Chapter 187: A change in the perception of Lu Zi'an

Indeed, as the old doctor said, Jin Lai has only one breath left.

Even if it weren't for the old miracle doctor, I'm afraid this breath would have dispersed a long time ago.

There were too many injuries on his body, and they were too severe.

I'm afraid those people were hit with boards, and they were killed hands.

Jin Lai can't even find any intact flesh on his body at this moment.

Almost everywhere there is a blur of flesh and blood.

Lin Yueru even couldn't bear to look at it.

She was ruthless and gently tore his outer clothes.

You can even see bones on your arms.

Lin Yueru turned her back and took out the purest spiritual spring water from the space.

In order to prevent others from discovering that something was wrong, most of the things she used were diluted.

This time Jin Lai was injured so badly, if he still used diluted it, I'm afraid his life would not be saved.

poured spiritual spring water on his wound as if he didn't need money.

Almost in a few breaths, the spiritual spring water poured up did not flow down, but was mostly absorbed by his wounds!

This shows that the spiritual spring water must be effective, and it is helping to restore Jinlai's skin tissue!

Lin Yueru observed for a while and found that where she poured the spiritual spring water, the flesh and blood were healing at a rapid rate, and the blood on it had slowly stopped.

It works!

Seeing this, Lin Yueru poured some more up.

Water every wound of his with enough spiritual spring water.

Then he helped the man up and fed him the spiritual spring water into his mouth.

Come in and close your lips tightly, and you can't open your mouth at all.

There was no way, Lin Yueru could only call someone, "Xing'an, come and help me." ”

Xing'an immediately put down the food in his hand and came over.

He helped put it on himself, Lin Yueru opened his mouth, and poured the spiritual spring water into it.

Xing'an watched from the sidelines, not daring to make a sound at all, for fear of disturbing Lin Yueru.

After finally pouring enough spiritual spring water into it, Lin Yueru wiped the sweat from her forehead.

Xing'an saw that Lin Yueru had done it, so he hurriedly put the gold away and thanked Lin Yueru.

"Thank you, Miss Yueru! If it weren't for your willingness to come to the rescue, I'm afraid Brother Jin Lai would really be hopeless! ”

Lin Yueru looked at him with a smile, "Xing'an, you trust me so much, aren't you afraid that I will hurt Jin Lai instead?" ”

Xing'an was stunned for a moment.

Then he raised his head and smiled bitterly, "Miss Yueru, even the old doctor said that he was helpless to come in. You say you can save him, and we believe you. ”

"Even without you, we're just waiting to die when we bring him back. But Brother Jin Lai believes in you, and we believe in you, if you are willing to help, he will have more hope of survival. Whatever the final outcome, we are grateful to you. ”

Lin Yueru nodded.

Restrained his smile, looked at Jin Lai and said slowly, "I'm not sure he will wake up." ”

She pulled out a water bladder filled with water.

"This is my special medicine, you feed it every two hours. If you are afraid of seeing some serious bleeding, you can also use this wipe, remember? ”

Xing'an hurriedly took the things, "I remembered Miss Yueru!" ”

Lin Yueru's medical skills are not perfect, and there is nothing that can help except for spiritual spring water.

Silently guarded the gold for a while.

Lu Zi'an was on the side, distributing meals to the little beggars, while secretly watching the situation on Lin Yueru's side.

She never expected that Lin Yueru would not dislike Jin Lai at all, and she would feed him water and treat his wounds so carefully.

She vaguely remembered.

When I was young, I was beaten once for begging.

The pain was so painful that she couldn't walk for days.

If she had met someone as kind-hearted as Lin Yueru at that time, would everything have been different?

Lin Yueru saw Lu Zi'an's eyes constantly changing, and closed her eyes and ignored her.

After a while, Lu Zi'an couldn't help but come over.

"What's wrong with him, he's hurt so badly?"

Xing'an clenched his fists and got up to explain.

"Miss Lu Er, it's the Yang family. When Brother Jin Lai came to the front of Yang's house, he saw that they had leftovers and wanted to ask for some to bring back for us to eat. As a result, the people of the Yang family said that even if they fed the dogs, they would not give us food, and they beat Jin Laige. ”

"At that time, Brother Jin Lai also brought a few children, and in order to protect a few children, he insisted on ...... those boards"

Lu Zi'an also clenched his fists when he listened.

