Chapter 11: I'm damned

"For so many years, my mother never left Demacia, and when I was young, there were many things I didn't understand at the time.

In my vague memory, I vaguely remember that when the parade poets sang the praises of the bravery of King Demacia, my mother would always look out the window with a foolish smirk. ”

As if caught in a memory, Luki sketches the scene he saw as a child.

A dark-haired woman sat by the window, smiling happily as she listened to the parade poet outside telling the king's story aloud, and year after year, it seemed that as long as she could hear him, she was content with it.

She has never hidden the love in her heart, even if she is separated from the person she loves.

Jiawen III froze in place, his hands trembling even more, which showed the fluctuation of his mood.

She never left Demacia?

For so many years, she has been under her nose, and she has not been able to find out as if she was blind.

Regret, the feeling of strong regret, wells up in my heart at this moment.

Lux hadn't recovered from the previous story, and now that she heard a new one, she only felt more stamina.

Damn, is the love of adults so touching?

"When I was a child, I used to see other children walking by holding their parents' hands, so I asked my mother where my father was. My mother just smiled and said, my father is a hero of the world, and because he is a hero, he is too busy and busy, and we have to support him silently.

Later, as I grew up, I became more sensible and didn't ask again. ”

Jiawen III was already in tears when he heard this, and he looked at Lu Qi with great shame, looking at the flesh and blood relatives in front of him.

There is no doubt that he must be his own son.

However, as a father, he has never let him feel father's love for so many years.

He was so great in Merley's heart, just thinking about it, the remorse and self-blame in his heart were like the snow in the cold winter.

Jiawen III blamed himself and said: "For so many years, I have made you suffer. ”

Lu Qi lowered his head and held back hard, but he didn't shed a single tear, he could only say sadly: "Actually, I am not bitter at all, because my mother is very good to me, she has made me understand a lot of things, and she has never let me be wronged." The real bitter person is actually her.

Because she had no identification, her mother could only do the lowest kind of hard labor, occasionally helping others to see a doctor, and the salary she earned every week was only enough to feed and eat.

This is how we spent many years, but the healer could not heal himself, and by the time my mother found out about the illness in her body, it was too late.

Ten years ago, my mother suffered from a disease, coughing all year round, sometimes even coughing up blood, the doctor said that this disease is because of perennial fatigue, doing heavy work to form, the later it is, the more severe the pain that the mother can feel every day, it will continue to exist until the mother dies.

However, my mother raised me despite her illness, and I took care of her for the next few years. What makes me regret is that as a son of man, I failed to let my mother live a happy old age, watching her suffer from illness but unable to do anything.

Two months ago, my mother passed away, and before leaving, she gave me the necklace and told me to go to the royal capital. She said that her life has been open, and the only thing she regrets is that she didn't say goodbye at the beginning, and the next words, her mother died before she could finish speaking. ”

Luki didn't lie, although he had a little personal goods with him, but from the fragmented memory fragments, he saw that Melli had indeed come over this way over the years.

If it weren't for this, the original owner probably wouldn't have jumped off a cliff to commit suicide because he couldn't withstand the pressure, when his mother was seriously ill.

Lucci is now him.

On the way here, he thought about many things, but he didn't expect that he didn't do anything, and the track of life was directly completed in one step.

I thought it was just a small aristocrat.

But I didn't expect that the royal family was actually me?

Lu Qi's mentality, at this moment, has undergone a subtle change.

The tears were not squeezed out, probably because Lu Qi did not have a sense of substitution, in fact, he did not have a hard life for a few days.

However, in the eyes of people, this young boy with a sad face is indescribably pitiful, and you can imagine the hardships he has lived since he grew up, and you can imagine how hard his mother's life is.

It seemed to them that Luci had cried to the point of numbness, and the child must have cried for his departed mother, and until now, he could not cry a single tear.

Grace III's tears never stopped, and he could even think of Merri doing menial work in order to raise her own children, and suffering from the lack of identification.

I can even think of the pain she endured, and how much she needed to be by her side at that time.

However, he failed to do this, and just like that, he dared to say how much he loved her.

Just thinking about this made Jiawen III's heart ache as if it was about to explode.

He could even think of the helplessness of the weeping Luci at Merly's grave, and he might have thought that he would have no relatives from now on.

Gavin III would love to tell this child that you have, your father is here!

However, at this moment, Jiawen III was already choked up and unable to utter a complete sentence.

"Your Majesty, keep your emotions under control."

Tiana sighed and patted Gawain III on the back and comforted, "At least, he stands in front of you safe and sound." ”

Even when she heard such a story, she couldn't help but feel sympathy for Lucci.

Melly, she knew, and had spoken to her before, that woman was as kind as the third world said.

But she was so kind, but she couldn't get a good ending.

As a woman, Tiana's heart admires her.

"I'm fine."

Gavin III eased his emotions, and his eyes glowed again when he heard Tiana's words.

Yes, at least the child is alive and can stand in front of him unharmed!

When he came here, it must have been a revelation from heaven!

Looking at the necklace in his hand, Gavin III was sure that the child had returned with Melly's wish.

She hopes she can take care of their children!

Lux wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, she couldn't imagine that what happened to Luqi was so miserable, and then think about herself, she has been loved by her father and mother since she was a child.

I must be kind to him in the future.

She admired and admired Merley's greatness even more in her heart, and in that difficult environment, she had raised Luqi for so many years with hard work.

Calvin couldn't hear it all right.

This kid has lived so miserably, look at himself again, he has no worries about food and clothing since he was a child, he has what he wants, he has clothes to stretch his hand, and food to open his mouth.

Thinking back to his attitude towards Lucci just now, Calvin regretted it a little.

I'm damned!