Chapter 8 My Life, I Will Live Myself!

"Very good, from today onwards, you can be regarded as the real Xu Yunhe. Su Liusha nodded with satisfaction, threw a shirt to Xu Yunhe to put on, and without saying much, he turned around and walked down, "Yunhe, you come with me." ”

Xu Yunhe looked at his arms in disbelief and habitually followed Su Liusha forward. The pile of rubble on the edge of the cliff really told him: this qiē is really not a dream.

When Xu Yunhe was just sent to this home, the family elders found that he was a one-of-a-kind fire spirit body, and he was born with an innate fire element born in his body, and his attitude suddenly changed greatly, and he regarded it as a treasure, and he met all requirements unconditionally, and he was simply spoiled to the sky.

The cultivation of martial artists is divided into samurai, martial masters, martial artists, martial artists, martial kings, martial emperors, and martial emperors from the most basic level of martial disciples, and each rank is divided into nine grades. It is said that there is a higher level above Emperor Wu, but there is only a distant legend that there is only Zài Yuan, and a person who has reached the cultivation of Wuzong on weekdays is enough to be called a top master, which shows the difficulty of martial arts cultivation.

Ordinary people practice martial arts, and most of them have to rely on more than ten years of hard training to cultivate a little innate yuan power in their bodies, which can be regarded as the first step to become a martial arts powerhouse. And this, it has to be those who are talented, most of the ordinary martial artists can only stop at the acquired stage, and they can't step through this acquired turn innate hurdle in their lives. And the fire spirit body has brought an innate fire element from the mother's womb, and you don't have to go through hard training to skip this link. Moreover, when cultivating the fire attribute exercises in the future, he also has a stronger cultivation talent than others, as long as there is no accident, he will definitely be able to cultivate to the Martial King cultivation in the future, which is still the most conservative estimate. Such a future super master, those elders in the family, where dare to slack off?

During those days, although Xu Yunhe couldn't remember much because he was young, those days were the most comfortable time in Xu Yunhe's fifteen years of life.

It's just that after the age of three, this qiē is over.

After his third birthday, Xu Yunhe officially began to practice martial arts. The family elder handed over to Xu Yunhe a set of top-level fire attribute exercises that the family had secretly hidden, the "Dragon Divine Fire Transformation", and arranged for a fire attribute elder who had reached the Martial Sect to teach him hand in hand, but the result was surprising.

The cultivation at the beginning was normal, the fire spirit body did have a very strong affinity for the fire element, and in just half a month, Xu Yunhe went from no rank and no rank to the sixth rank of martial apprentice. It will take at least a few months for others to pass a grade, although this is only the most basic martial artist stage, but the speed of such a demon is enough to surprise people.

After the initial surprise, the hopeful family was greeted with an even heavier blow.

After arriving at the sixth rank of martial apprentices, before he had time to rush to the seventh rank of martial apprentices, Xu Yunhe suddenly turned red, spit blood from his mouth and passed out. This frightened the elders of the family, and they hurriedly searched for famous doctors, and finally entrusted the relationship between the family headquarters, and invited Xue Pingchuan, the divine doctor, to get an exact explanation.

It's just that this belated explanation is really bad news.

The reason why Xu Yunhe vomited blood was because of his fire spirit body, but there were great mysteries in it.

It is true that his body contains an innate fire element, but I don't know why, there is another innate cold qi in his body at the same time. Although this innate cold qi is much weaker than the innate fire element, it should not be underestimated. Before the sixth grade, the yuan power in Xu Yunhe's body was not large, so the innate cold qi was still safe. But when he rushed towards the Martial Disciple Seventh Grade, this delicate balance was broken, and the innate cold qi and the power of the Fire Yuan, which had been dormant for a long time, came to a fierce collision.

How fragile a person's meridians are, if you don't pay attention to them during ordinary cultivation, you may go mad and be seriously injured and vomit blood, not to mention that in Xu Yunhe's body, there are two Yuan forces with completely opposite attributes, and there is a violent collision. Fortunately, his current cultivation is still low, otherwise he would have been able to destroy Xu Yunhe's meridians and become a wasted person at that time.

Hearing the sudden shock, the family elders with great hopes naturally refused to let their hopes fall through like this, and begged Xue Pingchuan to give him a magic hand of rejuvenation. However, Xue Pingchuan only left a sentence "Yin and Yang are both deep in the dantian, and water and fire are intolerable", and then shook his head and sighed, and left with his hands. Only Xu Yunhe, who was lying on the bed with a pale face, was left, and the disappointed and even desperate old faces of the family elders.

After that, the elders of the family who did not give up searched for famous doctors everywhere, but they came and went one by one, but there was still no one who could surpass Xue Pingchuan's judgment. There is no cure, Xu Yunhe, a genius who is unique in ten thousand, has become a sick man who stops at the sixth rank of martial arts all his life and vomits blood all the time.

