Ning Que looked at the fist marks on the tree and asked, "What's wrong?"

Sangsang didn't speak, and walked back to the small courtyard with his hands behind his back, and he followed behind her.

The early spring was slightly cold, and the tree in the courtyard still didn't send out too many branches and leaves, she walked under the tree, looked at the trembling cold branches and said, "Since it's not, then you let me go." ”

Since Ning Que thought that being together was just life, not a way for him to keep her in the world, then when she wanted to leave, he shouldn't stop her.

"You can go at any time. Ning Que said behind her.

Sang Sang looked at the tree, and in the sound of a fan, a black crow landed on her gaze. "If I really want to leave, you're going to kill yourself," she said. ”

Ning Que was silent.

Sangsang turned around, looked at him and asked, "You just want me to die like that?"

This was the sixth time she had said this sentence to Ning Que, or remembered it in her heart.

"I just don't want you to go. ”

Ning Que didn't avoid her gaze, and said, "Even if you go, where can you go? You have already been in the world, how can you sit in the cold kingdom of God for a long time?"

"I was supposed to be there," Sangsang said. ”

Ning Que said: "Where is there? You often say that this is the world of Haotian, and the kingdom of God must be in this world, so what is the difference between the kingdom of God and the human world?"

Sangsang said, "Now your teacher is there. ”

Ning Que said: "Why do you have to stop the teacher, why do you have to stop us? Don't you want to know what is outside this world?"

"This is my world, I am the rules of this world, my existence comes from the unique characteristics of this world, if you want to destroy the characteristics of this world, then I can't save it. ”

Sang Sang looked into his eyes and said calmly: "This is the most fundamental contradiction between me and your teacher and the academy, it can't be resolved, if you insist, you want me to die." ”

"Is that how you want me to die?"

This is the seventh time.

Ning Que looked at her quietly and said, "Don't go back, become real people, we will live together." ”

Sangsang said: "People will die. ”

Ning Que said: "Cultivation can lead to immortality, let's cultivate together." ”

Sangsang said: "I want to maintain the existence of this world. ”

Ning Que said: "I don't understand, there can be other ways to solve this problem, why do you have to guard this old world, what are you protecting?"

Sang Sang said: "I don't understand, why do you and some human beings in history have to leave this world, what do you want to know?"

Ning Que said: "The thing we want to know is simple, that is, what is outside.

"I don't want to know. "All the logic of her thinking, more precisely, all her life carries the objectivity of rules, if there is a yearning for freedom in the human instinct, then her instinct is closed and self-consistent.

Ning Que took a step forward and stood in front of her. The crow on the branch croaked a little indifferently.

He took her hand, looked her in the eye and said, "Become human, and then we will live and practice together, buy vegetables together, eat together, and do many things together. ”

After Sang Sang came to the world, she had never looked in the mirror, her face according to the most popular face of human beings, and the tall body formed according to her own mind made her not very happy, so at this time, she looked at the woman in Ning Que's eyes, and felt very strange, and a little confused.

"Why?"

"Even if it's for the sake of humanity, of course, but most importantly, for me, please stay. ”

The ordinary face of himself in Sangsang's eyes suddenly shattered into countless pieces of light and shadow, and she could no longer gather together again, so her eyes also returned to indifference.

"Nope. She looked at Ning Que and said calmly: "Countless years ago, the human race chose me to wake me up from chaos so that I could bring them eternal peace. ”

Ning Que didn't know what to say, he didn't understand that that sentence would make her react so violently, he thought it was the human choice to wake her up, and when he heard her next sentence, he knew that it was because of himself.

"I can now understand that imagination and curiosity outside the world are instinctive human desires, but you should not be included in those people, because you are not from this world in the first place. ”

Sangsang looked at him and said: "You are from outside the world, you know very well what the outside world has, since twenty years ago, you have been telling me about that world, I have not forgotten it, and I can now clearly see the picture of that world in your consciousness." ”

Ning Que felt that his body was gradually becoming cold, and said, "That world is not ...... It's beautiful, it's vibrant, and it's full of warmth. ”

"You're lying. ”

Sang Sang's voice was still so calm, without a trace of superfluous affection, but this sentence exploded in the sky above Chaoyang City like thunder, startling countless people to look up at the sky.

"Your world is full of dangers, the burning sun can explode at any moment, it can go out at any time, and most of the places are cold and gloomy. Neither fragile ordinary people nor relatively strong cultivators could survive in that world. ”

Ning Que said: "The lifespan of stars is many billions of years, how can it explode at any time? I admit that it is true that most places are cold, but that world is really big, and you can always find a suitable place." ”

Sang Sang said: "Even if it is hundreds of billions of years, it is only a short time for a life that needs to be continued forever, not to mention that your world will inevitably eventually go to extinction, and there will be nothing left." ”

Ning Que was silent for a long time and said, "Or, are there still some memories left?"

