parting
When I woke up again, I was alone in bed, and I looked at my phone and it was already eight o'clock. I got up and tidied up my clothes, folded the quilt, and just washed my face when I heard the door open. It's Chen Sheng
"You're awake, come to dinner."
I looked at it and didn't know what to say. He put the meal on the table, came over and took me by the hand and walked to the table, and asked me to sit down, "Although we have nothing but kissing, you still see me embarrassed, but now you have to eat first." ”
I didn't say anything, I quickly finished my meal with my head down, and he took the bowl out.
When I came back, he said to me, "The cable car will leave at nine o'clock, and we will take the cable car down the mountain."
Seeing that I was sitting still and not speaking, he came and pulled me up from the chair, sat down on the bed himself, and asked me to sit on his lap.
I feel embarrassed to remember that he didn't let "it's convenient to talk like this"? I thought to myself.
"You are embarrassed and annoyed, I know." I didn't speak.
"You said you wouldn't fall in love before you went to college, and I promised you not to do anything excessive, but I didn't do it, it's me who is wrong."
I still didn't move.
"I knew it was all a couple's job, and we all did it. I don't expect you to give me a name now, and I also want you to do what you like and don't want to trap you around, and we'll fall in love when you go to college, okay? ”
Are you waiting for me to give you a name? You're ......
"I told you, I'm leaving. It's true that my parents want to transfer me to another school, and I can't refuse this time. But the last thing I can let go of is you, you are so good, I am afraid that you will forget me, afraid that others will snatch you. I just wanted to stay with you a little longer, but I didn't expect it to be like this. ”
Are you going to leave and provoke me?
"Be good, don't be angry, you won't be able to see me tomorrow."
That's when I said, "You're leaving tomorrow?" ”
"Yes, I have to go there in advance to get used to it, and there are still a lot of things to do, so I will pack up my things at home tomorrow and not go to class. I left the day after tomorrow. ”
I looked at him and didn't know what to say.
Nothing happened overnight, and it was as if everything had changed. Now he's telling me he's leaving, and I don't know how to describe my feelings.
He gave me a light peck on the face and told me to stand up, "Okay, let's see what else pulls down, it's time for us to go down." ”
We left without seeing the little couple, perhaps still resting or having already descended the mountain. On the way down the mountain, he kept holding my hand and putting it behind his back, and neither of them spoke. Until you get on the bus back to the city.
Putting his head on my shoulder, I just wanted to push away, "Fang Zhan, don't move, I didn't sleep well last night, I want to rest for a while." ”
I remembered what I had done last night, and there was no more movement, and after a while I heard the sound of his slight breathing.
I watched him look at him quietly like this, thinking too much about it, and I didn't know where to start.
As the car shook, my sleepiness also hit me, and before I knew it, I leaned on his head and fell asleep.
When I woke up again, I was almost at the place where I got off the bus. He was still asleep on my shoulder, so I didn't tell him to sit all the way to the terminal.
I gently called him, "Chen Sheng, Chen Sheng, it's time to get off." ”
He opened his eyes and lifted his head off my shoulder, glanced out the window, and knew he had sat down. I didn't say anything, I was stunned for a while, and I raised my hand to help me rub my numb arm.
When the bus stopped, he took my hand and got out of the station.
"You slept soundly, I didn't want to call you" I saw that he had not spoken.
"I know, do you just want to send you home or somewhere, where do you want to go?"
I thought for a moment that there was nothing I wanted to go and shook my head.
"Do you still want to stay with me?"
I didn't answer, maybe I thought, I was a little conflicted, I didn't want to leave, and I was afraid.
"Let's go eat first."
Hold my hand, stop a car, open the door, and let me go first.
He knew that I liked to eat meat, so he asked the master to open an old shop with red braised mutton, and there were not many people in the store yet, and the dishes came up quickly, and none of us finished the meal quickly without speaking.
When I walked out of the store, he asked me, "Do you want to go back to his house with him?" ”
I didn't answer, "Are you leaving, don't you say goodbye to Li Shuai and them?" ”
He hugged me and said, "I just want to be quiet with you now, you can't go home too late, I'll find them when I send you home in the evening, and I'll look for them when I send you home in the evening." ”
"Hmm," I nodded.
"You haven't answered me yet, do you want to go home with me?"
I crawled on his chest without speaking, and after a while I let go, took my hand and went to stop the car and leave.
When I got out of the car, I walked in the direction of his house, and my hand didn't let go from the moment I got into the car.
It wasn't until he opened the door and pulled me in and heard the door close that I realized that I had actually gone back to his house with him.
