Chapter 470: It's Your Life

Hotel.

There was a knock on the door.

When Lu Qi opened the door, he saw Sindra standing at the door, and was slightly surprised: "How did you find it?" ”

"Your characteristics are obvious, just ask a little to know."

Sindra said with her head down.

"yes, come in."

Scratching his head, Luci led the girl into the house.

After entering the house, Sindra silently hugged her knees and sat down by the wall, obviously depressed.

Lu Qi packed up the futon and asked, "I don't want to open which pot I don't want to mention, but don't you accompany your family?" ”

Sindra shook her head and didn't speak.

Lu Qi didn't ask any more, remembering the girl's expectant eyes when she mentioned her family in the morning, and the gap at this moment was even more obvious.

After walking around, he could clearly feel how the family thought of Sindra.

It's obviously his daughter, but his eyes are like looking at someone he doesn't want to see.

The family of three is happy, but there is not even a gap for the girl.

At this moment, she may have realized it.

Perhaps three years ago, her cherished family had abandoned her.

After leaving home, there was no place for her to go, and there seemed to be no place for her to stay in this vast world.

When the reliance in her heart was no longer dependent, she found that she was like being abandoned by the world.

The last person she could think of was Lu Qi.

Fortunately, he was not difficult to find, but he found it after a little inquiry.

Anyone who asked was impressed.

"In that case, let's rest here for the night."

Lu Qi laid out the sheets, didn't say anything, thought about it and said, "It's still early, play chess for a while?" ”

Sindra nodded and stood up.

She didn't come for comfort, she just wanted not to be alone.

The two of them used their magic to meet a chessboard, and then began to fall.

Lu Qi was rarely serious, as if he didn't care about the little girl's low mood at all, and abused the dishes to his heart's content.

Sindra pursed her lips, her unyielding strength written on her face. Even if the piece of armor that was killed was not left, it was silent.

Gradually, she also devoted herself to the game.

The two played against each other silently, and time passed slowly.

Suddenly, Sindra spoke, "What is the outside world like?" ”

Hearing this, Lu Qi thought for a while and said, "It's big, vast and full of wonder. Each place has different scenery and different humanistic feelings. ”

Sindra's eyes flashed, "Can you tell me about it?" ”

"Well, where to start."

Luqi thought about it as he fell, and then slowly spoke, "Let's start with my hometown, Demacia."

Although it was mentioned in the afternoon, it was not all.

At this moment, he talked about the Silver Winged Dragon, about the Colossus of Bravery, about the Shining Silver Mountains, about the hero slaying the dragon, and about the yodelers with hammers looking for heroes.

Many, many stories can't be told in one night, so he picks and tells them brilliantly.

Sindra listened quietly at first, but later she also developed a yearning, and from time to time she would take the initiative to ask something, and Luqi would answer them one by one.

Unconsciously, the light in her eyes was already flickering brightly.

It wasn't too early until it was too late, and Luch yawned, then stopped: "It's almost time to sleep, I'll continue when I have time." ”

"Hmm."

Sindra was not greedy either, and was already very satisfied to hear this.

However, she did not rush to sleep, but got up, found the luggage she had brought, and took out some medicinal herbs from it.

Seeing this, Lu Qi was a little curious: "What is this for?" ”

"A medicine. It helps me to control my magic better. ”

Sindra answered truthfully, and she found a jar and ground all the medicine into powder.

Lu Qi touched his chin and thought about it, stretched out his hand and said, "Take it and I'll take a look." ”

When Sindra heard this, she handed the jar over.

Lu Qi twisted a little of the medicine residue and put it in his mouth, his brows furrowed slightly: "Cold blood grass, cold tree roots, red twilight leaves, willow grass."

Syndra was amazed as he read out his names one by one.

Although some of the names are different from the ones she knew, there are also some that are very similar in pronunciation and should be of the same type.

She couldn't help but ask, "Do you know how to heal?" ”

"I'm a well-known miracle doctor in our village."

Lu Qi smiled immodestly, and then put away his smile again, "Do you know the ingredients of these medicines?" ”

Syndra flashed strange in her heart and shook her head, "I don't know. ”

"How long have you been drinking?"

"It's been three years."

Sindra replied truthfully.

"Yes." Lu Qi thought for a moment, looked at Sindra's puzzled eyes, and said honestly, "These are all cold medicines, do you feel cold every time you drink it?" ”

Sindra nodded immediately, and couldn't help but ask, "Is there any problem?" ”

"Of course there is a problem. If these drugs are separated, they are nothing. But when all of them are taken together, it is not a medicine, but a cold poison. ”

Lu Qi placed the medicine jar on the table and explained, "After taking it, it will have a dual effect on the mental and physical body of the user, one is to reduce the mental power and put the user in a state of mental prostration. The second is to reduce bodily functions, reduce blood circulation, and have an impact on the promotion of mana. ”

This kind of medicine, Lu Qi is actually very familiar.

Because Demacia used to be rich in this kind of forbidden potion, the prescription was slightly different, but it was basically the same.

