Chapter 36: Worship of the Dead (2)
The autumn wind lifted Qiu Lingyang's long soft black hair.
Dressed in white, she seemed to be frozen in this cemetery, not moving.
She smiled at the cold stone tablet and muttered, "Xiao Hang, even if you leave me behind, I still don't blame you, because that's not your intention." And now that I'm married to a man, that's not my intention. ”
She smiled slightly, but her smile was bitter. Because there are no friends in life, no one believes in her, and there is no one she believes in, he is the only one who can confide in her heart.
She raised her hand to pull her hair behind her ears, pursed her lips and continued, "I don't love that man, I don't even know that man. When I'm with him, I have a very strange feeling, sometimes it feels like I knew him many years ago, but more often I feel like he's unpredictable, and I have a feeling that I can't explain him. Either way, he's not the guy I'm looking for. If it weren't for the fact that I didn't want to leave City A, and I didn't want to leave you and my mother, I wouldn't have agreed to register my marriage with him. ”
Qiu Lingyang habitually pursed his lips: "Xiao Hang, if you are still by my side, you will definitely call me a fool." You often tell me that marriage is the most important event in life, and you must be happy with each other. If I make a decision so hastily and easily, I will definitely be scolded by you. ”
Because he was her only friend and her best friend, he was the only one who believed in her and treated her well after her mother's death. Therefore, every word he said to her, she would keep it in her heart.
He once told her that every girl is a princess and that she should have a prince to protect her.
He once told her that he had a girl he liked. When she asked him who the girl was, he replied, "Keep it secret for now, and I'll let you see her when the time is right." ”
Early that morning, his phone came in, and he said, "Xiaoyang, get up quickly, I'll take you to see her today." ”
She was sleeping in a daze, and muttered, "Who are you seeing?" ”
"It's the person you've always wanted to meet, the one I like." His pleasant voice came from the other side of the phone, and he was infected just by listening to it.
Hearing that it was someone she had always wanted to see, her sleepy worm immediately ran away, got up in a hurry, and followed him to meet the girl he liked.
It was on the way to meet the girl that he and she were in a car accident, she was seriously injured, and he died.
At his funeral, she thought the girl would show up, but she didn't. The girl was like she had never existed, and it became an eternal secret.
Thinking of the past, Qiu Lingyang's heart swelled up again, and she said again: "Xiao Hang, but don't worry, I will find a way to gain a firm foothold in City A as soon as possible, and I will be free by that time." There are also Uncle Chu and Aunt Chu, although they blame me, I will still take the time to see them and do my best to take care of them. ”
Qiu Lingyang took a deep breath after speaking, and after saying what was on his mind, the whole person was much more relaxed.
She smiled and continued: "Xiao Hang, you once said that there will be many last resorts in life, as long as we cross this hurdle, it proves that we have grown. After this hurdle, you will definitely see a different Xiaoyang. ”
After she said this, she didn't speak again, and quietly stayed with him for two hours before leaving.
She didn't know that as soon as she left, a tall figure stood up from not far away.
He looked at the tombstone she had just memorialized, and his pupils under the golden frame burst out with sharp rays.