Sangsang's words did not leave an inch of room for warmth to live: "Without temperature, there is nothing." Silence is the end, there is no eternity, that is the great terror. ”

Ning Que shook his head and said, "That's not the case...... I'll admit you're right, the world out there may indeed eventually be gone, but in the long years before that, life could have gone to the edge of the world, or simply break the world and find its way to the new world. ”

Sang Sang said: "What if you can't find it?"

Ning Que was a little angry for some reason, and said in a deep voice: "You haven't lived in that world, how can you be sure that human beings will not be able to find a new world?"

"Because I'm not human, I never take comfort in deceiving myself. ”

Sang Sang looked at him and said calmly: "Compared to my world, the outside world is more like a netherworld hell, and what you want to do will make me think of you as the son of the Hades." ”

Ning Que hadn't heard the words "son of Hades" for a long time or many years ago, including some people in the Great Priest of Light, Ouchi, had been speculating that he was the son of Hades, and then this title fell on Longqing's body for a short time, and finally Sang Sang took over the name.

Now he naturally knows that there is no Hades at all, Haotian is the Hades King, but at the same time, he must admit that what Sangsang said is right in a certain way.

The world he once lived in was so cold, so turbulent, so dangerous compared to this world, it was like the kingdom of Hades.

He came here from that world and brought the information of that world here, and strengthened the belief of the academy and Zhizi, if the Wutian world was really finally broken and went to that broader universe, but finally disappeared, then his arrival would bring the shadow of Hades to this world.

This kind of speculation made his body very cold, and he subconsciously became angry, looked at Sang Sang and shouted: "You always have to win anything, even if it is a discussion, you have never admitted defeat even once, why?"

Sang Sang looked at him quietly with a slight expression.

Her expression made him even angrier, and he went under the tree and slapped it with a heavy palm, and the crow on the branch looked down at him, and did not fly away or make a terrible cry.

"For so many years, I have listened to you since you can speak, in the eyes of others, you are my little maid, serving me every day, I said to the east you dare not go west, I said to eat dry rice, you definitely dare not cook the rice thin, but what is the real situation, you should know very well, I said you looked at the east before I said to the east, I said to eat dry rice that was the night before you poured all the remaining porridge!"

Ning Que turned around and looked at her and shouted angrily.

"In Minshan, I worked hard to catch a fawn that year, and you only looked at me, and I let it go! When you were eight years old in Weicheng, the fat aunt proposed to you for her distant nephew, and you were not happy, I almost went to slaughter that kid that night! You said you wanted to go back to Chang'an City, and I would go back to Chang'an! You said you wanted to sell words, and I wrote to sell them!"

"You said you wanted to rent the shop in Lane 147, I would rent it! The result is good, I almost sold this little life to Chao Xiaoshu! For you, I swollen Longqing's face, just because he used you to threaten me, I didn't care about offending the Xiling Temple, and I was not afraid of causing trouble for the academy, so I shot him stupidly with an arrow, and the result was good, he was chased and killed by Ye Hongyu like a dog!

He pointed to the small courtyard, looked at her and said in a trembling voice: "Is it fun that you turn yourself into the daughter of Hades? For me, this thing is really not fun, the whole world wants to kill you, and I will carry you on my back alone, I was really scared at the time, I couldn't beat them, do you know, but I didn't go to fight yet?"

Sangsang didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

"I have never violated your opinion, I will do what you want, I will not hurt you, there is no such possibility in my consciousness, from the day I picked you up in Hebei Province, that's it, I pity you, I feel sorry for you, I see you as more important than my own life. ”

Ning Que's voice gradually lowered, but the emotion became more agitated, and said: "Because I was also abandoned by the whole world at that time, at that time you were the only one by my side, you can survive because of me, and I can survive, why not because I want to feed you? ”

Sang Sang raised his head and looked at the sky that was gradually invaded by the night, and did not speak, the black crow perched on the branches of the tree looked at the two people in the courtyard slightly, as if trying to figure out the current situation.

"Uncle Xiao was killed by you, but I wasn't born at that time, so I can ignore it, but...... I can no longer say that the teacher's death has nothing to do with me. ”

I don't know if it's because of talking too much, or because I'm too excited, Ning Que's voice became a little hoarse, so low and tired that it seemed that he might lose his strength at any time.

"At that time on the banks of Surabaya, I could have stopped you because you were my destiny, but I didn't...... I thought it was because I forgot about it, but I later learned that I didn't forget it, but I instinctively let myself forget about it at that time, because I was really afraid of you dying. ”

He looked up at the stars in the night dome and the moon that was about to appear, and after a moment of silence, he continued: "I have never told anyone about this matter, but in fact, everyone knows it, and the senior brothers and sisters in the academy know about it, but they never mention it. ”

"For you, I can do nothing, I can be shameless or want my life, not to mention any loyalty, honesty, shame, morality, and what is it? If it was before, I could kill all the people in the world for you, as long as you live, as long as you are good, I don't care what others think of me, how they talk about me, how they laugh at me, how they hate me, how they fear me. ”

Ning Que retracted his gaze and looked at her, smiled and said with tears: "But...... Not this time, the senior brothers and sisters in the academy, those people in Chang'an City, they are very good to me, and they are also very good to you. If you are allowed to go back, the teacher will die, the Tang Kingdom will die, and there will never be a academy in the world again, so I can't listen to you. ”

The moon finally appeared in the night dome, just behind him, but it was not bright, because the moon was cloudy and sunny, and the moon was so dim tonight that it seemed to be extinguished at any moment.

