I couldn't escape his routine, and I exposed myself

He suddenly let go of his frustrated face and said this, and I began to reflect on whether I was talking heavily and in a hurry.

I sat up and said, "No, no, you're right, I should have been careful, and I didn't let anyone else stay overnight." Don't ......" I don't know what I'm talking about.

"You don't need to say that it's me who is not good, I haven't been by your side for five years, otherwise you won't have an accident and you won't forget me. Now I am not qualified to say anything to you. He turned his head away from me.

"No, that's not what I meant,"

"No, I didn't protect you. I said I liked you but didn't make you amnesia by your side, I shouldn't be self-righteous in your life, maybe you are better off than I am. "I couldn't see his face, but he was crying when he spoke, he didn't like to cry before.

"No, it's not because you're not with me that you lost your memory."

I shook my head into a rattle, and he didn't listen to himself

"You don't have to comfort me, I know. And in the future, when I graduate and become an armed policeman, I won't have much time to accompany you, I shouldn't come to provoke you, you deserve better, that's it! I'd better go back to school. As I said that, I was about to leave, and I quickly pulled him.

"No, I only like you, I've liked you since junior high school, although I didn't tell you, but I don't want to be better, just you."

"Is it true?" He turned around and looked at me expectantly.

What to punish him, what to pretend to have amnesia, I forgot all about it and just wanted to keep him.

"Yes, really," I nodded quickly, and he turned back to the bed and sat down, I stood in front of him for fear that he would leave.

"You've liked me since junior high school? As long as me? Looking up at me, expecting my answer.

I didn't find anything out of the ordinary, "Yes, I like it in junior high school, as long as you." ”

After a long time, I was still thinking about how to deal with it, and he changed his words: "But aren't you amnesia?" I looked up and saw how guilty he was, sad and sad! At this time, I didn't understand that I was a pig.

"You lied to me" was angry with him for tricking me, and I didn't know how to face him if the lie was exposed. As he spoke, he turned around and was about to leave. He reached out and took me by the way, sat in his arms, and restrained my hands and feet.

"You let go of me," he hugged even tighter, buried his head on my shoulder, and whispered, "No, let go, you may never see me again after you are really gone, I didn't mean to lie to you." "Yes, it's just a trick for me, but I'm stupid and think I'm smart. I couldn't help but let him hold me.

"Don't be angry." Actually, it's not that I'm angry, I just think he is tricking me, knowing that I am lying to him, so he doesn't tell me directly, so I have to say it myself.

"I'm not angry anymore, you let me go."

"If you don't let go, I won't see you again. To let go or not to let go? He hummed and put me next to him, holding my hand and not letting go, and it took me a long time before I did

Bow your head and ask, "When did you find out?" ”

"You mean you faked amnesia?" I hummed

"I didn't believe it at first, you didn't look at me like a stranger during military training, and you spoke to me politely but with anger. I said that the reaction of a normal girl chasing you should be rejection, but you are overwhelmed and you do not reject any physical contact with me, which can explain that you fell in love with me at first sight and fell in love with me, but just now you got angry and said that I have been gone for five years, and I am sure that you really have no amnesia. ”

"Then why don't you just say it?" I was furious

His tone was more gentle, "Are you sure I expose you directly, will you admit it?" "Needless to say, it won't.

"I was going to wait for you to calm down and tell me yourself." Hmph, it's not like it's still a routine

"But I don't want to waste my time trying and guessing at each other," he said, holding my shoulders and trying me to look up at him, "you know, I don't have a lot of time to spend with you in this major." He reached out and stroked my hair, "I've been gone for five years without contact, how to explain, you won't fully believe it." And I just want to be with you every day in the only time I have at my disposal, and tell you with practical actions that you like in the past, present and future, and will never change. Tell you with practical actions that I didn't lie to you. ”

As he spoke, he got up and crouched down in front of me and looked me in the eye, "I know you still like me." "I didn't speak

He was holding my hand, and I could feel the sweat in his palms. It took him a long time before he continued, "Fang Zhan, is it okay to be my girlfriend?" ”

He just stared straight at me.

