Chapter 246: My favorite boy died at the age of eighteen
"Zhijin ......" Su Zhaoshen looked at Jiang Zhijin and wanted to say a lot to her, but she didn't know how to speak when she was in front of her.
Jiang Zhijin didn't look at him more, but walked directly to Jiang's parents.
"That's what you said about Mom being sick and serious?" Jiang Zhijin looked at his father coldly.
"Then if I don't say so, can you come back? You are such an unfilial daughter, three hundred and sixty-five days a year, and you have come back to see us a few times. Jiang's father didn't think so, and he didn't even think that he had deceived his daughter back.
"Since it's okay, I'll go first." Jiang Zhijin said that he was about to walk out the door.
Jiang Mu stood up anxiously and blocked the way, "What are you doing here, didn't you see Zhao Shen here?" People are coming to you. ”
"Zhijin's previous thing was that I was sorry for you, can you give me another chance?"
Su Zhaoshen also realized the woman's unhappiness, and couldn't help but start worrying in his heart.
"No need to apologize, didn't I make some things clear to you? There is no possibility between us, there is no possibility, don't you understand people? Don't come to Jiang's house to find me in the future! ”
It was the first time Jiang Zhijin spoke to Su Zhaoshen in such a tone, which was enough to see the level of her anger.
"Jiang Zhijin, what kind of attitude do you have, what is called impossibility, I think you two are as suitable as possible." Father Jiang instantly became anxious when he saw his daughter's attitude towards Su Dashao.
He thought that his daughter's promise to go on a blind date was corrected, but he didn't expect it to be like this.
Is it because of a dead person that she has to be single all the time and doesn't want to get along with them?
"Why is it not possible, don't you know?" Jiang Zhijin smiled mockingly.
Looking at the house where she has lived for many years, she was disgusted, once her deep door to see her parents, originally thought it was a good dinner, but did not expect that her parents came to persuade Shen Shen to leave her!
Deeply reluctant they wanted to come hard, and under the conflict again, Dad accidentally killed Shen Shen.
Although he didn't mean to, he did kill the person she loved the most, so how could she face it all.
She sued her father, so he went in, and when she was scolded by her mother and kicked out of the house, her deep parents' chagrin was still repeating in her ears.
[If I had known that this was the case, we wouldn't have agreed to be with you deeply, he is still so young and has such a good future, but... It's because you're buried. 】
Jiang Zhijin also regretted it, but what could she do, she couldn't get it back.
"You... Don't talk nonsense to me here, don't mention the past again, I can forgive you for being merciless to me, what can't you get out of, it's just an outsider, you should stop making trouble for so many years! ”
Father Jiang's tone was a little nervous, if he had been in this matter, he would not have a bad impression if Su Zhaoshen knew.
"Don't lie to me if you don't die in the future, as for him, don't let him in, otherwise you will be responsible for what you do, after all, your temper is so bad, I'm afraid you will stay in it until you die if you miss it again."
Jiang Zhijin couldn't hide the hatred in her eyes when she said this, she was contradictory, she hated her parents, and she couldn't leave them alone.
They did raise themselves when they were young, because she was the only child who treated her very well.
"You bastard!" Jiang's father's face was embarrassed, and he raised his hand to hit her.
Su Zhaoshen's speed was faster and intercepted those hands, "Don't be impulsive. ”
"I ...... I'm not usually like that. Father Jiang also realized that he was out of control, and his face couldn't help but be a little embarrassed.
"Su Zhaoshen come out with me." Jiang Zhijin didn't even bother to look at his parents again.
"Okay." Although Su Zhaoshen didn't know what she wanted to do, he still obediently followed.
"Zhijin, don't be impulsive, think about your future, you can't be confused about recruiting such a good man!" Mother Jiang spoke out in a hurry.
She is still clear about this daughter's virtue, and at this time, she called Su Zhaoshen away maybe she wanted to say something that would make the other party die.
Jiang Zhijin's back was neat and didn't stop, and he didn't pay attention to his mother's words at all.
After she and Su Zhaoshen walked out of the door of Jiang's house, Jiang Zhijin spoke unhurriedly: "Didn't you always want to know why I suddenly said that I didn't love it and had no chance of retaining it, I'll tell you the reason now." ”
"Don't, I suddenly don't care so much about this reason, if you don't like me to come to Jiang's house to find you, I won't come later, I'll wait for you at the gate of the community, okay?"
Su Zhaoshen hurriedly spoke up to stop it, and he suddenly felt that what Jiang Zhijin wanted to say next might be unacceptable to her.
"No, it's a disturbance for me every time you wait at the gate of the community, and the reason why I put it down so quickly is because I never loved you."