"I'm going to die, too. ”

While Ning Que was speaking, Sang Sang was silent until this time.

She looked at him and said calmly: "If it weren't for the academy and you, in the Hanging Temple, I wouldn't be forced to be so wolf by those monks, you should know very well that I am becoming weaker day by day, if you don't let me go back to the kingdom of God, then one day I will die." Don't say anything about becoming a real human being and then cultivating, I said, I don't like to deceive myself, I am Haotian, how can I become a human being? Will I still be the person I am now? How can you guarantee that I can live?"

Heaven does not give birth to a master, eternity is like a long night, and the master is the first person in the Haotian world for countless thousands of years. Haotian came to the world, which has never happened in history. As for him, a guest from the extraterritorial world, it is even more special, and no one knows what the final outcome of the story written by the three of them will be.

Haotian didn't know, the master didn't know, and Ning Que couldn't even know, so he couldn't answer this question, he could only walk to the kitchen door, turn back to her and ask, "I'll cook you a bowl of noodles to eat?"

Sang Sang looked at him quietly, there was no disappointment in his eyes, just a little light.

"I don't have an appetite. ”

After saying this, she walked back to the bedroom, got on the bed and covered the futon, and pulled the futon high like an angry child, so high that it covered her face, as if it would be much better.

It didn't take long for Ning Que to walk into the bedroom, lift the futon, and help her up.

"I said, I don't want to eat noodles," she said. ”

Ning Que said: "Burn your feet before you sleep." ”

Only then did Sang Sang see a basin of hot mist of clear water in front of the bed.

Ning Que squatted down, took off her shoes for her, tested the water temperature, and found that it was just right, put her feet like white lotus flowers in the water, and scrubbed them carefully, even if there was no leakage between the toes.

Nothing was said all night.

When he woke up in the morning, Sangsang did not get up, but continued to lie under the bed and look at the roof, the clean beams formed a spider web, the spider waited quietly at the edge of the web, and when the insect hit the web, it crawled over diligently, killing the food with the most enthusiastic gesture and greedily absorbing the delicious juice in between.

"You can't go on like this, you need to decide. She turned sideways, looked at Ning Que's face, and said, "If you don't let me leave, I'll kill everyone." ”

Ning Que rubbed his eyes and said, "There is no rice, when you buy vegetables, remember to remind me to buy a bag."

Cooking a pot of porridge with the remaining rice in the rice jar, after the two of them drank it, they went to the vegetable market, and went to the rice shop first, just when Ning Que was about to pay, he suddenly found that there was an extra head in the rice bag.

The head of the owner of the rice shop.

Blood seeped out of the bag, and as for the rice in the bag, it had already been dyed red, looking like blood rice, a specialty of the Qi country, with a disgusting smell of blood.

The men and the women who bought the rice, when they saw this scene, screamed in surprise and rushed out of the white shop, but before they could cross the threshold, they became dead.

There are countless ways for Haotian to make a person die, she can make people die quietly, with a happy expression, as if she is still asleep, and is in the sweetest dream.

But it was obvious that Sang Sang did not choose this method, in order to make Ning Que feel more direct and show her determination, the method she used was very bloody, and there were severed limbs and stumps everywhere in the rice shop.

Ning Que's face was pale, looking at her, wanting to say something, but he couldn't say anything.

He walked out of the rice shop, did not dare to buy vegetables at all, and walked briskly between the vegetable stalls with his head down, no matter how the vegetable vendors who were already familiar with him called him, he ignored them, and even forgot that he was still carrying a blood-stained rice bag in his hand.

Sangsang didn't let him go, although he didn't do anything, but as his footsteps moved, all the vegetable stalls he passed turned into blood, and the vegetable vendors died miserably.

"Enough!"

Ning Que stopped at the gate of the vegetable market, the street in front of him was full of people, he didn't dare to take another step forward, he could only turn around, look at Sang Sang and shouted angrily.

There was blood all over the vegetable field, which had already flooded the soles of his shoes.

Sang Sang walked in the sea of blood without any emotion on his face.

Looking at this scene, Ning Que's body trembled.

Then, he gradually calmed down, and exhaustion was written on his pale cheeks.

He looked at Sangsang and said, "It's useless to me. ”

Sang Sang said: "I want to try, and, what if it is the Tang people who die?"

Ning Que didn't speak and began to get nervous.

Because she has moved.

The thought is anger.

Anger is anger.

And anger comes from different.

(Four chapters, 15,000 words completed, I wish you all a happy weekend, I am a little tired of writing, but the content is relatively satisfied, so the mood is happy, please vote for recommendation, thank you.) ）