"I know that after five years, I will not see you more than a few times before I agree, and I also said that I will not be able to see you often after you. If you don't want to, I really won't bother you, and if you have difficulties, come to me. I'll help him," he crouched in front of me

I'm afraid he didn't realize that he was talking out of order, and he looked very calm, but my hand had been grabbed by him, and he didn't realize it yet.

"Can you let me go first," he looked at me and didn't move.

"Can you let go of my hand first, my hand hurts if you hold it too tightly."

He immediately let go of my hand and saw that his hands were red, "I was too hard" and picked up my hand and rubbed it gently.

I'm not angry anymore. Like he said, we shouldn't waste our time in mutual suspicion, I like why he didn't agree, he became my boyfriend, I have more reason to test him, if it's not good for me, I'll leave him, I can't find a better one!

After a while, he saw that my hands were not so red, so he gently held them and put them on my lap, looked up and asked, "Fang Zhan, can you be my girlfriend?" ”

"Yes"

"I'll be with you when I have time for whatever you want," he apparently didn't hear me.

"I said yes"

"I'll only be with you for the rest of my life."

"Chen Sheng, I agreed, and I said yes." I held his face in my hand and looked at him seriously.

He didn't say anything and just looked at me for a long time, judging if what I said was true. It wasn't until I was a little annoyed that I didn't know what he meant and pushed him away, that he suddenly stood up and took me in his arms, "I heard it, and I was very happy." ”

After listening to it, I stopped pushing him and the two of them hugged him like that,

Later, he let go of me and asked me to sit down, and he sat opposite me

"Well, what's wrong?" I asked

"I think I'm going to tell you that I learned that the armed police can't usually go out, and I have to ask for leave when I come out on Saturdays and Sundays, and I need to apply for you to see it. The internship in the senior year will be better, but we can't see each other often. After graduation, you are not sure to stay there, it is possible to go to the border, and you can do it now if you regret it. ”

"Oh, it's a bit of a hassle." The expression on my face changed from sunny to cloudy, and the painting style changed, "But I checked it on the Internet before I promised you, although it is not very detailed, but I am mentally prepared." ”

"So you won't regret it". There was a smile in his eyes again.

"No regrets," he nodded, "Well, then you should go and rest early!" ”

Yes? This time it was my turn to react. That's it, nothing more to say? Let me go to rest?

I did not respond in the chair for half a day.

He looked at me for a long time and didn't move, reached out and pulled me up from the chair, hugged my waist with both hands, "Good, it's not early to go to bed, you need to get up early tomorrow." ”

Well, I didn't move for a while. He lowered his head against my forehead, his eyes watching my lips exhale hit me in the face, "If you don't want to sleep, we can do something else!" ”

I asked curiously, "What to do?" ”

He lowered his voice in my ear, "That's it~" After speaking, he lowered his head and kissed me lightly on the lips.

"Hooligans." After I finished speaking, I pushed away and wanted to leave, he pulled me back, hugged me in his arms, and patted me. "What do you think? Rest assured, I won't do anything too much until I get married, you trust me. ”

He let go of his arm and half-hugged me in his arms, "I just want to tell you that I don't have to go back to the dormitory for a few days after taking a leave of absence, where are you going to play, I'll take you there." So tonight you go to bed early and think about where to go to play, and it's okay to stay away. ”

Uh-huh, it means I know.

He patted me and said, "Okay, if you don't leave, I really won't let you go!" ”

I pushed him away and turned to leave, and after thinking about it, I felt that it was a bit embarrassing to walk like this, so I turned around and stomped on his feet hard, and ran back to my house as fast as I could.

As I left, I was still mindful that I didn't hear his painful voice behind me, but I heard his laughter, and I thought I must have stepped lightly and made up for it tomorrow.