui sent the child to a cram school run by a math teacher in a key primary school in the county.

"Xiaohui, do you know that Fang Yi bought a car?" Mother sat on the couch and asked with a serious face.

"Buying a car? What kind of car did you buy? Cao Xiaohui looked confused, not knowing where her mother got this news.

"It's a white car, and he drove it over when he saw Xiaozhi back today. I've seen them all. "Old man Cao said with a lot of trouble.

"You're talking about the Jetta, right? That's his friend's, as long as the two sons he earns can afford a car, don't worry about it. Cao Xiaohui suddenly realized.

"Xiaohui, you are busy with work and children all day long, Fang Yi's brain is better than yours, I am afraid that you will suffer, do you think about whether he has hidden private money? I suspect he bought the car with his own money. Old Man Cao said.

"Dad, if you want to say that I don't know about others, Fang Yi definitely has no private money.

Before the divorce, his salary card was all with me, and he had to make a report to buy a cigarette, how could he have private money, and besides, the university was not a company, so he would not give money to the teacher in private, so he had to go out of the account.

To put it mildly, in the past few years, I have subsidized your second elder more money than I gave him. Don't worry about that. Cao Xiaohui said lukewarmly.