Chapter 330: Don't Live
Gardenia was shocked at the time.
His clothes were stolen without him knowing.
"Give me back your clothes."
Li Chenguang replied unhurriedly, "Gardenia, you seem to have forgotten the story I just told, so let's tell you again, ...... past"
Gardenia said angrily, "I don't listen, give me the clothes." ”
"Obviously you haven't understood the central idea of that story yet, or ......"
"What is the central idea, are you saying that the Cowherd stole the Weaver Girl's clothes and forced the Weaver Girl to marry him, otherwise he wouldn't give the clothes?"
"No, no, no, how can this be called forced, this is the most romantic mythological story handed down by the ancestors, singing praises for people for more than a thousand years, I think, the ancestors said this, there must be his reason, do you say yes, as the saying goes, if you don't listen to the old man, you will suffer in front of you."
Gardenia was a little angry and didn't speak.
Li Chenguang smiled, "Okay, it seems that you have understood the central idea of the story, this story tells us that whoever is in the hands of the clothes, you have to listen to whom." ”
“……”
"Angry?"
Gardenia took a deep breath and replied, "No, what can you do even if you take away your clothes." ”
Li Chenguang sat there and didn't move, "Well, there are a lot of things that can be done, for example, you don't want to see you dressed like that when someone comes to pick us up tomorrow, let's go out." ”
Gardenia sat still, and replied expressionlessly, "And then?" ”
"Well, let me ...... Well, take a look at your fruit and return the clothes to you. ”
“……”
For a moment, Gardenia's pupils shook, and they all thought they had heard it wrong.
She felt that she might have been attacked, too tired, causing tinnitus.
However, Li Chenguang repeated as if he was deliberately trying to let her confirm.
"Let me see your fruit, and I'll give you back the garment."
“……”
It took Gardenia a full minute to digest the sentence into her mind, "You'd better stop talking, or I'll just hate you, very much." ”
“…… Then hate me. ”
Li Chenguang looked at the opposite wall in a daze, "What can you do if you hate me, anyway, with Gardenia's gentle character, you will never be able to scold me, beat me or something, so, if you hate it or not, it will still be good to me." ”
“…… I will scold you, I will beat you, even if I can't beat you, I will beat you. ”
"You won't be able to beat me, even if you kill me, I won't fight back, since I was a child, my father told me that learning martial arts is to deal with the enemy, not to deal with ......"
“……”
Li Chenguang lost his mind before continuing to laugh, "Look, I've done such a thing that you hate, you haven't scolded me yet, haven't you, I know that Gardenia won't scold me." ”
Gardenia replied in the affirmative, "I will, I'll be angry if you don't give me your clothes again, the kind that is very angry." ”
"But the clothes are in my hands, isn't the most basic rule of human society an equivalent exchange, I said, at least let me see the fruit, make me happy, and then return the clothes to you."
Gardenia took a deep breath, her delicate cheeks puffed up slightly, and she said angrily, "You really don't want to say any more, I don't know if you did it on purpose or what's wrong, I hate this, very, very hateful, very annoying." ”
"So, it's still like that, isn't it, even if you hate it, what can you do, you won't scold me, you won't beat me, I know that the gentle gardenia is reluctant, and in the end you will only agree to let me see it."
Gardenia was furious, "I'll kill you!" ”
"I don't believe it."
Li Chenguang said in a cheerful tone, "I'm sitting here, like this, I close my eyes, you just fight, use any method you can think of, as long as you can hit me and cry out in pain, I will return the clothes to you, how about it." ”
With that, he tilted his head against the wall, looked at the cave ceiling above his head, and closed his eyes.
“……”
Gardenia Wei's mouth rose and fell slightly, bit her thin lip, and paused for a long time before she said, "Why do you deliberately talk like this, the Ah Guang I know is not such a person, I know." ”
"Isn't that usually under the sun, now in the isolated island, just the two of us, I can do whatever I want, and no one will know anyway, isn't it, I can do whatever I want to you, I'm such a person, you think I'm not, it means that you don't know me yet, you see, now you know a little bit better."
Li Chenguang leaned against the wall and closed his eyes, and muttered, "I not only want to see, well, how to take advantage of it, but I also want to leave my mark on the delicate and white body of the gardenia......"
