38. Painful sensations
"So suddenly."
"Yes, I want to enter the life of the two as soon as possible, and besides, don't you also want to hug your grandson soon."
"That's fine. It's the end of November, and my daughter's wedding is naturally going to be a grand event, and it will take a month to prepare. ”
"Mom, don't have so much red tape......"
"Then how can it be done, the eldest lady of Rongle Hotel is married, of course, it has to be beautiful, so that others are envious!" Mother Yang smiled, happier than ever, "You didn't want to get married before but you didn't meet the right person, didn't you meet now, it's really good, but it's a matter of heart, your father and I finally don't have to worry about you all day long." ”
"Yes, now and in the future, you don't have to worry about me."
After finishing work, Xia Rou heard that Yang Jinnian was going to get married, and the expression on her face seemed to be surprised and uncomfortable, anyway, there was no joy in it.
She felt that her feelings were complicated, and she didn't know why, probably because Jin Nian suddenly changed her mind to get married, or probably because of other reasons.
"Jin Nian, have you really figured it out, you still didn't want to get married before the blind date, why did you suddenly-"
"It's just that I suddenly want to end it, don't you see, how happy my mother was smiling just now, I haven't seen her laugh like this for a long time."
Xia Rou sensed that something was wrong with her, and said in a slightly solemn tone, "Jin Nian, have you really decided?" There's something you can say to me. ”
Throw all your troubles to me and let me digest them, for understanding you is the only thing I can do.
"Don't worry about me, I really decided, and my parents are right, how can a woman not get married, and I don't want them to worry about me every day."
No matter how arrogant Yang Jinnian is on the surface, she is still soft-hearted inside, and she can't see her mother sad.
She never cares about what she is like in the eyes of others or how others think of her, but she cares a lot about other people's feelings, and is always used to understanding and being considerate of others.
"Jin Nian, don't just find someone to marry because of the pressure of the world." Xia Rou seemed to see through her heart, "Don't get married for the sake of getting married, unless you like this person enough, if you don't have it, you won't get married." ”
"Haha Xia Rou, why are you suddenly so serious, shouldn't it be good news that I'm getting married?"
"Yes...... That's the good news. Xia Rou still felt that something was wrong, and asked again, "Do you really like Mr. Zhang, a relationship that will not last long." ”
"Xia Rou, look at you, why did you say so many strange things." Yang Jinnian smiled, but his expression was very unnatural, "Okay, I'll go see if my mother is still smiling first, and wait for me to come back to you." ”
Xia Rou looked at Jin Nian's distant back, sad.
Liu Han and Sun Bo sat at the door of the hospital's emergency room, their bodies covered in dust.
This time the plan was leaked, there must have been a problem in the team, but they didn't know what went wrong, but fortunately, Li Biao's line was not broken, and they also intercepted the phantom powder that the enemy did not take away in a hurry at the scene.
"It's all my fault, it's my lack of consideration," Sun Bo said, "I should have checked the flare gun in advance, or I would have caught the masked man." ”
"It's not your fault at all, at least we caught Li Biao."
"I ........."
"Don't say it," Liu Han's tone was very calm, "We have to cheer up, only by destroying the dead leaf tissue as soon as possible can we be worthy of everyone's injuries." ”
The door to the emergency room opened, and the doctor walked out.
"Doctor, is there anything wrong with Song Chang?"
"Fortunately, the knife wound in the patient's right leg is in the right leg, and if the knife is pushed a little further, the patient's calf will be useless."
"Thank you, doctor, can I go in and see him now?"
"It's better not to, the patient has lost too much blood, he has just been rescued after a blood transfusion, and he is still in a coma, so it's best not to go in and disturb."
Sun Bo remembered that when he first joined the association, the president entered his basic information such as fingerprints, iris and other information into the system, and also took a part of his blood for blood collection and cold storage.
The chairman said that this blood could be called in time when his life was in danger, and now that he thinks about it, the blood that saved Song Chang is his own blood.
"Okay, thank you, doctor."
The world is full of darkness, gloom is full of pain, and human nature is full of desire.
Materialism is criss-crossed, money replaces justice, and sin occupies people's hearts. I will keep chasing those sins, because I know that there is a clear light that can be seen in the shadows.
"Ah......" The wound on his right leg was tearing as if he had moved unconsciously. The pain pulled Song Chang's thoughts back and made him completely sober.
The sensation of pain?
Yes, the feeling of pain, I haven't felt this way in a long time, although his body hurts, but his head is clear.
The sound of a medical machine came from the ward, and Liu Han was leaning on the edge of the bed, his hair running on one side, as if he was asleep.
Song Chang stroked her face and couldn't help but feel a little self-blamed.
After being with Liu Han, bipolar disorder basically never had an attack, but now she is worried about herself, he is very distressed, it doesn't matter what she is, as long as she smiles permanently.
He struggled to sit up with small movements, but his right leg did not obey.
His movements were extremely light, and for some reason, Liu Han suddenly woke up.
"Song Chang." She got up and put her arm around him, half-lying him on the bed, and then poured him a glass of water to drink.
Song Chang took a sip of water, feeling that the water was extremely sweet, and his throat moistened a little after drinking.
"How does it feel?"
"Nothing wrong, I feel better."
