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When his health improved slightly, Xia Yue ignored the doctor's strong dissuasion and was immediately discharged.

The problem of organ failure, she knows in her heart that medical equipment cannot be cured, and can only be relieved by drugs first. The root of the problem lies in her, if she does not leave the host for a day, Xia Yue's body will inevitably fail and erode.

On the day she was discharged from the hospital, Su Yuan came to the hospital to pick her up.

It was the first time she had seen him since she woke up from a coma.

He was in a very poor state, as if he had just recovered from a serious illness, the green tendons on his forearms were prominent, and he was shocking on his fair skin, and he was deeply dark under his eyes, and his tired face was hard to hide, and he had an unfamiliar necklace around his neck.

But when he saw Xia Yue, a smile still appeared on his face, the kind of smile that was reassuring and she was most familiar with.

The frenzied emotions subsided in an instant, and she thought calmly that he should live well.

Whether it belongs to him or not, he has to live well.

The time she spent with him was stolen from the life of the human Xia Yue, how dare she ask for more.

How dare she try to trap him by her side forever because of her selfish desires.

Even if she loved him, he should be free.

She imprinted a soft kiss on his lips, then took two steps back, her expression cold, and said calmly, "I have something to tell you." ”

Su Yuan was silent. He had a vague premonition of what was going to happen next.

The two walked along the main road for about ten minutes, passing by a deserted park.

Xia Yue looked at the rarely frequented amusement facilities, and finally finalized the location of the confession. If nothing else, this will be where they will end.

"Let's go ride the Ferris wheel."

The car closed with the sound of metal grinding and began to rise slowly. It's getting dark, and the city is already lit up with neon lights. In the confined space, the breathing of both men could be heard clearly.

She didn't leave a way out for herself, with the pale waning moon on her head and the panic under her feet, she couldn't escape anymore.

The city lights were reflected in her eyes, as if they had ignited her silent eyes.

"The next words may sound ridiculous, but I want you to listen carefully."

"I'm not Xia Yue, I'm just a soul that lives here, I have lost my memory, and I don't know where I came from...... I'm supposed to be a monster, and now I'm eating away at my host's body......"

"I know."

Su Yuan's tone was gentle, but the three words were like ten thousand powers, completely disrupting her train of thought.

"I've always known that, but you're not a monster, you're just special."

"Xia Yue has a physical problem, and I can't escape the blame. I looked up the information, and there is a bond between us, which is accelerating this exhaustion......"

"Aren't you afraid that you dare to be with me even though you know that I may not be human?" She interrupted him and stared into his eyes, trying to capture the unease and fear in them.

"I've experienced human malice, and I've been as bad as you, at least you've never hurt me."

"If I had to say scared, I'd be scared that we don't have a future because of this."

She breathed sluggishly, and in his clear eyes, there was no hesitation, no fear, just calmly full of love, hugging her silhouette.

An indescribable sensation gripped her heart, and by the time she could react, the warm liquid had spilled out of her eyes and slid down her cheeks.

Large tears fell on the back of her hand, almost burning her cold skin.

Su Yuan wiped away her tears and smiled helplessly, "We haven't been together for long, and I made you cry." ”

"Maybe our love was really a mistake."

"That's going to keep going wrong." Her voice was a little nasal, but her tone was clearly ruthless, "If you leave me, I will completely lose control and become a monster and hurt everyone." ”

The bad roots in her bones can't be eradicated, she just suppressed her nature for him.

Just allow her to be selfish again, there is not much time left to spend with him. When she's completely turned into a monster, she'll take the initiative to push him away.

And before that, she wanted to love him more time, in the name of Leng Yue.

This taste of happiness made her greedy.

"I've heard that there is a legend about the Ferris wheel: all couples who ride the Ferris wheel together end in a breakup."

The car rose higher and higher, almost into the night, approaching the moon. The neon of the city below is no longer visible, and it seems that only they are left in heaven and earth.

"But if couples kiss when the Ferris wheel reaches the top, they can go on forever."

Su Yuan leaned forward slightly, closing the distance between the two.

"I want to be with you forever if you want. No matter what happens in the future, I will be by your side and face it with you. ”

She didn't answer, but squeezed a light smile at him very hard, and the pale face suddenly brightened like a blooming flower.

Su Yuan slowly approached, until the breaths of the two were intertwined, but she suddenly reached out and gently pressed her lips against him.

Then through his fingers, he kissed it solemnly.

Tears seeped into your fingers.

Su Yuan raised his eyes, revealing a momentary stunnedness, but seeing her in tears, he shook his head with a smile.

She really, really wanted to stay with him until the end of human life.

But she still has self-knowledge, she is a despicable thief, cowering in Xia Yue's body, how dare she promise the future.

She's going to leave after all.

This is a story with a definite ending.

Su Yuan seemed to understand what she meant, and slowly retreated to the seat, his eyelids closed slightly, suppressing his tears.

The car began to descend and was about to return to the world, and the lights of the ten thousand homes gradually had an outline.

"We haven't officially met yet." He suddenly spoke up, "My name is Su Yuan, Su of cycads, the source of origin." ”

The same self-introduction, just like the first time we saw it.

"Leng Yue. Cold cold, Xia Yue's Yue. She smiled, her moist eyes dark purple.

The car is lowered to the lowest end, gradually leveling with the ground.

The two walked out of the car side by side.

In the hazy moonlight, the worn-out Ferris wheels look particularly gentle.

Even though I know we're not fellow travelers, I'm hopelessly willing to accompany you on a ride.

"Yue, let's go home."