I could only hear the sound of water running from behind the screen, and I knew that he hadn't finished washing.

Li Qingheng had a lot of things to say to Shen Mo, so he kept waiting, but he couldn't wait for Shen Mo, so he could only climb into bed and sleep first.

After a while, Shen Mo came out of the water, changed into white bedclothes, poured the dirty water that he had just bathed outside the tent, and then walked in lightly.

I thought that the county lord was asleep, but when he walked to the bedside, the sleeping man suddenly opened his eyes and held his hand.

Shen Mo subconsciously wanted to dodge, but he still didn't dodge.

"County Lord."

He lowered his eyes, not daring to look him in the eye.

He knew what she wanted to ask, so he didn't dare to face her.

Without saying a word, he got the order of the prince and came to Fanyang, where he was tied up in the camp of An Lushan, humble as dust.

The two years with the county lord were indeed the happiest time in his life, and these two years gradually made him forget his roots.

almost made him forget that he was not the lord of the county above the clouds, he was just a humble concubine, he was born lowly and looked down upon.

By the light of the county lord, he stood up again, but when the county lord was away, he was in front of the prince, he was in front of An Lushan, and in front of all the people who were higher than him, he could only kneel like a mustard, praying for mercy.

He hated himself for being like this, and he didn't want to see him like this.

And he didn't want to be seen like this by the county lord.

Therefore, he did not dare to face the county lord.

"Shen Mo, what's wrong with you?"

Shen Mo lowered his eyes and said nothing.

"Are you avoiding me?"

"......" Shen Mo, who was poked in his heart, didn't dare to speak even more.

"It's been cold these days, and it's Fan Yang here again, why are you wearing so little, hurry up and come in and cover the quilt."

Li Qingheng didn't mean to blame Shen Mo at all, so he directly pressed Shen Mo's waist, pulled him into the quilt, and wrapped the quilt around him.

"Why did you come to Fan Yang without saying a word, do you know how afraid I am of your death? Can you tell yourself about the next time you come? ”

Sure enough, what should come will always come.

Shen Mo took a breath, and now in this situation, he felt more and more useless.

Perhaps, if there was no county lord, he would be nothing.

"I'm sorry ......"

？

Hearing Shen Mo's apology, Li Qingheng was stunned for a moment.

How could he suddenly apologize, he was ...... Started to have low self-esteem again?

"No, I don't mean to blame you, you did the right thing, but I want you to tell me."

For some reason, seeing Shen Mo's state, she also felt distressed, and her tone was much lighter when she spoke.

"Shen's life is not worth it."

“……”

I feel that Shen Mo now is a bit like when I first met Shen Mo, always talking about sorry and unworthy, as if he had carved humility into his bones.

Because he didn't see Shen Mo for two or three days, Shen Mo became like this again.

Sure enough, as an alien intruder, her influence on history is very small, including her influence on people, as long as she is not by Shen Mo's side, Shen Mo's previous appearance will come back.

When things came to this point, Li Qingheng also felt a little desperate.

It is equivalent to that everything she has done is in vain, and she may end up in vain.

As long as she is around these people, they will change, but once she leaves, everything will go back to the original trajectory.

Thinking of this, Li Qingheng let out a sigh of relief.

Tired.

Shen Mo hugged her shoulders and hugged her into his arms like comfort.

"What's wrong?" He asked softly.

"It's okay, press a pause button for me, I want to slow down."

There was a moment in my heart that told her she didn't want to beat.

All of a sudden, I felt very tired, and everything seemed to have no end and no end.

"I'm sorry, I just felt that I was too humble and embarrassed to let you see me like this, so I ran away."

Shen Mo pressed his forehead against her forehead and whispered what was on his mind.

"You are not humble or embarrassed, in fact, you have always been very clean and clean, like snow, in my heart."

Li Qingheng said what was in his heart today.

In the past, she just thought that Shen Mo was like this in her heart and had never said it, but today, she suddenly wanted to say it.

"You always look like a clear wind, spotless, dressed in white, smiling, polite and thoughtful, I envy you and like you."

"I like your spotlessness, I like your firmness, I like your Wenxin and style to give up everything for Datang, Shen Mo, do you know? You're cleaner, clearer, tougher than anyone I've ever met...... Shen Huaijin. ”

Li Qingheng had never called Shen Mo's words, but she actually wanted to call him words.

"Huai Jin."

These two words suit him very well, and they match him very well.

Shen Mo listened to this, and his heart was deeply touched.

It turned out that in the eyes of the county lord, he was actually like this.

He had always thought that he was as humble as a mustard, with nothing, like dust.

But the lord said that he was the cleanest and toughest man in the world......

It is as if there is a warm stream flowing in my heart, and this feeling is not clear, but it is very comforting.

He was moved, very happy, and very happy, but the corner of his eye didn't know what was going on, so he was inexplicably wet.

"In my eyes, you are sunshine, untouchable, and treasured. As long as there is a county lord, it is a shining light. The county lord always seems to have never been afraid of anything, not afraid of offending anyone, and not afraid of encountering difficulties, I envy the county lord, very envious. ”

I envy her daring, I envy her for daring to say anything, but she has to point out everything that is wrong.

Whether it is a saint, a concubine, Yang Guozhong, or An Lushan, she has never been afraid of such a person with high power and fear.

She is smart and decisive, like a warm sun, shining where she is.

"The county lord is the most precious thing in my life."

When Li Qingheng heard this, he smiled and reached out to touch Shen Mo's face.

"How can I be as good as you say, I'm just a bastard, I don't have any restraint in my mouth all day long, and I bully people everywhere."

"That's not bullying, that's justice."

“……”

Li Qingheng thought about it, and it seemed that this was indeed the case.

There are always people who have to knock and knock on these people that no one dares to beat, including Li Longji.

"Okay, Huai Jin, you are not allowed to belittle yourself like this in the future, the people of this county lord, only this county lord can belittle, no one can belittle, including yourself, what sample county lord you have the final say!"

Li Qingheng bumped Shen Mo with his forehead.

Shen Mo pretended to be in pain, covered his head and didn't speak.

"Be confident, hear me! Let me tell you, in the future, when the war stops, you will be a very human minister, one person above ten thousand people, and you will walk sideways in the entire Chang'an City! ”

"Okay, when the time comes, let Mrs. be a first-class lady, and also get a touch of the light of being a husband."

Perhaps, painting cakes can also add a lot of strength to move forward sometimes, such as in times of despair.

Just like it is now.

Originally, Shen Mo was just her task partner, but now, they are more like partners, supporting each other, moving forward in this troubled world with difficulty, and doing what they can to do what they can.

At night, when Shen Mo had already fallen asleep, Li Qingheng still couldn't sleep.

She is always worried that she will not be rejected by the world, whether the task will still not be completed, whether she will never wake up one day.

"Shen Huaijin, do you know, in fact, I am not from your dynasty, in fact, I, from the future, I can change many things, but these things will return to the original trajectory."

"So, can you not leave me in the future? I don't know how much I can do, and I don't know what the future holds. ”

She whispered to Shen Mo.

In the dark, Shen Mo was a little surprised when he heard this, but he still closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, pretending not to hear.

I didn't expect her to be a person of later generations, no wonder she would know so many things.

Even before this, Shen Mo had thought about whether she would be a fox spirit or a rabbit spirit, or a fairy, but the answer she gave still surprised her.

Although she has her limitations, he will definitely accompany her to the end.

With her.