It is inevitable to run to people's doors to beg for food, and to be beaten and scolded.

It's just that the Yang family's attack is inevitably too heavy!

The last thing Lu Zi'an wants to recall is the fact that he used to beg for food on the street.

After all, she is now the second lady of the Lu Mansion, and that experience is not only disgraceful, but also the reason why those other Miss Hu laugh at her.

She didn't want to be known, and she didn't want to be ridiculed and smeared by Lu Fu because of this.

But here we are today.

Looking at the situation and experience of Jin Lai and Xing'an, the most unbearable memory she hid in her heart was still evoked.

She has also experienced such days and knows that it is not easy for them.

Seeing that there was hardly any intact place on Jin Lai's body, Lu Zi'an became more and more angry.

"It's okay if their Yang family is usually arrogant and domineering, why is it getting worse now?!"

"I'm going to have to talk to them about this!"

Xing'an was stunned and startled.

"Miss Lu Er, don't dare, don't dare."

He said bitterly: "Even if this matter is reported to the government, no one will pay attention to us." The Yang family has a big business, and the people in the government will not do anything to them. On the contrary, we will only be bullied more harshly. ”

Lu Zi'an was stunned.

Looking at the embarrassed and humble Xing'an, she suddenly felt sad.

His head tilted, and a few tears fell.

Lin Yueru looked at it and felt strange in her heart.

This girl still has a time to shed tears for others.

After entrusting Jin Lai with the matter and distributing the food, the two left the ruined temple.

Sitting in the carriage back home, Lu Zi'an's interest was not high.

She glanced at Lin Yueru, who was pretending to sleep, several times.

After a long time, I finally couldn't help but speak bitterly.

"You've probably heard of it, my father brought it back from the street. Before I came to the Lu family, the life I lived was ...... It's like Kim came to them. ”

"Later, when I came to the Lu family, I used to think that I had escaped from the life of an inferior person, and I thought that I had become accustomed to the life of Miss Lu from head to toe."

"But when I saw them today, I realized that I hadn't been reborn at all."

"In my bones, there will always be such a me, me who kneels on the ground and begs......"

Lin Yueru slowly opened her eyes.

Lu Zi'an's eyes were already red, and he couldn't let the tears fall.

There is still a bit of strength in the fragility.

Lin Yueru silently changed her opinion a little.

She handed a handkerchief.

"Sometimes, we don't have to let go of the past that we think is bad."

"It is everything in the past, every past and every present self that makes up who we are now."

Lu Zi'an took the handkerchief in a daze, obviously not understanding her words.

"You don't like your past self, you feel that you are a little disdainful of yourself, you think that that kind of experience is not good, and it will make people laugh at it."

But you ignore that it was that that once shaped the person you are now. Although you are a bit arrogant, I cannot agree with many views and attitudes. ”

Lu Zi'an couldn't help but blush when she saw her say so bluntly.

Lin Yueru continued: "But you have your own shining point. You are never afraid of falling, and you are a little arrogant in everything you do, and you don't have the timidity of an ordinary young lady. That's what that experience brought you. ”

"I ...... Have advantages that others don't have? ”

"Yes, and it's a clear highlight, it's a unique shining point in you." Lin Yueru affirmed.

Lu Zi'an was persuaded by her.

His eyes, which had been red, began to glow now.

She stared greedily at Lin Yueru's face, which was favored by the Creator.

I couldn't help but ask, "What about you?" Haven't you ever resented your experience? ”

Lin Yueru was stunned.

Her experience?

Was it that he was abandoned since he was a child in his previous life, he was an orphan for a few years, and he was taken to train as an agent by others?

Or did you come to this ghost place after falling to your death, and somehow met so many people and so many things?

For a long time, she shook her head.

"I never regret it."

"The people you meet and the things that happen in your life must be what you should experience."

"Those experiences may seem ordinary to you now, but one day, you will find the meaning of their existence. That will make you the most unique you. ”