In order to weaken the power of the mages, they were either forced to take the Forbidden Lime Potion, or this Forbidden Potion.

In short, it is all good for the mage.

Sindra had been taking the drug for three years.

After listening to Luki's explanation, Sindra froze in place, and suddenly felt a chill all over her body.

"Is this a medicine to weaken the power of magic?"

She looked at the medicine jar, her body getting colder.

"Almost." Lu Qi nodded and continued, "After drinking, do you feel less energetic, and at the same time your perception of magic has weakened. ”

Sindra nodded, her voice trembling a little, "But the teacher said that this is a manifestation of the improvement of magic control."

She finished talking to herself, but she didn't believe it herself.

Because it was her own magic, she could feel that for three years, instead of learning to control this power, her magic began to weaken.

She thought that it was her own problem, so she concentrated more on her cultivation and practiced more seriously.

Just to live up to the family and the teacher.

Just to be able to control their own power and make everyone no longer afraid.

But I didn't expect it to be like this.

Sindra fell silent, then lay on her side on the bed, covering herself under the covers, letting the darkness envelop her.

Luki watched, but didn't know what to say.

The room fell into an indescribable silence.

In the middle of the night.

Sindra sat up from the bed, but she could see everything clearly in the dark room.

Glancing at Lu Qi lying on the bed next to her, she got out of bed silently, opened the door quietly with her magic, and left the room.

From beginning to end, it was extremely quiet.

Either way, she had to get the answer from the teacher.

But I don't want this to involve Luqi.

Early in the morning.

Sindra was already standing at the entrance to the temple.

The temple was shrouded in a peaceful splendor and was hailed as a sanctuary by the people of the vicinity, where its owner, Konigan, lived for a long time, and was kind, respected, and loved.

Sindra thought that such a master would never deceive.

She pushed open the temple door that had been opened countless times before, and headed towards Königan's courtyard.

When he arrived at the place, he saw Königan meditating in the courtyard, his body floating off the ground, and his body wrapped in the power of meditation.

As if sensing someone, Königan opened his eyes and fell to the ground: "No, don't come and disturb me for the next day or two." ”

Soon, he discovered the rich dark energy in Sindra's body, and then realized something.

He calmly asked, "What happened?" ”

"Those drugs are meant to suppress my magic and weaken my magic, right?"

Sindra looked up, she was no longer cowardly, and her eyes were staring directly at Koenigan.

When Königgan heard this, he asked, "Who told you that?" ”

"You just have to answer me, yes, or no." There was suppressed anger in Sindra's tone.

From this question, she may already know the answer.

"Yes." Konigan didn't deny it.

Sindra shuddered, clenched her fists, and asked, "Why?" You could have taught me the right way. ”

Königan sighed, "Your power is too strong, growing all the time. You can't really control it, so that's the only way to weaken it. ”

"So you've cheated on me for three whole years?"

A miserable smile appeared on Sindra's face, "I trust you so much, I thought you would lead me down the right path. ”

"That's what I thought." Königan looked at Sindra and said, "I thought I could guide you slowly. However, the darkness in your body is too terrifying, and only this is the only way to keep you safe. ”

"Huh." Sindra understood, he never believed her for a moment, "You never treated me like a student, did you?" ”

"You represent darkness, and you are intolerant of the sacred." Königan still looked at Sindra with a look of relief, "But I do see you as my student. ”

"What's the point of everything that lies are condensed?" Sindra felt uncontrollably negative, her voice was a little cold, and the gloomy power in her body began to soar.

The potions of the past three years have not weakened her strength, and at this moment, all the suppressed forces have returned.

"You're already on the verge of losing control."

Königan's voice was still calm, he raised his hands and began to seal, "I didn't want to use this trick so early, but it seems that there is no room for it. Your power grows too quickly, and eventually it will get out of control, and you can't control it at all, and if you let it continue to grow, it will only harm others and yourself. ”

His gaze froze, and the words that followed seemed to convince him. He no longer hesitated, and began to surge a large amount of magic power up and down his body, and then let out a loud shout.

"Array of Bound Spirits, rise!"

The cheers fell, and from all directions, several beams of light lit up, forming a three-dimensional barrier, enveloping the courtyard in it.

And at his feet, a formation that had been prepared for a long time suddenly lit up, and dense incantations flowed.

In an instant, Sindra felt that her magic power was suppressed by a powerful force, and her body felt several times heavier, and she couldn't help but kneel on the ground, holding on to her stomach.

"Old. Division."

She squeezed the words out of her teeth, and looked at Königan with a pair of desolate eyes.

Königan turned a blind eye to these two words, and his face was cold: "This formation is set up for you. In this array, any magic will be suppressed. The purpose is to prevent the power from spiraling out of control, and it will not kill you, but will drain your dark power. Don't resist, trust me, after the formation is over, you will become an ordinary person. ”

Sindra did feel the magic being stripped from her body, but it felt like she was pumping her blood, digging into her flesh, and the pain that came with it to her bones.

She was well aware that when these forces were completely gone, she would die like this.

