Chapter 84: Shen Mo, you must live a long life

She was drenched in the rain, her dress was clinging to her body, her hair was wet and clinging to her neck, and her hair was scattered and crumbling.

In front of her, there was also the hand of the guard at the door who prevented her from entering.

The moment Shen Mo saw her, he quickly covered his dignity with the cloth on his hand.

This time, the old eunuch didn't have time to stop it.

The old eunuch raised his eyes and glanced at the county lord, folded his hands and bowed his waist respectfully and replied: "Back to the county lord, it is literally half of it." ”

He had only cut half of it before someone rushed in to stop him.

After speaking, the old eunuch added in an old voice:

"Don't worry, the county lord is still there, stop it now, it won't hurt your life."

Standing next to him, he seemed to feel Shen Mo's embarrassment, and deliberately moved his body to block Shen Mo with most of his body.

"If he has any three longs and two shorts, I will punish you nine clans!" Li Qingheng roared at the eunuch angrily, and he had no image at the moment.

She's going crazy.

She rushed all the way, got out of the carriage and ran wildly, and when she was stopped at the entrance of the criminal department, she really didn't have the strength to continue running, and her body collapsed, so she instructed the guards guarding the door to stop her.

She was afraid that if she was late, Shen Mo would really die.

Why did God go against her like this, why did he refuse to let go of Shen Mo, and wanted Shen Mo to die three times and twice?!

Now, fortunately, fortunately, Shen Mo is still alive, and she can finally rest assured.

But I'm still not at ease.

She stumbled forward, wanting to see if Shen Mo was really okay.

Shen Mo felt her approach, tilted his head, and his fingers curled.

For some reason, a wave of fear hung over him, making him afraid to look at her.

I don't want her to see him like this.

After all, Shen Mo couldn't help but speak, his voice was weak and hoarse: "County Lord...... Please recess. ”

He remembered for no reason that day in the bamboo forest, the county lord saw the scene of the man.

Although her face was calm at that time, her eyes still revealed disgust.

He didn't want to be seen by her.

The guard at the door quickly closed the door the moment Li Qingheng came, also afraid of his life.

Li Qingheng couldn't help but get nervous when he saw that the old eunuch was motionless, and the white coarse cloth on Shen Mo's body was turning red at a speed visible to the naked eye, and his voice was almost broken.

"Hurry up and save him!"

"Okay...... the old eunuch came back to his senses and hurriedly moved.

Shen Mo took a deep breath and spoke again: "County Lord, please avoid." ”

Li Qingheng glanced at him worriedly, took two steps back, and turned around.

"I don't look at it, you hurry up, I won't leave until Shen Mo is out of danger!" She spoke firmly.

At this point, you can't drive her out, and it's important to save people now.

The old eunuch had seen this kind of thing for the first time in his life, and he cut half of it and took it back.

While bandaging Shen Mo, he secretly congratulated himself in his heart.

Fortunately, his knife was blunt, and he didn't solve it with a single knife, otherwise, he would probably die here today.

Looking at the appearance of the county lord of Qingheng just coming in, panting, drenched all over, extremely depressed, and his eyes seemed to be able to kill.

Shen Mo was lying on the wooden board, and at this moment, he felt extremely worried.

In order to save Shen Mo's life, the most important thing at the moment was to stop the bleeding, and the old eunuch could only hastily find two used cloths and bandage Shen Mo back.

It's just that he's not sure if the person under his command can be considered a normal person in the future.

Moreover, the bright red blood was still trickling out, and soon soaked the bandage.

The sweat beads on the old eunuch's forehead were thick, flowing down into strands, and his breathing gradually became unstable.

"County Lord, Shen Langjun's situation, I'm afraid it's ...... I'm afraid I'm going to invite Langzhong. ”

He now has no medicine at hand, and it is difficult to stop the bleeding.

When Li Qingheng heard this, her heart suddenly became angry, she was about to turn around, but she saw Shen Mo's feet trembling, and she could only continue to face the wall, and said impatiently: "Please Lang Zhong hurry up and please!" What to say to the lord of this county! Chrysanthemum fart picture Yile, it depends on your mouth if you really fart! ”

The sharp gaze swept over the guard standing at the door, and the guard was so frightened that he took a step back, and the next moment he reacted, and ran out to invite Lang Zhong as soon as he slipped away.

The old eunuch wiped a handful of sweat with his sleeve and tried his best to stop the bleeding and delay time.

Shen Mo was lying on the dry and hard wooden board, and the wooden board under his body, I don't know how many people had been lying down, sticky.

And he, except for a rag, has no cover on his body.

He's all like this, the county lord is still thinking about saving him, and even he himself is not sure if he can live, perhaps, he will die tomorrow.

The appearance of the county lord at the door, he still felt a little apprehensive...... As well as shock.

I didn't admit that I was so down, I thought that no one would think of pulling him as much as he could, but the county lord came.

She came in the heavy rain, her whole body was drenched, she didn't look like her usual dignified and wealthy at all, unattainable, she was like a chicken in soup, without an image and unkempt.

