Dai Qian knows.

She has not been able to make Lu Jingran fall in love with her for ten years, which shows that she will not be able to fall in love for a long time.

"If you don't have that person in your heart, can we at least respect each other?" From begging for love to just a little care and respect, Dai Qian's requirements have been slowly lowering in the past ten years.

When the three words of that person came out of Dai Qian's mouth, Lu Jingran's emotions suddenly came up, but he slowed down for a few seconds and held back, yesterday Ran Ran said, women, eat soft or not hard, the worse your attitude, the more she will not give in.

Lu Jingran wanted to try to change his tone, whether Dai Qian could let go.

So far, the conversation has been normal, and the atmosphere is much better than before.

"Marriage is not just about respecting each other, what does it mean for you to let me stay with you and respect you? Qianqian, you are so good, you should find someone who loves you, cares about you, and cares for you, instead of looking for me, I will only bring you unhappiness. Lu Jingran has said this countless times.

But everyone was in a good mood today, and he chose to say it again.

"And what if I think I'm happy to see you, so I just have to see you?" Dai Qian asked.

"Isn't it fun? If you are happy to see me, then why are you hysterical when I go home drunk like that, and I ignore you, why do you accuse me of not caring for you, why do you lose control of your emotions...... Why do you cry? "These are all things that Lu Jingran has seen before.

Dai Qian was dumbfounded.

She used to get out of control a lot, and yes, she always broke down at night and pretended to be okay during the day.

And Lu Jingran always chose to ignore it, she thought that Lu Jingran didn't remember her emotions, but in fact, Lu Jingran remembered everything, and even saw her crying.

"You know I'm not happy, why can't you make me happy? I don't need much, just the occasional care. When Dai Qian said this, she felt so humble.

Lu Jingran took a deep breath: "Talking to you at this time, keep your emotions stable, I've worked hard, if you want me to care about you again, I'm afraid I can't do it, today I want to talk to you openly, I know that the tragedy of our marriage is not your fault alone, nor is it the fault of my parents, I am the biggest mistake." ”

Dai Qian was suddenly stunned, Lu Jingran had always blamed her for taking it by force, blaming her in-laws for selling his happiness for money, and at this moment, he actually said that he was wrong.

The woman wondered if she had heard it wrong? Or Lu Jingran was emotional and said something wrong.

"What?" Dai Qian asked.

"If I insist on myself, there will be no tragedy, I am the party, if I insist on not getting married, they will not be able to tie me up to get married, so I am not firm enough for her, and it directly caused your tragedy." Lu Jingran finally said this sentence.

"At that time, I didn't have my own opinions, and I also betrayed myself for the company, the key is that since I chose to marry you, I should treat you well, but I didn't do it, but instead blamed the mistake on you, and I have been resentful until now."

"My life is my own choice, maybe only resenting you can make me feel that I don't owe her, and I can feel better for the rest of my life."

Dai Qian relented again.

She thought that Lu Jingran only hated herself in her heart, but she didn't expect him to blame himself so much.

"As you said, since you chose me at that time, why couldn't you be nicer to me later?" Dai Qianliang asked a sentence for a long time.

"Because at that time, I thought that if you hadn't used marriage as a bargaining chip, my parents would not have pinned their hopes on the Dai family, and they would have tried other ways to save the company, because your appearance gave them a fast way, so they chose to let us get married without hesitation." Lu Jingran's most resentful person before was Dai Qian.

"Then why don't you change your perspective, at that time, if I hadn't appeared, my parents might not have found any other way, and the company would have closed down?" Dai Qian retorted.

"Yes, it's possible, but because I didn't try, I always thought that maybe there was another way? I think you fell into the trap, if you really love me, how could you tempt my parents with capital injection when you know that I have a girlfriend? Lu Jingran looked at Dai Qian, "In this past, do you know who is the most innocent?" ”

Of course, Dai Qian knew that if she wanted to say that she owed, the only thing she owed was Yin Xia, even if Lu Jingran later did not hate her because Yin Xia was so indifferent to her.

It is undeniable that when she asked her in-laws to force Lu Jingran to marry her, she knew that Lu Jingran had a girlfriend.

If she has a girlfriend, she still wants to marry this man, isn't it tantamount to interfering in other people's feelings?

Ten years ago, Lu Jingran, who was in love, was suddenly pulled back to get married, and he couldn't let go of Yin Xia for a while, so he settled Yin Xia in another villa of the Lu family.

After Dai Qian found out, she told her in-laws and asked her in-laws to kick her out, and Yin Xia was about to give birth at that time.

She always remembered that night, her in-laws took advantage of Lu Jingran's absence in Wuchuan, took a few people to throw Yin Xia's luggage out, and changed the door lock on the spot.

Dai Qian hid in the corner and watched, and she was moved by compassion at that time, but her possessiveness made her not come forward.

Over the years, the images of that time often appeared in her mind, Yin Xia had a big belly, crying and standing at the door, and even her mobile phone was smashed, and no one could contact her.

Her in-laws didn't arrange a hotel for her to transition, and then she didn't know where Yin Xia went, and when there was news of Yin Xia, she died.

Later, Dai Qian asked her in-laws why she wasn't worried about Yin Xia borrowing a phone call to Lu Jingran, and her in-laws said that a recording of Lu Jingran was synthesized at that time, which probably meant that Lu Jingran asked them to come forward to get rid of Yin Xia, because Lu Jingran might not be ruthless if he was there in person, and asked Yin Xia not to contact him again.

This secret is known only to myself and my in-laws.

If Lu Jingran knew that Yin Xia was driven away so cruelly at that time, he couldn't forgive them.

The three of them chose to rot this past in their stomachs, but fortunately, Lu Jingran is still kept in the dark, even if they quarrel, he only knows that his in-laws went to drive away Yin Xia, and he doesn't know that they synthesize their own voices.

He thought that Yin Xia no longer contacted him because he was afraid of causing him trouble.

"Actually, at that time, my uncle was desperate, and there was no bank to lend him money, it was he who found my dad, and I begged my dad to inject capital, you know, at that time, among my uncle's friends, only my dad was willing to help him." Dai Qian said something.

Lu Jingran's eyes widened in surprise: "Impossible, my dad said at that time that it was not serious enough to be saved." ”

He didn't believe it, he didn't believe it was the only way.

"We told you, it's just that you didn't believe it, but it's true." Dai Qian cut the railway.