From the moment she was born, these powers were with her, as if they were one.

"I won't believe your lies anymore."

Sindra gritted her teeth and got up, unleashing the power of darkness to break through her bondage. But in the next second, it was suppressed even more powerfully.

"Your resistance is useless, in the Great Array of Soul Binding, no matter how powerful the magic power is, it will be suppressed." Konigan sighed softly, "Your resistance will only exacerbate your pain, you might as well believe me this time, I never wanted to hurt you." The dark is abandoned by the divine, and purifying the darkness is the duty of the temple. As my disciple, you should understand this responsibility. ”

"Then you might as well kill me."

Sindra gritted her teeth, but she thought of something, the resistance weakened for a moment, and she asked with the last faint hope, "Do they know all this?" ”

"They knew it from the beginning. Three years ago, they approached me with the intention of pitting me against your dark forces. At that time, your dark power was not as strong as it is now, and if I had hardened my heart then, perhaps you would not be so miserable today. ”

Königan wasn't surprised by the question, and he didn't want to cheat on the kid anymore.

Maybe at this last moment, it's time for her to know the truth.

Three years ago, it was that family that wanted to get rid of her that they found him.

And the Great Array of Binding Spirits will indeed drain the target's magic power, but this is undoubtedly the same as draining the vitality, and the probability of surviving is actually extremely low.

He didn't want to, but he had to.

He had indeed thought about guiding Sindra on his own, guiding her to use this power correctly. However, after only a few days, he realized that he could not do it.

Sindra was the most special of all the humans he had ever met.

She is a born dark mage, born to be embraced by darkness, a true daughter of darkness, a symbol of the unknown.

"Huh."

Hearing this answer, Sindra suddenly smiled, but her smile was extremely desolate, and her heart sank into the cold abyss.

I thought that after leaving the village, I could go to a place where no one knew the past, and the family lived together.

It turns out that they have wanted to lose her for a long time.

It turned out that they had never treated her as family.

So who is her patience all these years for?

At this moment, the sky changed color, dark clouds shrouded in, lightning and thunder, and heavy rain fell inexplicably.

Königan's color changed slightly, sensing that it was all influenced by Syndra's magic.

The signs of her loss of control are becoming more and more obvious.

The Great Array of Binding Spirits lit up, forcibly suppressing her magic.

"Since I was born, no one has liked me. For this insignificant love, being bullied and insulted, I can bear it. I can accept all grievances. ”

"As long as I listen to you, you won't hate me. As long as I study hard, cultivate hard, and work hard to fulfill the requirements that everyone has given me, I will be recognized and truly integrated into you. ”

"I was naïve enough to believe in all this, and I think one day, you will change your mind about me."

"It turns out that everything is a lie. I've worked ridiculously hard for this false lie, hahaha I've never wanted to hurt anyone, why, why do you all have to do this to me!? ”

Sindra's hysterical roar resounded in the rain, she didn't understand, she really didn't understand.

Why, since birth, everyone has hated her?

Her parents scolded her, her eldest brother ridiculed her, children in the same village bullied her, and adults disliked her.

Everywhere she went, she was like a plague that could not be avoided, and she had never felt the warmth of anyone.

finally saw a glimmer of hope, and she desperately held it as if she was grasping a life-saving straw.

However, even this glimmer of hope is false and a lie.

The rain was falling, and it was sliding down her face, I don't know if it was rain or tears.

She's in pain.

Why?

Why, exactly?

When Königan heard this, he sighed and said, "You were born to be embraced by darkness and abandoned by everyone, and this is your life. ”

"Life?"

Sindra raised her head, looked at the sky, and her voice was hoarse, "If a person's destiny is predestined to be born, then what is the meaning of everything in this heaven and earth?" ”

She stood up, the power of darkness being withdrawn from her body, but more came with it, as if endlessly.

But in this way, it will also make her body more and more painful.

Along with the pain to the bone, thin scars began to appear on her skin, from which blood spilled out.

It was as if there was a sharp knife that kept cutting through her skin.

The girl's face was so miserable, her eyes were so angry, and the surging dark energy was so terrifying.

In my heart, boundless hatred spreads.

Life?

She doesn't want to be bound by these words!

Seeing this, Königan was a little unbearable: "Don't resist anymore, it will only increase your pain." ”

"Distinct. It's just painful."

Sindra's eyes were cold, like deep darkness.

Anger, hatred, and negativity kept churning in her chest, splashing with boundless killing intent, her spirit was screaming, her soul was crying, and her body was trembling.

She endured all the grievances, but in the end, all she got was deception!

That's enough.

Then it's over.

The torrential rain fell, as if the sky was crying, and it had already covered the tears on her face.

Kill!

Kill!!

At this moment, there was only one voice left in her heart.

"It's already possible, I'm here."

Suddenly, a big hand silently pressed on her head, and the dark magic that was about to go out of control also dissipated at this moment.

In the midst of the rainstorm, Sindra looked up and saw Luqi beside her.

His eyes were so gentle and distressed.

It was like a beam of light that shone into Sindra's heart.

(End of chapter)