It's like a delicate flower that has been beaten by the wind and rain, rotting in the soil.

When she saw him, she was full of sincerity, worry, and nervousness.

He had never seen the county lord look like this, and the thought of his previous misunderstanding of her made his soul tormented and blamed himself.

Today, the county lord trampled all the scenery under his feet, and came to him in embarrassment to save him.

There was a strong smell of blood in the dark and cramped room, mixed with some old stench, and the air was muddy.

Outside the house, there was a loud sound of rain, disturbing people's minds.

After a long time, Lang Zhong hurriedly came in.

Carrying the medicine box, she just wanted to salute the county lord, but she stopped by drinking: "Hurry up and save people!" ”

Lang Zhong trembled, so he could only immediately put the medicine box on the edge of the bed, and lifted his wide sleeves to see Shen Mo's injury.

Shen Mo lay on it with a pale face, his lips were dry without a trace of blood, and the folds on it were clearly visible.

“…… Please recess. ”

A small room, now counting Shen Mo, is surrounded by five people.

He is like a poor insect to be watched, and their existence is like peeling off his dignity and decency little by little.

He didn't want to be watched like that, it felt like a joke.

He thought that he could die happily, but he didn't expect that before he died, he would have to make his soul humiliated.

"What are you doing in a daze, go out!" Li Qingheng shouted behind him, full of anger.

Until now, the impatience in her heart has not subsided.

I can't say why her emotions are so out of control, but she only has one thought in her heart, that is, Shen Mo can't die, he must live!

The old eunuch and the guard timidly withdrew from the house, and closed the door carefully as they left, not daring to breathe.

Two people walked away, and the room was a little more open.

The person Shen Mo wanted to avoid the most was the county lord.

But he never thought that the county lord would drive others out and stay by himself.

His Adam's apple rolled, and he tried to say something, but in the end he didn't make a sound.

That's it, he may not be alive anyway.

Anyway, it's nothing.

Lang Zhong opened the medicine box, cleaned the affected area for Shen Mo, bandaged the wound, and applied some medicine to stop bleeding.

During the treatment, Li Qingheng always faced the wall, listened to the movement behind him, and never turned his head.

knew that he had a good face, so she didn't turn her head to embarrass him.

After a while, Lang Zhong put away the medicine box and stood behind Li Qingheng and bowed.

"The county lord,...... He...... There is no worry about life for the time being, but the wound is too deep, and I am afraid that it will affect future fertility. ”

Lang Zhong didn't know what to call him, so he could only use him.

Only then did Li Qingheng turn around, his gaze hurriedly swept over Shen Mo, and then withdrew it.

"It's not up to you, are you sure he'll be alive?"

Lang Zhong hesitated for a moment and replied: "The wound is too deep, it is better not to eat and drink for the past three days, so as not to infect the affected area, and I am afraid that I will not be able to return to the sky at that time." ”

"Okay." Li Qingheng was relieved.

Her gaze fell on Shen Mo.

He was undressed, his body was very white, sickly white, and there was a blue scar on his leg, which was shocking to look at.

The black hair is scattered around his side, and some fall on his shoulders, giving it a suffocating and broken beauty.

A man who cares so much about the wind and so much about decency, is lying on this cold plank without a wisp at this moment, suffering this humiliating punishment.

This should be worse for him than death.

Li Qingheng wanted to tear off his clothes and cover him, but as soon as he took off a sleeve, he realized that he was now wet, and such cold clothes, if he got a cold, wouldn't it be worse.

After a pause, her cold gaze fell on Lang Zhong.

"Take off your clothes."

Lang Zhong was stunned.

Shen Mo's heart tightened when he heard this, thinking that she was going to be nonsense again?

Just wanted to open his mouth to persuade, but heard Lang Zhong answer, and then took off his coat.

Li Qingheng took the coarse and warm coat from Lang Zhong's hand, walked to Shen Mo's side, and covered his body expressionlessly.

Shen Mo's body was stiff, and there was still a warmth flowing through his heart.

Unexpectedly, the county lord was going to cover him, and he misunderstood the county lord again.

The Adam's apple moved, but there was no sound.

"Langzhong, you go back first, and I will arrange someone to thank you."

Lang Zhong nodded, went out with the medicine box, and when he went out, he also carefully closed the door.

There were only the two of them in the dark room, and the flames swayed up and down with the sound of rain outside the window, emitting a faint yellow light.

Li Qingheng paused, feeling that it was not good to stand beside Shen Mo and look at him like this, so he turned around and sat on the edge of the bed.

It won't be long before Jin Yu catches up, and when the carriage from the palace comes, she can take Shen Mo away.

Neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere in the room was dull.

Li Qingheng seemed to hear Shen Mo's heartbeat, very loud and chaotic.

She broke the silence and said, "Are you uncomfortable sitting here?" Then I'll crouch next to you. ”

With that, he crouched down beside the plank, leaning his back against the edge of the plank, and crossed his knees to watch the flickering flames.

