Chapter 93: A Warm Day (3)
Seeing Shang Xufeng bandaging himself so seriously and carefully, the softest part of Qiu Lingyang's heart was touched.
After Chu Xiaohang left, no one treated her like this.
Every time I think that I am only one person, no matter what I encounter, I only have to carry it, and no one will understand the feeling of powerlessness in my heart.
No matter how helpless, injured, or sad, she must grit her teeth and tell herself that she can only live well if she is strong enough.
Do not allow yourself to be weak, at least not in front of others, disguise yourself in a thick protective shell.
I also have to keep telling myself that no one in this world cares about their life and death except for themselves.
Under her protective shell, she has always lived well, and no one has broken it.
At such a time, Shang Xufeng, a man, swept in like a sandstorm, instantly occupying the protective wall she had built for a long time.
She is just a weak woman, and she hopes that she can be like many women, when she is sad, she has a shoulder to lean on, she can be coquettish with him, and she can talk about her grievances without any care. She also wanted someone to feel distressed when she was injured, just like Shang Xufeng treated her like he did now.
But she understands too well that she is different from others, she is just a woman who can be a husband, a woman who has been scolded a lot, and she doesn't even believe in her own father.
Every time I think of this, my heart will still be in pain.
She took a breath, shook off Shang Xufeng's hand, and sneered: "Shang Xufeng, I ask you to do what you have to do, don't bother with a woman like me anymore." ”
This kind of pity and tenderness is poison, she should stay away from it, and never touch it.
"Sit down, don't move." He knew what she was afraid of, so he didn't bother with her.
"You go, don't appear in front of me again, don't pretend to be nice to me on the surface, but actually look at me like others behind your back." Her emotions were unusually excited.
Shang Xufeng looked at her, as if he wanted to see her through: "Qiu Lingyang, I know you're scared. You're afraid that I'll be nice to you now, and I'll probably leave you in two days. You must be thinking in your heart that you will definitely not be able to withstand that blow, so you refuse to accept my kindness to you. ”
"It's not." She covered her ears and didn't listen.
"You are." He took her hand away, "You coward, you can't even get out of the shadows of the past, what else do you think you can do?" ”
"No, I'm not."
"You are." He held her shoulder and said very seriously, "Qiu Lingyang, you are bold once, take a bold step, you only need to take one step, and the next nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine steps will be taken by me." ”
"......" she was stunned and looked at him quietly.
"I don't force you, think about it yourself. Whether you want to live forever in the world of the past, or start a new life, the choice is yours, and no one can control you. ”
"......" She wanted to step out, but she was afraid. Fear of opening up to people, fear of being hurt again.
After all, she was the coward he said it was.
"Qiu Lingyang, I said, I just want to marry you, I just want you. As long as you nod your head, we can live like we are now. ”
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