Chapter 203: We Are Not Suitable
"If you could do it, you wouldn't have come to see me when I was sick and hospitalized, and you wouldn't have found Xia Yuwei to have a baby." He Xiyan twisted her head to the side, her eyes were slightly red, it was a long time ago, but every time she said it, it still made her heart tremble.
Mo Yixuan's heart was wrenching, and his eyes were full of endless regret.
"I'm ......," he paused, but immediately explained, "I'm sorry, Yan Yan, I was too busy to see you." It's not that I don't care about you. As for Xia Yuwei, I don't really love her, I'm just because ......"
Mo Yixuan couldn't go on, he couldn't say the two words of that kid. And his chest rose and fell violently, because of tension, because he was speechless.
He Xiyan sneered. A pair of eyes blinked vigorously a few times, holding back all the tears.
And the man's words just made her feel ridiculous, and she felt that she was ridiculous. Yes, he was so busy, so busy that he didn't have time to go home, he didn't have time to call her, he didn't have time to buy a dress with her, he didn't have time to come to the hospital to see her who went to the emergency room. But he had time to find another woman, and he had a child with that woman.
When a man doesn't care about you, being busy is the best excuse. It's just that I didn't expect that he would still be so innovating today, and he would use the same excuse to explain.
"Yan Yan, I'll change it." When Mo Yixuan saw He Xiyan's weird smile, his heart rose to his throat. He knew he had just answered badly. But he can't tell the truth, because the truth is that he really put his work first at that time, and he really didn't care too much about her, and he really fell for Xia Yuwei's plan and got involved with Xia Yuwei.
He Xiyan let out a "hey", the past was like a scar, and every time it was revealed, it would leave blood.
She shook her head helplessly and sighed, "Yixuan, we are actually really inappropriate. ”
Mo Yixuan, "What's not suitable?" ”
Mo Yixuan was stunned, his heart was dripping with blood, and the inappropriateness of her sudden popping out pierced his heart even more. In his eyes, Yan Yan is the most suitable for him. Only she suits him.
He Xiyan pursed his lips and smiled bitterly. She looked at Mo Yixuan, a trace of remorse rose in her eyes, and after a while, she said slowly: "I was only 19 years old when I met you, and I didn't have a relationship at that time, and I didn't know how to date boys. I like you, so I try my best to be nice to you, and I want you to like me too. Even when I married you, I didn't think about anything, I just knew that if I married the person I loved, I would definitely be happy. But I didn't know that marriage was a matter of two families.
"My background is very poor, my parents died early, and I am far from worthy of your family. But I don't know what I know. Married you despite the opposition of your mother and relatives. Your mother dislikes me very much, even disgusted. Sure enough, after we got married, she never gave me a good face, often scolded me and sarcastically mocked me, and later when I was diagnosed by the doctor as infertility, she completely used me as her punching bag, and even she once beat me. I thought she was just such a character and personality. But I was wrong, and then you found Xia Yuwei, Xia Yuwei was born much better than me, and she was healthy, pregnant with your child, your mother met her favorite daughter-in-law, and her attitude has changed, she is very good to Xia Yuwei, better than her own daughter. So she just hated me from the bottom of her heart. ”