287. Love and hate

Liang Shuang has never met Yin Xia and Lu Jingran, so he can't judge their love.

She only learned from Grandma Deng that this was a pair of hard-working mandarin ducks, but from a woman's point of view, Liang Shuang felt that Lu Jingran was wrong.

Inxia was pitiful.

A woman is alone, in a strange city, accompanying a man, ready to marry and have children with him for the rest of her life, she looks forward to them have a good future, and believes that they have a good future, suddenly one day this man told her that they can't go on, he wants to spend his life with others.

In the end, Lu Jingran underestimated Yin Xia's determination to spend his life with him, or Yin Xia overestimated Lu Jingran's feelings for him, and why did Yin Xia choose to give birth to that child when that man chose someone else.

Liang Shuang estimated that Yin Xia loved and hated Lu Jingran.

If there is only hatred left, she will definitely not leave the child, according to Grandma Deng, Yin Xia was born prematurely, and she will do her best to keep the child.

"She just likes that person too much, otherwise how could she hate it so much." Grandma Deng was afraid that Yin Xia would regret it, and she was afraid that Yin Xia was angry with Lu Jingran, so she kept persuading her to meet, but she didn't see her.

"Maybe, because I care too much, I can't bear the harm caused by that person, but I don't want to sacrifice an innocent little life, I don't know what she thought at the time, I'm just guessing." Liang Shuangxin kept pinching.

"She told me that she didn't want to kill, so she kept the child, but I knew no, she wanted to keep the only bond between her and Lu Jingran, and let me raise Sasha well." Grandma Deng understands everything.

"Did she say that one day she would be able to make Sasha recognize her father?" Liang Shuang asked the point.

"No, I didn't ask, but she said, how will Sasha choose in the future, it's up to her, does this sentence mean that she doesn't object to Sasha going to her father, it's just that for so many years, I didn't tell Sasha the truth, I want her to grow up a little more, but I look down on my body, in the past two years, my body is not as good as before." Grandma Deng was also very helpless, she was reluctant to let Deng Sha leave.

"Grandma, that person seems to be very surprised, Wen Yan heard the tone of his voice, not like he didn't want to recognize Sasha, on the contrary, he couldn't wait to meet Wen Yan and them, and wanted to know your confidence." Liang Shuang deduced, "There will be results in the evening, has Sasha figured out what to say?" ”

"I will tell Sasha the truth, she has no concept of her parents, Deng Xing and they left when Sasha was still young, although this child can't remember what they look like, but sometimes I know that she wishes she had parents too, although she didn't say it in front of me." Grandma Deng has seen her granddaughter's paintings.

Liang Shuang has also seen that in a family of three, Deng Sha herself is in the middle, led by her parents, and there are only three people's backs on the painting, probably because Deng Sha doesn't know what her parents look like.

"Well, it's good that many people love her, by the way, Lu Jingran has a wife, even if it is confirmed, we have to hide this matter first, I don't know the situation between him and his wife, if that woman knows that he has an extra daughter out of thin air, I don't know if it will be bad for Sasha." Liang Shuang thought a lot.

"I understand, Dai Qian is not good at talking, she is very ruthless, it was she and Lu Jingran's mother who personally came to the door to drive away Yin Xia, and now I have a picture in my head, she proudly told us to get out." Grandma Deng has fought with Dai Qian, and she also knows that Dai Qian is a daughter, and ordinary women can't accept that her husband has an illegitimate daughter, let alone a young lady from a rich family.

"But don't worry too much, Sasha already exists, if that woman is smarter, she will be better to Sasha, after all, it was because of her intervention that Yin Xia and Lu Jingran were separated, leaving Sasha without parents." Liang Shuang comforted Grandma Deng.

In fact, she felt that Yin Xia was also at fault, since Lu Jingran had already chosen someone else, then she should stop the loss in time and leave completely, instead of letting herself become a lover and be pregnant with Sasha.

At first, Dai Qian broke them up, but it had happened, and she still didn't break off with Lu Jingran, so she became a third party.

"I know, Yin Xia is just too stubborn, she shouldn't continue after Lu Jingran gets married, and finally lose her life." At the age of a flower, she died like this, and Grandma Deng has always been worthless for Yin Xia.

"I don't know how Lu Jingran has been doing all these years, and whether he has been condemned by his conscience." Grandma Deng thought to herself that if Lu Jing then repented, she might be able to get some comfort under the Nine Springs of Yinxia.

"I'll know it all at night." Liang Shuang put his arm around Grandma Deng's shoulder, "Grandma, I promise you that we will protect Deng Sha, no matter when." ”

"Thank you." Grandma Deng wiped her tears, "As long as Sasha is good, I am also worthy of Yin Xia's entrustment." ”

"Grandma, it's hard for you all these years, you are a good person, obviously you have no blood relationship with Yin Xia, but you have been helping her take care of the children, and it will be ten years to take care of her." Liang Shuang feels that in this story, the kindest is Grandma Deng.

Grandma Deng shook her head: "Why isn't Sasha my sustenance?" Deng Xing and Zhou Hua you also know, when they were at home, I didn't have a good day, so at that time I went to Wuchuan to be a nanny for others, Yin Xia treated me like a relative, she never treated me as a nanny, we eat together, go out and we are together, she will tell me anything, she has no father and no mother, in my eyes she is like my daughter. ”

"We depend on each other in Wuchuan, in fact, she entrusted Sasha to me, I am very happy, at least I also have concerns, Sasha is very sensible, sensible since childhood, she speaks very late, but she is not stupid at all, when she was three years old, she will go to help when she sees me go to the ground, at that time it was so small, but she could carry a small basket, and then went to school, there are delicious food in the school will always be hidden and brought to me."

"It's just that I don't know how to teach her, she has no friends in the village, but she never feels bad, she always smiles in front of me, she says she can have a grandmother, but fortunately, your arrival has made her more cheerful, and she has found children to play with."

"Life is not bitter at all, every time I work, I think that doing these things is to make Sasha's future road easier, I feel very happy."

"Grandma." Liang Shuang hugged Grandma Deng hard, her eyes instantly turned red, in this world, there are so many people who work hard to live, they obviously get very little, but they never resent it, they will not complain about social injustice, they are happy in their suffering, they will look for light from the mud, capture the light, even if the light is very subtle, even if it is difficult to touch, that is their hope.

(End of chapter)