"The county lord...... Not really. ”

Shen Mo was slow after all, and when she finished speaking, she was already squatting on the ground.

There was silence again.

After a long time, Shen Mo rolled his Adam's apple several times, and finally couldn't help but speak: "County Lord, you withdraw from the marriage." ”

Li Qingheng tilted his head, changed his posture slightly, and said, "The carriage will come soon, and Jin Yu and the others will also arrive soon." ”

Shen Mo: "......"

"County Lord, you quit the marriage, Shen doesn't want to implicate the county lord."

Li Qingheng pretended not to hear it and did not respond.

She felt that she was out of control today, and Shen Mo was just a task object for him, but she was obviously worried that Shen Mo's life and death were too much, and she would actually defend his dignity?

She was probably stunned.

Shen Mo mentioned the divorce to her, and she only felt disgusted when she heard it, and she couldn't say why, but she just didn't want to hear it.

Shen Mo's fingers curled slightly, and he struggled to move to the edge of the plank, his little finger touching her wet and cold back.

He only needs to move a little now, and it hurts.

After a long time of relief, this pain can be regarded as the past.

"County Lord, Shen is already a wasted person, this injury can't give the county lord a good life, and I ask the county lord to withdraw from the marriage."

He knew his current situation.

How so? If I had to describe it, it would be in four words.

Nondescript.

A eunuch is not a eunuch, and a man is not a man.

He was half punished, and it was still a palace punishment, and he was also half a eunuch.

The court will not let a eunuch enter the court as an official, and his position of the nine-rank Confucian forest can no longer be done.

And he is not a pure eunuch, and he can't go to the palace to be a eunuch.

The mutilated body left him with only shame and ridicule in the future, and if he survived, he really didn't know how he would live.

He studied in order to cultivate himself and govern the country and level the world, to become the backbone of the Tang Dynasty, to be the mainstay of the dynasty, and to seek well-being for the people.

But now that I can't even be an official, what else can I do? Those ambitions were all empty talk, and he was sorry for the books he had read and who he was.

The exile of the Shen family, the palace punishment of the palace punishment, has also been dilapidated, and now the Shen family is in dilapidation, and the previous home, which was not considered a home, has completely disappeared.

He's just a wasted person, what's the point of living in the world.

It's better not to drag anyone down, divorce the county lord, and then fight with this ant-like life, and then seek some welfare for the people.

"I'm not going to get married."

After a long time, Li Qingheng came up with such a sentence coldly.

Shen Mo: "The county lord ......"

"Shen Mo, you are already like this, can you let me save you, I don't want to see you die, I want you to live well."

She turned her face and looked at him very seriously, very sincerely.

Shen Mo met his gaze and suddenly felt a little stunned.

It was the first time he had seen the county lord look like this.

"County Lord, Shen just doesn't want to implicate the County Lord."

He wanted to explain something, but he felt that the more he spoke, the deeper the involvement, and he could only stop his voice.

"Shen Mo, this is not implicated, you just think I begged you." She spoke to Shen Mo in such a humble manner.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, seeing Shen Mo like this, she was panicked in her heart, very uncomfortable, and couldn't bear to see him like this.

Shen Mo was stunned, and said in a dumb voice: "Please ...... What? ”

"Please...... Let me save you, okay? ”

Shen Mo was dumbfounded.

Li Qingheng raised his hand slightly, held Shen Mo's hand with his slender fingers, and pinched his fingers, straining slightly, as if pleading.

Shen Mo: "Can ...... I can't give the county lord happiness ......"

Li Qingheng: "These are nothing to me, I just want you to live." ”

I just want you to live.

For the first time, he heard someone say to him, regardless of the loss or loss: I only want you to live.

Shen Mo: "Can ...... I'm just going to drag the county lord down. ”

Li Qingheng: "How can you be a drag?" Shen Mo, I don't allow you to look down on yourself like this anymore, you are not a drag. ”

You're not a drag.

He has always been a drag since he was a child, how can it not be a drag?

He wanted to say something thankful, but he couldn't.

The Adam's apple rolls and regains its composure.

Shen Mo: "The county lord is raining today, I'm afraid of ...... You have to get a chill. ”

Li Qingheng: "If I don't come, do you know what will happen to me?" ”

Shen Mo lowered his eyes, his slender eyelashes trembled, and the shadow fell on his eyelids, pulled out by the dim yellow candlelight.

"Will die, or...... will die. Shen Mo thought about it for a long time, and felt that he still had only one way to die.

If the county lord doesn't come, he is very likely to die like this, or in other words, he will become a eunuch, with no official to do, no eunuch to enter the palace, and no family to rely on, and become a complete waste, and then ...... will die.

Jade can be broken but not changed to white, and bamboo can be burned but not destroyed.

People like him have been cut off from their roots, and there is only one way to die, and there is no other way to go.

Li Qingheng smiled faintly, clenched Shen Mo's hand, and said, "You don't have to live to be twenty-five years old, you have to live a long life and live well." ”

Shen Mo's fingertips couldn't bear to curl slightly: "Thank you...... Princess. ”