"That's enough."
Gardenia Wei screamed fiercely, interrupting Li Chenguang's unscrupulous words.
It was also the highest decibel shout she had ever made.
The campfire shook in the quiet cavern.
It was as if he also felt the power in those words, and trembled.
In the always gentle and well-behaved voice, for the first time, there is an irrefutable power.
Gardenia's vision blurred, and she stared at the ground blankly, "Why do you say such things, why do you deliberately bully me, Ah Guangming is not usually such a person, why do you seem to be a different person here." ”
Halfway through speaking, his words were already a little choked, and his voice was hoarse and pitiful.
"Woo~~ You know that I am cold, hungry, tired, and uncomfortable now, woo~~, I just want to, I just want to ...... Stay up until tomorrow, then go home, and then, and then ...... Woo~~ Then you don't have to think about anything. ”
Gardenia sobbed, her eyes were red, and a few crystal tears slid down her small, delicate cheeks like petals.
She felt extremely aggrieved and uncomfortable.
The body, the mind, are uncomfortable and suffocating.
Feeling uncomfortable.
How can it not be uncomfortable. Fell into the water, was swallowed by a python, and stayed in someone else's stomach for so long that he was almost devoured.
I haven't eaten, I'm hungry, I'm thirsty.
It had been raining for so long, and it was all watery and cold.
She was so uncomfortable.
Of course, the physical discomfort is far less than the mental discomfort.
She couldn't forget the scene before she fell into the water.
She was sad, aggrieved, painful, depressed.
It was as if the mouth was blocked, and it was difficult to breathe.
But I also know that I can't do anything.
She just wanted to be like that, just wait, stay up, wait quietly until tomorrow, go home quietly, go get a good night's sleep, and forget about the pain.
But.
"Why, do you want to say that on purpose, woo~~ Why are you bullying me, cry~~~ Why do you want to do something that I hate, just to make me uncomfortable, cry~~"
Gardenia's suppressed crying seemed so helpless, so hesitant, so lost and painful in this gray cave.
Those who listen will have their hearts broken, and the hearts of those who listen will be broken.
The pitiful crying and choking did not win Li Chenguang's forgiveness.
He still pressed the back of his head against the wall, closed his eyes, and said in a cold voice, "I can't let you go home, as long as I'm here, no one wants to go to the island, and you don't want to go back." ”
“……”
After Gardenia was stunned, her tears rolled down like broken pearls, "Is it because I'm a bully?" ”
Li Chenguang whispered in a voice that was inaudible, only he could hear, he couldn't go back, once he went back, it would be over, it would be completely over.
And then it was said out loud, "...... Yes, because you're easier to bully, anyway, no matter how you bully, Gardenia will forgive me, right, what's the pain, it's not painful at all, and the patience will pass soon. ”
"It hurts!"
Gardenia's collapsed, hoarse roar formed a small echo in the cave, vibrating back and forth, echoing in Li Chenguang's ears.
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts."
Immediately afterwards, Gardenia Ziwei sobbed, choked, and a hysterical voice with a bit of crying sounded.
"Why did you deliberately say these words to hit me, why did you deliberately make me annoying, do you know, seeing you abandon me in order to save her, seeing you obviously stretch out your hand, but retract it again, do you know how uncomfortable and painful I am, woo~~"
"I seem to be abandoned, but I've always been abandoned, I'm used to being abandoned, crying...... I was also betrayed, I believe in you so much, I believe in you wholeheartedly, I only have you in my heart, why do you do that, woo~~~ I'm so uncomfortable. ”
"At that moment, you abandoned me and betrayed me, I know, woo~~ I know, that's not your fault, because she also needs someone to pull, that's not your fault, but, obviously I came first, we were good first, we met first, why, why, why did you do that, woo~~~"
Gardenia Ziwei was a little broken and repeated a few more whys, but she would comfort herself again immediately, it was not Li Chenguang's fault, because he had to save Yin Ruosheng first, they were closer and closer.
She convinces herself over and over again intellectually.
But......
No matter how persuasive she is, no matter how reasonable she is, she can't accept it.
Yes.
At that moment, Li Chen stretched out his hand brightly.
But he retracted.