He asked me to sit on the couch, turn on the air conditioner, take off my coat, turn around and go to the bedroom to change my clothes, wearing only a shirt, and by the way, I picked up a blanket and came out.
I turned on the TV, sat down next to me, and found a foreign film: a love story of a vampire and a human woman.
After seeing that he was uncomfortable sitting on the sofa for a while, he sat directly on the carpet in front of the sofa, and took me off the sofa and held me sideways in his arms and didn't allow me to get up.
"Well, just sit like that" I noticed that he had been particularly fond of holding me since last night.
When the air conditioner temperature came up, I felt sweat on my head and I wanted to take off my down jacket. But my actions caught his attention
He looked sideways at me, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's a little hot," I wanted to stand up and take off the down jacket.
He saw my move, didn't let me stand up, directly unzipped my down jacket, helped me take it off and put it on the sofa, and put the blanket on my lap, "Is it okay now?" ”
I nodded, pretending to be okay and continuing to watch the movie, and he just continued to hug me like that.
Halfway through the movie, the male protagonist in the film couldn't help but kiss the female protagonist. Seeing this scene, I felt that the temperature of the room was a little higher, and I opened my mouth to say to him, "Chen Sheng, I want to drink water." ”
Chen Sheng also sensed my unnaturalness, put me on the ground, got up and went to the kitchen to pour water for me. I prayed that this would pass soon. By the time he returned, the images were gone. He put the water on the table and hugged me in his lap. I took two sips and put them on the coffee table, and he took a big sip of it. The two of them went back to watching the movie. A film is watched quickly, but it's still early. I just changed another random film that I don't know what it's called.
Before I understood the plot, the male protagonist pressed her regardless of the heroine's wishes, and when Chen Sheng saw this, he picked up the remote control and turned off the TV.
None of us were embarrassed to talk, and I wanted to stand up when I was a little uncomfortable to sit.
He circled me and asked me, "Do you want it?" ”
I pretended to be stupid and asked him, "What?" ”
He lowered my forehead, looked at my lips, and said "kiss" in a hoarse voice.
I didn't expect him to be so direct, and I didn't answer for a long time.
He hugged me again, "Do you want it?" I can stop if you don't want to. Hmm~"
"Did you let me come to your house?" "No" Before I could finish speaking, he interrupted.
"I just want to be able to spend some time with you in peace at the end." He sighed, hugged me tightly, and buried his head in my neck to breathe.
I felt his temperature, and my heart softened at the thought that he was leaving, and I involuntarily replied yes.
Hearing my voice, he looked up at me and asked in disbelief, "Did you just speak?" I heard it right."
I hummed under my breath. He sobered me up, put me on the carpet, kissed me, and rubbed it on and on, without giving me time to repent.
It was so intense that it seemed to melt and swallow me in my stomach. At one point, he tried to take the blanket between me, but finally he suddenly got up and lifted me up from the ground and the blanket slipped off naturally. I put my hand on his shoulder and looked at him in confusion. He put his arm under my armpit and leg socket and lifted me sideways. The sudden weightlessness made my arms tighten unconsciously at the back of his neck. He walked briskly into the bedroom, gently put me on the bed, leaned over and kissed, not satisfied with the contact of his lips, wanting more. Sensing his intentions, I put my hand on my chest to push him away, but I was prevented from pressing it against my head, and the pain in my wrist made me gasp, and he greedily demanded my breath and explored. I can only be taken anywhere by him.
At some point, he let go of his hands above my head and slid down my back. Kissing my cheeks all the way and sucking my lips, and then my neck was even ......, and my clothes didn't know when they would become messy and couldn't cover my whole body.
As he moved, I kept shaking as if I was in a fire, trying to stop but making an embarrassing noise. He kept exploring my body, and I fell into it. One of his actions made me take a breath uncontrollably and grabbed his arm uncontrollably, but he completely drowned my voice between my lips, and after a long time we knew that we could only go here and could not continue, just like that, he was holding and lying down, no one spoke, enjoying the tranquility of this moment.
He whispered in my ear, "I really don't want you to go, I don't want to leave." After a while, he said, "When I'm gone, you have to protect yourself." I'll study hard and I can protect you early, you have to wait for me. ”
"Before college, I didn't talk about relationships. I'll get better."
"Well, you're the best, wait for me."
No one spoke until it was dark and the sun was gone. He gave me his coat, "I'll send you home, and I won't say goodbye to you tomorrow, I'm afraid I'll be reluctant to leave when we meet." But what is said, you have to remember. ”
"Hmm"
Drove me all the way home, and when we parted, we looked at each other and didn't say anything.