"Don't be reckless, you've bled so much, the wound must be painful."
"I'm sorry," he said, holding her hand, "I won't worry you next time." ”
"Don't worry, I won't let you have a next time." Liu Han smiled with tears in his eyes. This smile is very gentle, very warm, reminiscent of spring, as if it has the power of healing.
"This mission is completed, but a teammate leaked the secret to Li Biao, I think, I know who the inner ghost is."
"Who is it?"
"Old Chen."
"What!" Liu Han's face was incredible, she didn't expect it to be Lao Chen.
As twilight approached, Song Chang watched Lao Chen struggle under Sun Bo's arrest, but after only struggling for a while, he was discouraged and had no resistance.
Lao Chen is in his forties, a member of the Anhui Association, and a friend of Song Kang for many years, he is a person with great ambitions and a beautiful family.
"Lao Chen, did you really do it?" Liu Han walked towards him with a puzzled expression, not knowing what kind of attitude to use to face him. Hate? Still confused?
After all, she was stopped by Song Chang.
"Why are you doing this?" Song Chang was half-lying on the hospital bed, with a little anger in his cold tone.
"I have a problem," Lao Chen muttered, and before he could finish speaking, Sun Bo, who was holding his shoulder, asked him, "What kind of trouble?" This mission almost failed, what do you have to worry about? ”
Lao Chen was silent and didn't answer, just looked around at them slowly.
They couldn't understand what he was trying to express in his eyes, was it guilt? But Lao Chen didn't seem to have much expression, just slowly went from calm to teary eyes, and then he said: "If I don't listen to them, my little daughter... I can't come back......."
As he spoke, he began to weep and scream, as if he was about to vomit out his soul.
"After I dropped my little daughter off at school this morning, I received a call from the teacher saying that she didn't come to school today, and just when I was confused, I received a strange phone call saying that my daughter was with them, and if you want her to be safe, don't support you when you are on a mission."
Sun Bo knew in his heart and let go of Lao Chen.
"I broke the flare gun," Lao Chen bit his lip helplessly, as if the pain could keep him sane, "I'm sorry, I hurt you ......"
"Lao Chen, you should have told us early in the morning."
"And where is your little daughter now?"
"I listened to them, I didn't support you, my little daughter is safe now, just in a corner of the factory."
"I will ask the brothers to carefully search the factory, and I will definitely send her to you safely, as for you, ......" Song Chang paused for a few seconds, "You can take the initiative to go to the security meeting to explain the situation." ”
"Thank you." Lao Chen said movingly.
As the minutes passed, Ji Wu felt a strange feeling all over his body, as if he was wrapped in a rough blanket.
His mind was full of colors, flickering and dark, and at the same time he felt that his body was getting lighter and lighter, and floated up in the room, until he reached the position of the roof, and did not stop, as if he could no longer move forward, as if he had encountered a transparent obstacle that he could not see, so he was unwilling to hit the roof hard, using his hands and feet together, as if doing a strange movement.
He slammed into the roof again and again, but he couldn't hit it at all, and could only float there in frustration.
This kind of dream does occur after smoking phantom powder - when reality is weakened, it is easy for people to have cognitive illusions, but the question is why do they have this hallucination?
He hovered sullenly at the top, and gradually came to the idea, and instead of hitting the roof again, he floated behind the curtains, hiding himself.
He felt his body gradually blur, almost to the point of invisibility, and without paying attention, he rushed out of the curtain, went straight to the roof, completely washed the roof out of a large hole, and after a cracking sound, he slowly regained the color and saturation of the human body.
Ji Wu opened his eyes.
After tasting it carefully, Liu Zhongxin's improved Phantom Stack powder has a good effect, but it still does not meet his expectations, because in the process of attracting fans, he can still encounter obstacles, which is an extremely bad omen.
The house was full of smoke, and he had already smoked too much phantom powder, and the powdery smoke could not be dispersed in the house, and floated to the roof, as if there were clouds in the house.
There was a sound of footsteps going up the stairs, and he immediately opened the window to dissipate the smell, and threw the empty bottle containing the phantom stacks under the bed.
Ji Wu's wife, Chen Ying, had just come back from buying vegetables, and she looked at the car at the door, not sure if Ji Wu had come back.
So she walked upstairs quickly, and really saw the figure she was thinking about: "Husband, it's really you!" It's been a long time since I've seen you, and you're finally back. ”
She gave him a hug, but she smelled something strange in the air, not like cigarettes, but rather peculiar, like a piece of paper burning or wood burning and extinguishing.
"What does this smell like, it smells weird."
"I smoked a cigarette just now, don't care," Ji Wu said, hugging Chen Ying's waist, "Wife, I really miss you." ”
"I'll come back to see me more often if you want to." Chen Ying looked doting, and then frowned, "There is something very strange, I don't know whose luxury car is parked at the door of the house." ”
"It's mine." Ji Wu said.
"Yours? That car isn't cheap, can you make so much money selling fruit? ”
"Recently, the fruit business has been doing better, so I bought one, and I don't drive it back to show off to you, and I haven't been home for a long time, I really miss you and the child so much."
"We miss you too, but your two precious sons are going to work, and I'm afraid you'll have to wait a while to see them when they come back late."
"That's right, I'll go prepare now, and we'll have a big meal as a family tonight."