Letter of Confession

Thinking about it, Liu Cuihua's tears flowed out of her eyes, if she and the old man had been more tolerant at the beginning, wouldn't so many things have happened, isn't it, she was a little more generous at the beginning, and the two of them gave in to each other a little, wouldn't it be? But, how can there be so many of them, isn't it, now, isn't she reaping the consequences?

She was wrong, really wrong.

She is sorry for Gu Mingchao, she is sorry for that child, she should not take her resentment on him, nor should she blame him.

But she is just weird, and this weird has been weird for thirty years, hehe, Liu Cuihua looked up at the ceiling in the prison and laughed at herself, she was really confused.

Liu Cuihua silently shed tears and glanced at Gu Gao, who was like a madman at the moment, and cried even more fiercely.

After a long time, Liu Cuihua called the jailer, her voice hoarse and her tone was extremely calm.

Said: "Little brother jailer, can I trouble you with something?" ”

The jailer rolled his eyes when he saw the fiery old woman, and said, "What's the matter?" Come on, I'm still busy. ”

"Do you know how to write? Help my wife write a letter, can you please hand it over to Gu Mingchao when the time comes? Liu Cuihua pursed her lips mockingly and said.

Yes, she is such a disgusting old woman, but she has this one wish, she wants to repent, she doesn't dare to see Gu Mingchao, she doesn't dare to face her son's hateful gaze.

No, Ming Chao didn't even hate her, every time he saw her, he would only look at her with a very helpless, disappointed, and sad look.

She didn't understand what emotions were before, but now she suddenly understood that this was because Ming Chao no longer had expectations for her mother.

Look, look, how failed she Liu Cuihua is.

The jailer said impatiently: "What if I can write, what if I can't write?" What are you going to do? ”

Liu Cuihua pursed her dry lips and said weakly: "I won't make any trouble, my wife knows what kind of annoying thing she is, this time, I won't make trouble, I just want you to do me a favor, help my wife write a letter, just write a letter." ”

The jailer looked at this old woman as if she was not the same as before, but she didn't know where the change had occurred, the jailer was puzzled, and looked at Liu Cuihua suspiciously: "What letter do you want to write?" ”

"Little jailer, I'm going to write a letter of repentance, and now I finally know that I was wrong, and it was so outrageous." As Liu Cuihua spoke, tears flowed out of her eyes again.

This startled the jailer, and then he reacted, and seeing the old woman looking in the other direction in pain, he knew that he had heard the murderer's howl.

I should have thought of the comparison between the two sons and woke up.

But now, what's the use of waking up? That Boss Gu's father didn't care anymore when he heard it.

I don't know why, looking at this old woman like this, the jailer still feels a little pitiful, but after thinking about it, the poor person must have something to hate.

treated the eldest son like that at the beginning, and now he suddenly repents, and it is too late.

Hurt is hurt, and it can't be made up for with a word of sorry or a word of repentance.

If it can be bridged, there will be no big or small gap between people.

The jailer sighed and said, "Liu Cuihua, I can help you write it or send it for you, but it's none of my business how Uncle Gu does it." ”

Hearing that the jailer was willing to help her write a letter and help her deliver a letter, Liu Cuihua burst into tears and smiled, and said gratefully: "It's okay, I only have one wish now, I don't want Ming Chao to forgive me, I just want to express my apologies, I know how much and how deep the damage I have caused Ming Chao, so I don't ask for forgiveness, I just hope I can express my apologies to that child." ”

The jailer touched the tip of his nose and said, "Okay, for the sake of your sincere repentance, I will help you this time, you wait here, I will come over with a pen and paper." ”

"Thank you, little brother." Liu Cuihua smiled gratefully and thanked her.

There have always been people staring at what is happening in prison, and when Zhou Yunjue learned the news, he did not stop it.

It is not easy to repent.

After Liu Cuihua asked the jailer brother to finish writing, she helped send it to Gu Ji's snack bar.

It also happened that Gu Mingchao was in the store, and after so long, his legs were already good, and he could run and jump at this time, and the smile on his face had not gone down for a day.

When Gu Mingchao heard that Liu Cuihua had written a letter to him, his brows furrowed and he asked, "Little brother jailer, why did this Liu Cuihua write to me?" Did you do something bad again? ”

The jailer shook his head and said, "Brother Gu, no, it's something else this time, you can take it and take a look." ”

Gu Mingchao paused for a long time before he stretched out his hand to take the letter and opened it to take a look.

Gu Ming's dark eyes trembled slightly, "I'm sorry, Chao'er, at this moment, my mother has thousands of things I want to say to you, but after thinking about it, where is my mother qualified, my mother knows, my mother is not a qualified mother, nor is she a qualified grandmother, since I was a child, my mother didn't want to see you, because of my mother's own sake, I was angry with you, and my mother felt very sorry." You definitely don't know why my mother only likes my brother and doesn't like you since I was a child, what you don't know is that when you were about to be born, my mother and my father quarreled, which led to dystocia when you gave birth, so my mother has actually been angry with your father, until I was born in high school, and my relationship with your father has improved a little. ”

"However, when you were six years old, one day, it happened to be raining that day, you had to ask for the bow and arrow model in the town, your father loved you, and had to brave the rain to buy it for you, my mother didn't let you, we quarreled again, but who knows, it was the last fight we quarreled, your father was on the way home, met the mountain bandits, they brutally killed your father, when the officials found your father, they still held the bow and arrow model for you tightly. From that moment on, your father's death was remembered by your mother, and then, your mother's hatred for you became deeper and deeper, and she hated you more and more. ”

"But my mother knows, you shouldn't be blamed for this, you were so young at the time, you didn't understand anything."

"But my mother is really uncomfortable, so in order to divert my mother's negative emotions, I have been bullying you like this, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Mother knows, it's too late to say anything now, all the damage has been done, Mother doesn't ask you to forgive Mother, I just hope that Mother's apology can be seen by you. ”

"I want to tell you a thousand words, but my mother has been absent from you for so many years, and I don't know what to say to you, only one word of sorry, my mother is also leaving, Chao'er, take good care of your body, take good care of your little family, take good care of your children, if you quarrel with Yue'er, the two of you tolerate each other, there is nothing that you can't get by. By the way, say sorry to your little guys for my mother, it's my mother's dereliction of duty as a grandmother. ”

"Okay, my mother has nothing to say, my mother is leaving, Chao'er, take care."

This is the end of the letter.

Gu Mingchao's heart was extremely complicated, how long had he been, how long had he been waiting for these words.

If it had been earlier, maybe he would have forgiven, but when the family crawled through the pile of dead, he really didn't have the heart or strength to forgive her again.

(End of chapter)