The squad leader looked at Fang Yi, feeling that his mood was a little depressed, and said with a smile: "Actually, there are many people like me in our unit, and I also went to the city to buy a house because of their influence." ”

"Do you regret it?" Fang Yi asked.

"What do you mean? Buying a house, or choosing the life you live now? The squad leader threw the cigarette fart at his feet, brushed it with the soles of his feet, and asked.

"It's all right!" Fang Yi said.

"Life is not something I can choose, when you were in high school, I was admitted to the technical secondary school because of family reasons. I don't want my parents to go around the village to borrow money for tuition fees and look at other people's eyes.

Now I tighten my belt and buy a house in the city for the sake of my family and for my children to suffer less in the future. I'm used to it, I don't regret it!

Isn't there a saying circulating on the Internet that since you can't change the world, you should adapt to it. The squad leader smiled.

Fang Yi took a puff of cigarette and took a large part of the cigarette, yes, since we can't change, we should adapt, that is, in this adaptation, we lose our original dreams and blood, so we drift away and lose our way.

Regret it? Does it matter? Only those who work hard are left to live.

The squad leader smiled, looked at Fang Yi and said, "Don't think about any dreams, don't mention any beliefs to me, my current belief is to make money, and only by making money can I sleep soundly."

I can see that I work hard, I can't take care of the old, I can't take care of the young, just to make two dollars and want to live a decent life.

As a result, most of the money earned was paid off the mortgage, and the remaining part was handed over to the hospital, and it was not easy to leave some money to pay for cram school.

Since the two of us got married, the most used is Dabao, except for the year when I got married, I have not bought cosmetics for my daughter-in-law so far. Since I bought a house, I have to calculate and calculate to buy things for my parents during the New Year's holidays, and even then I still have a tight life.

It's as if all this life's struggle is for that suite. I know it's ridiculous, it's incredible, but that's what we're right now.

I thought about it, when I got old and took care of the children's affairs, I went back to the countryside, lived in a large villa with a single courtyard, ate pollution-free green food, and had time to go out to climb the mountain, and went to the north wall to chew the root of the tongue.

Go to TM's mortgage, go to TM for this fee and that fee, I only live for myself, not for anyone. ”

Fang Yi saw from the eyes of the squad leader the longing for "picking chrysanthemums under the east fence and leisurely seeing Nanshan", which may be the only hope left by the squad leader in his heart.

"Two, let's talk!" At this time, the old classmate Xiaochao came over and toasted the two, and Fang Yi's chat with the squad leader stopped.

At about eight o'clock in the evening, the banquet was dispersed, Xiao Chao left everyone to go to the karaoke in the township to sing, the squad leader did not go, he was going to the county cram school to teach students in the evening, Fang Yi also found an excuse and pushed the bicycle back.

The winter night was very cold, the sky was full of snowflakes, the earth was white, the northwest wind from Siberia was constantly cutting his cheeks like a knife, Fang Yi pushed his bicycle through the strength of wine and walked in the snow.

He looked up at the snowflakes falling in the sky, which reminded him of the scene when he first met Cao Xiaohui, when he had just joined the work, Cao Xiaohui had just worked, and the first date between the two was on such a snowy night......

Thinking about it, his eyes moistened.

The days couldn't help but pass, and in the blink of an eye, more than ten years passed, and he never imagined that this marriage would end last summer. He tried hard to recall what he had experienced in the past ten years, but except for the initial high spirit, Cao Xiaohui's goodness and his son's cuteness, there seemed to be nothing, muddy, and blank.

It seems that summer has become a thing of the past, and autumn has become a landscape, but the pain of those summer experiences is still hidden in my heart, even the cold northwest wind blowing from Siberia cannot blow it away from my heart, but blows more and more strongly.

Fang Yi's nose was frozen red, his face was shaved painfully, he couldn't control the tears in his eyes anymore, the cold tears flowed through his red face, he didn't feel it at all.

He felt that he owed Cao Xiaohui and the two of them, Cao Xiaohui was punishing him by not letting him bring Xiaozhi back for the New Year, this is all his deserving sin, he deserves it!

Finally looking forward to the Spring Festival holiday, Zhengyang Law Firm did not ask for cleaning, and the cleaning thing naturally fell on everyone, Director Sun helped Zhao Zhongzhong realize the last wish before the New Year, and worked until the last day before the Spring Festival, of course, others also had to accompany.

On the evening of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the two big masters of the Fang family looked at each other speechlessly at a table of dishes.

"Let's eat!" Fang Youcai picked up the chopsticks and said.

After two glasses of wine, the two gradually had a topic.

"Aunt Lingxia, do you remember?" Fang Youcai picked up the eight-coin cup and asked after taking a sip.

"I remember, some time ago, her son Zhou Yang ran away from home, and the two of them went to the county to look for me, I don't know how it is now." Fang Yi was stunned when he heard his father mention Aunt Xia, and then said.

"Her son graduated from college, and he can't do anything, and he can't look down on anything. I heard that after wandering outside for a while, I came back after New Year's Day and changed my temperament, and got a barbecue restaurant in the township, selling mutton skewers.

Your uncle-in-law has made a lot of money this time, and he has taken out all the old people and supported him to start a business. Fang Youcai said lightly.

Fang Yi felt a little uncomfortable after hearing this, Aunt Xia's family saved money for Zhou Yang to go to the south to study at a prestigious university, but after he came back, he sold mutton skewers, whether it was not good in college, or not as a person, or maybe it was because society had changed.

Fang Youcai saw his son put down his chopsticks, his expression was a little unnatural, and he cleared his throat: "Don't look down on those who sell mutton skewers, the business is not thin, and you can earn a year's salary in one summer."

Didn't I say that there was a high-achieving student in Peking University who graduated and was assigned to a state-owned factory, and then the factory closed down and became a pork guy, and the high-achieving students who graduated from Peking University are not afraid of being embarrassed, and what is it for your Aunt Xia's children to sell mutton skewers.

Rely on your ability to eat, don't steal or rob, as long as you can make money, it's not the same to do anything, if you want me to say that your cousin has ambition. Besides, it's better to work for yourself than to work for someone else. ”

Hearing his father say this, Fang Yi suddenly felt that Zhou Yang's choice might be right, people always have to earn money to support themselves, and having something to do is better than playing games at home all day long.

"How's the birth family?" Fang Yi put a piece of braised pork in his mouth, chewed it, and suddenly remembered Shengzi.

"Hey! The birth of a son is hard, the first day of his child's New Year is gone, and the birth son did not even buy a coffin, and after burning, he went to Xishan to bury the urn directly.

It is a relief for the living, and it is a relief for the dead. I heard the director say that the two of them are going to work at the construction site after the New Year, and they will have another one in a year or two. "There is a way to make money.

(End of chapter)