After Jiang Zhijin finished saying these words word by word, Su Zhaoshen instantly felt that his heart was cold.
But his mood was not depressed for too long, and he was quickly adjusted, "I haven't loved for a long time, I haven't loved for a long time, what a big deal, we can still cultivate feelings in the future......"
"The reason why I will be good to you if I haven't loved is because you look like a person, he is my boyfriend, I used to love him very much, and I love him now, unfortunately he is gone."
Jiang Zhijin's voice was fluttering, and she still couldn't stop feeling sad when she said these words.
It turned out that after so long, some people who existed in her memory were always there.
Even if she didn't mention it, she never let it go.
"Jiang Zhijin! I said I don't want to hear it. Su Zhaoshen covered his ears, and his heart throbbed for a while.
Such a powerless and regrettable thing he had already experienced once when he fell from the ninth floor, it was too painful.
But he didn't expect that one day he would experience this feeling again.
"Su Zhaoshen, you have to learn to face reality, it's useless to escape, let's stop here, I'm sorry for using you as a stand-in before, I missed him too much at the time, so I ......"
Jiang Zhijin can't deny that during that time, she was indeed very happy.
But that happiness was fake, the result of her self-deception by hurting another person.
"I don't believe it, I'm going to see a picture of him." Su Zhaoshen's eyes were red.
His hands hanging down at his sides were clenched into fists, and the green tendons on his palms bulged.
"Okay." Jiang Zhijin readily agreed, she opened the photo album on her mobile phone and took a look at the deep photos, most of which were group photos.
When Su Zhaoshen saw the man's long letter in the photo again, his heart was like ashes, because it really looked like he was eighteen years old, and it was simply carved out.
The difference is that the man looks gentle and smiles gently.
The man in the photo prefers white, one by one, white shirt, white sweatshirt, white coat.
"His name is Fang Yushen, and he is only eighteen years old." Jiang Zhijin looked at the face in the photo, and his eyes were red.
If he hadn't died...... It should be as mature as Su Zhaoshen now.
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Su Zhaoshen didn't know how he got home, he stayed in the house under his name in despair, and he didn't even dare to go home.
His current state is not right, he doesn't want to see anyone, let alone explain them one by one.
It turns out that he is really just a stand-in......
That young man looks so similar to him, so Jiang Zhijin has never loved him.
Su Zhaoshen cried like a child for the first time, as if he wanted to cry out all the grievances in this life.
He didn't even know what to do next, and he was reluctant to let her give up Jiang Zhijin.
For the first time in his age, he liked someone so much.
Su Zhaoshen adjusted his emotions quickly, he told himself that he was not just a woman, he would soon forget, and it would be a matter of time before he let go.
The next day, he went to work again like a nobody, but he couldn't hide the red and swollen circles under his eyes.
The subordinates didn't dare to ask, but it had already been spread in the company.
After Su Yunli pulled him to the eldest brother's office, he was also stunned when he saw the haggard eldest brother.
"What's wrong with you?"
"It's fine." Su Zhaoshen didn't raise his head to deal with the documents, he tried to make himself act like a nobody.
"How can it be okay, you look at how your own eye circles can't be hidden, what happened?" Su Yunli frowned.
He would definitely not care so much before, but now it is different, their family is living so harmoniously.
"I said it's okay, it's okay, can you stop asking, just leave me alone as before." Su Zhaoshen's tone was unconsciously stained with impatience.
"It's different now than before, if you say something, everyone can help solve it together, it's better than you hiding it in your heart alone."
Su Yunli still had no intention of leaving, and in his memory, the eldest brother didn't cry much.
So it's definitely not a trivial matter to cry like this this time.
"You can't help, no one can help me, so I can only rely on myself to forget about this matter, you know?"
Su Zhao took a deep breath and forcibly restrained the impatience in his heart, he knew that the fourth brother also had good intentions, but his sorrow this time was not so easy to solve.
Otherwise, it wouldn't have made him think about it all night last night, and his eyes were still in tears like they were broken, which was not something he could control at all.
"Have you been deceived?" Su Yunli racked his brains and only came up with this reason.
Other business and money matters are trivial matters for their family.
Su Zhaoshen's face was speechless: "......"
"If it's not this, have you been dumped? No, this is a long time ago, and I didn't see you cry at the time. The more Su Yunli guessed, the more he couldn't guess.
It should be an extremely important thing to make the eldest brother cry like this.
Hearing this, Su Zhaoshen's sadness was instantly hooked, and seeing that the fourth brother had an attitude of not leaving if he didn't want to get to the truth, he didn't hide it.
His voice choked: "I was used as a stand-in, the point is that she has no feelings for me at all." ”