Gardenia knew that she had been betrayed.
She can accept being abandoned, anyway, her family is like that, she has long been used to it.
However, she could not accept the betrayal.
Because the premise of betrayal is someone you believe in with all your heart.
"I obviously believe in you so much, I only believe in you, just because of your words, I am willing to survive well, why do you ,...... Woo, no...... It's not your fault, woo~~"
Gardenia is very gentle, but she is too gentle, so she didn't say a few words, and she would take the initiative to help Li Chenguang find an excuse to convince herself.
She just cried, crying aggrieved, crying in pain, crying uncontrollably.
I'm going to be out of breath when I'm crying......
But Li Chenguang didn't speak, he just leaned against the wall, as if he was waiting for Gardenia Ziwei to pour out everything, all the words hidden in his heart, and listened quietly.
It wasn't until Gardenia Wei choked up and said bad things, just sobbing again and again, that Li Chenguang let out a long sigh and said, "Finally say it." ”
“……”
"I know that Gardenia is very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, but Gardenia is also very gentle, so I will only choose to bear it myself, endure it silently, swallow everything in my stomach, and say nothing, I know."
"I know Gardenia is in pain, and I would love to say something to save the situation, but I ...... Unexpectedly. ”
"Because I tried to think about it, even if that scenario happened again, I should save Ruosheng first."
Because she's close.
But the reasons are superfluous, it doesn't matter.
The fact is that Gardenia almost pulled Li Chenguang, but in order to avoid losing sight of one or the other, Li Chenguang could only abandon Gardenia and pull Yin Ruosheng back first.
"I'm also very uncomfortable, I'm also very painful, very depressed, I know, it's my fault, but, I don't know how to correct it, how to make up for it, of course I know that Gardenia is very uncomfortable, but I find that I can't find any other way than to deceive you and comfort you, but I don't want to deceive you."
"I wish someone would teach me the right way to do it, or to say it, but no, I ...... I don't know what to do, I can only find a way to let you speak first, let you tell me what you want me to do, but I know that with Gardenia's gentle character, I will only sacrifice myself anyway to fulfill others. ”
“…… I knew that as soon as I went back, Gardenia would cut me off, cut back to normal friends, and there would never be any more intimacy, I know. ”
Until this time, Gardenia also stopped crying.
Staring blankly at the ground.
Listening to Li Chenguang's slightly depressed and weak words across the wooden wall.
This also made her feel more and more uncomfortable.
That's exactly what she thought.
Li Chenguang covered his head with one hand, "What can I do, what should I do, but I can't throw this problem to Gardenia, I am a man, I should bear it, but I, I ......"
"I know how painful, uncomfortable, and wronged Gardenia was at that moment, and I said I would protect you, but I ......"
Li Chenguang gritted his teeth and slammed his head against the wall behind him.
"Bang bang bang" again and again, hitting the head painfully, and blood flowed straight down the back of the neck.
He's also powerless.
A sense of powerlessness swept through the body.
He hopes that Gardenia, whether it is beating himself or scolding himself, just vent it, at least, make the problem clear and make it public.
He didn't want the two of them to go back and end it.
Together, the two discussed a solution.
Or.
"What do you want me to do?"
“……”
Gardenia Ziwei was silent for a long time, and muttered, "Ah Guang, it's really cunning, it's too cunning, and it's full of bad intentions." ”
Then, Gardenia's voice went from far to near, with a bit of enchanting low temptation. "That's it, Ah Guang, since you want me to decide, then let's die together."
“……”
Immediately after, Li Chenguang felt a cold and tender delicate body lying on his body.
Gardenia's soft and moving voice sounded in Li Chenguang's ears.
"Ah Guang is a big villain, the worst big villain in the world, he has always seduced people and forced people to tell what is in their hearts, since this is the case, then let's die together."
Didn't you say you wanted to kiss me and touch me......
As soon as the words fell, the delicate arm wrapped around Li Chenguang's neck, and the red lips kissed Li Chenguang's lips.
Let's die together.
From this moment on, the gentle Gardenia who can think about others and the good Li Chenguang are dead.
Only the bad gardenia remained, and the bad Li Chenguang was left......
Let's all die together!
Don't live!
Count it today.
(End of chapter)