Maybe on a snowy day, she will be like her mother, close her eyes forever and never wake up again.

He Xiyan had never thought of the word death before, but now she thought about what her loved ones would do if she really left.

During her days in the hospital, she saw many patients with advanced diabetes, some of whom had severe liver and kidney diseases, kidney failure, and uremia; Others have coronary heart disease, heart failure, and even swollen limbs and ulcerated skin. She felt terrified when she thought about it.

She is not afraid of death, but she is afraid of suffering from these diseases before she dies.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, He Xiyan lay on the recliner and quietly watched the snowflakes continue to fall, and she didn't know how long she had watched it, and she knew that the mobile phone she put aside rang.

It was the sound of the message prompt, a voice message sent by her husband Ye Hao.

"Is your blood sugar normal today?"

Almost every day, Ye Hao would ask this same question.

He Xiyan replied lightly, "Fortunately, it's not too high." ”

"Take care of yourself, I'll be back in two days, Yumo is very obedient, and his grades are among the best in school, you don't have to worry." Another voice message came.

He Xiyan smiled knowingly. Nothing makes her happier now than her children doing well.

"Ye Hao, tell Yumo that I miss him very much." He Xiyan sent a text message in the past.

For this little son, she has grown up in pain since she was a child, and she has also watched grow up.

After a while, He Xiyan's mobile phone rang again, and what came back was a star-eyed expression, and a sentence that He Xiyan couldn't help but want to laugh when he looked at it.

"I miss you so much!"

If it's very sweet, He Xiyan doesn't know what to reply.

The old husband and wife are actually quite ashamed to say such things.

"Take care of yourself, get plenty of rest, and don't worry about it." Immediately, Ye Hao sent another message.

He Xiyan sent a "good"

In fact, she doesn't have to worry about anything now, Mo Ling is married, Xixi has also made a new boyfriend, she has many children and grandchildren, lives a wealthy life, and never has to worry about money.

In the eyes of outsiders, maybe she is a very happy woman.

It's evening time.

He Xiyan left the balcony and went to the large dining room on the first floor.

Because of her illness, the cooks at home need to prepare another meal for her every meal, and she can not eat much food, most of the time she eats some vegetables.

A small bowl of white rice, stir-fried shrimp and cucumber, chicken soup with tofu, and three small short ribs.

Ye Hao specially hired a chef to be responsible for her diet alone, and the chef had been specially trained for this, so he also knew what she could eat and what she couldn't eat.

In order to take care of her appetite, the chef has developed a weekly recipe that is always cooked according to the recipe.

He Xiyan sat on the left side of the dining table, opposite her daughter Ye Zixi and grandson Ye Fan.

The servants at home do not eat with them.

"Mom, I want to eat grandma's food." Suddenly, Fan Fan got out of the chair and went around to Grandma's side.

Xixi shook her head at her son.

However, He Xiyan smiled and said, "It's okay, just let him eat." ”

Fan Fan put a few shrimp into his bowl and ate them happily.

"That's right, Xixi, you and that ...... Midnight, how are you dating? Is he good to you? He Xiyan remembered that he hadn't seen that boy in a while.

"Mom, you don't have to worry about this."