Chapter 144: Talking to the Little Boy
Lin Yueru rubbed his head unexpectedly.
By the time he could react, the soft hand had been withdrawn from his head in amusement.
Lin Yueru sighed imperceptibly.
"Little boy, you are carrying too heavy a stone on your back, so you can't walk fast."
His body tensed, "I didn't ......"
"It's not on the body, it's in the heart."
Her voice was slow but powerful.
"If a person has too many things and too many burdens on his back, he will not go far. Sometimes, you have to learn to throw those rocks and learn to let the past pass well. ”
The little boy's thin body was shocked.
He looked at Lin Yueru with some shock.
He still didn't know how she could suddenly say such a thing.
But the impact of this passage on him was so great.
Lin Yueru put her hand on his shoulder and rubbed it.
"You see, we have experienced so many life-threatening things in the mountains and forests in those three months, and we have seen so many cruel and unjustified things, and we have even walked through the ghost gate many times."
"But aren't you still living a good life? Sometimes, you also have to learn to let go of yourself and let go of the past. No matter what it was, it's time to look forward and don't get along with yourself. ”
The little boy shook his head with a slight tremble.
His grief seemed to overflow.
"Different, different ......"
Lin Yueru put her hand on his shoulder and kept trying to convey strength to him.
His voice was small and full of despair, "You at least have family, but I don't have ......"
"I have nothing left, only I am left alone in this world, living like a dog."
He looked up at Lin Yueru, already teary-eyed.
"Sister, do you know how much I envy you sometimes......"
This is the first time he has personally admitted and is willing to call her sister, but Lin Yueru only has uncontrollable distress at this time.
She cherished this child far more than she thought she had.
After plucking up his courage countless times, with that long sigh, he was finally willing to let her into his heart.
The little boy sat on a stool, staring out the window with vacant eyes, and tears could not help but fall as he spoke of the painful place.
"I still can't figure it out...... What is the wrong mistake of my family, what is the unforgivable fault of my father! ”
"He would kill one hundred and thirty-four members of my Tong family in the middle of such a rainy night!"
With that, he laughed and wept again with self-deprecation.
"Well, who made him the crown prince, and who made him the one who sat in that position...... Before she died, my mother told me that I should never be stupid. ”
"I've wanted to slash him a thousand times countless times, but I can't. This is my mother's life that I managed to save ......."
When Lin Yueru was listening to Steward Sun talk about Danyang Tong's family, she had some guesses when she saw the little boy's reaction.
It's another thing to guess and hear with your own ears.
She seemed to accompany his narration, and she also went to that rainy night, and she also saw the tragic situation of the Tong family being wiped out.
She pulled the little boy closer and gently patted him on the back to comfort him.
She also asked Steward Sun later.
Steward Sun didn't know much about that matter, but he also hinted at her euphemistically.
"Sometimes the royal family doesn't need a reason to kill a person."
That means it's not a good reason to be on the table.
Otherwise, he would not have chosen to secretly commit murder in one night.
Lin Yueru's face was complicated and fell into deep thought.
The little boy quickly sorted out his emotions and wiped away his tears.
"Do you understand now, it's not that I don't want to accept your kindness, it's just that I can't afford it. Maybe at some point, my life will be gone, and I can't bother you. ”
He smiled wryly.
Maybe he couldn't bear it anymore that day, so he desperately broke in and assassinated the man.
Lin Yueru frowned and shook her head gently.
"From the first time I met you, I thought you were different. I don't want to have anything to do with anyone else, but I think you should be my brother. ”
She looked at the surprised little boy and smiled.
"It's not easy for a child like you to carry such a heavy load on your back to go so far. I think you're really amazing. ”
Her tone softened, "But no matter how powerful people are, they will get tired." If you've been stretching yourself so tight, this string will break sooner or later, you know? ”
The boy nodded.
He himself knows his situation.
He was already on the verge of breaking off at the moment.
If it weren't for Lin Yueru to teach him these things step by step today, he might not be long before he secretly collapsed alone.
"But if you are willing to say this today, it proves that you are much stronger than before, and the courage on your shoulders will not be so heavy."
"Little boy, believe me. Someday, you will take revenge. ”
She paused, and said softly: "Speaking of which, there is also a bad relationship between us and the prince, and when the time comes, maybe who will affect whom." In the future, you don't have to hide from me anymore, okay? ”
The little boy looked into her clear eyes.
He finally nodded and exhaled.
"Okay."
When the two came out of Lin Yueru's house, everyone noticed that it was different.
I can't say exactly how it is, but it seems that the two of them seem to be much more familiar than before.
If it was just Lin Yueru shaving her head before, the burden was hot.
Now the little boy occasionally sneaks a glance at her back when she turns around to get busy.
Of course, the most obvious change is -
He was finally willing to call her sister.
Mrs. Han clearly saw the change after the little boy finished chatting with Yueru.
She was delighted to see such a vivid child, and not a dull little adult like before.
In order to celebrate this invisible change, Mrs. Han had to let the little boy stay for lunch anyway.
Lin Yueru said with a smile: "Since my mother is so sincere to keep you, you can have lunch and leave." ”
As soon as she said this, the little boy quickly agreed.
The dinner table was a little more lively than ever.
Qian Wen silently deepened his teaching to the children during this time, and even at the dinner table, he randomly asked a few questions from time to time.
Qian Tong is young and the most impetuous.
As soon as Qian Wen finished asking, he couldn't wait to raise his hand, "Uncle, I know!" The meaning of this sentence is that man should protect nature! Nature cannot leave our shelter! ”
Maowa and An Jun didn't say anything, obviously they didn't think too much about it, or vaguely agreed with Qian Tong's words.
Qian Wen shook his head in disappointment.
Just as he was about to open his mouth to explain the answer to them, he suddenly heard the little boy sitting next to Lin Yueru speak.
"The meaning of this sentence is that everything in the world is mutually reinforcing and coexisting."
"This is true for the people and for the ruler, the ruler governs the people, and at the same time he needs the support of the people to sit firmly in the world."