Genius has been reduced to waste. A downright and unquestionable waste.

Gradually, those who don't give up can only let their hearts die helplessly. Xu Yunhe was reduced to waste, and no longer enjoyed the preferential treatment of the family, just like he had just arrived, he was left in the house of Xu Yunhe's uncle Xu Guoliang, and no one cared about him anymore. And the uncle and aunt who doted on Xu Yunhe in the past also seemed to be a different person, and they looked at him coldly. Eating leftovers and living in a dirty and leaky firewood house, compared with the previous brocade clothes and jade food, it is simply a heaven and an earth.

For this qiē, Xu Yunhe silently endured it.

He is far more precocious than others, and he has to understand the warmth and coldness of human feelings. Maybe I didn't understand at first, why those uncles and uncles who used to be kind to themselves are now doing this to themselves? But suffering is the most growth-making person, and after a long time, I still don't know that I have lost my proud natural physique, and I have no previous use value.

If Xu Yunhe was just an ordinary teenager from the beginning, then he might not be subjected to such cruel treatment now. But at the beginning, he gave the family so much hope, from hope to disappointment, and then from disappointment to complete despair, how can this strong psychological gap not make people feel resentful? And this anger, besides Xu Yunhe, who else will bear it?

Xu Yunhe silently endured everyone's cold eyes, until one day, more than a dozen children of the same clan pushed him to the ground, punched and kicked, and several uncles stood next to him. In the past, they smiled at themselves, but now they saw that they were beaten on the ground and their heads were bleeding, but they just glanced at it lightly, and looked away as if nothing happened.

After suffering silently for a long time, Xu Yunhe suddenly had a strong resentment in his chest: What did I do wrong? Do you want to treat me like this? Why do you treat me so harshly with the same ancestry, same surname, and same origin?

Xu Yunhe, who was full of grief and indignation, rolled over from the ground and rushed out of the house like crazy, and since then, he has never returned to the so-called home.

Never.

"Yunhe, do you remember this place?" Su Liusha, who was walking in front, stopped.

"...... here" Xu Yunhe returned to reality from his memories, looked at the cliff in front of him, and lowered his head slightly, "This is where Master saved me." ”

Back then, Xu Yunhe rushed out of the house full of grief and anger, and in a daze, he walked here. I wanted to end this life, but I was rescued by Su Liusha.

"Do you remember what I told you at the beginning?" Su Liusha's voice was a little sad.

"Of course. Xu Yunhe nodded firmly.

......

"At such a young age, why do you want to die?"

"It's so hard to live, why can't you die?"

"It's hard to live, isn't it hard to die?"

“......”

"After you die, won't your parents and relatives have heartache?"

"I don't have parents, no one else, and if I die, none of them will be sad. On the contrary, I'm afraid that a few more people will be happy......"

"They don't care, that's their business. Your life belongs to you, and you don't care about it, so how can you expect others to care? Since God has given you this part of your life, you have to take responsibility for your own life. Your life can only be lived by yourself, and you are responsible for yourself. How can you just give up when you have no way to survive before you reach the end of your life?"

"I'm just a waste now, and even if I live, what good can I do but be ridiculed by the white eyes?"

"Life is suffering, but only pain can make people grow. You live in pain, but how do you know that you don't suffer when you die? If it's even more painful over there than here, can you turn back? I'm a cripple and still lingering until I am a cripple, and you have never tasted the flavors of the world at a young age, so isn't it ridiculous that you should judge life and death in vain?"

"Come with me, ten years. Ten years from now, if you still feel like you have to die, then I won't stop you. ”

......

"I didn't expect it, it's been twelve years. Yunhe, for so many years, you have been bullied everywhere, and I have never helped you, in your heart, you must have some resentment towards me, right?" Su Liusha turned around, his back to the moonlight, and he couldn't see what expression was on his face.

"No, Master, not at all! On the contrary, I am very grateful to Master! It was Master who saved my life, and although I have been beaten many times over the years, every time I return home, Master helps me heal my injuries. If it weren't for Master's presence, I would have been crippled by them by now!" Xu Yunhe shook his head and looked at Su Liusha with a grateful expression.

"Moreover, I understand that Master is actually doing this for my own good!" After a pause, Xu Yunhe said more.

"Oh, let's talk about it!" Su Liusha's voice had a hint of curiosity and anticipation.

"If I keep the original bag, they'll keep using this rudimentary trick against me. The master will beat them away very lightly, but they will not give up. Next time, they will use more cruel and unpredictable methods against me. The most important thing is that," Xu Yunhe paused at this point, and then said, "I am Xu Yunhe, and this is my life Xu Yunhe." No matter how much pain I have in my life. How many tribulations there are, these can only be borne by me alone, to go through, to overcome. If Master had made a move, it would no longer be my life. ”