203. Personality
Chen Qingqing, wearing a black jacket and perming her capable hair, came to the table and picked up the photo frame, smiled disdainfully, and then came to the bathroom, and looked at the three sets of toothbrushes and cups on the sink with some surprise, "You integrate into your new home quickly." Chen Qingqing looked back and sighed, then picked up the black toothbrush and cup, and looked nostalgic.
"That's the case, long story short......" Yu Bai sat on the bed and said lightly, "What I want to say is, when can you get out?" ”
Chen Qingqing, who was holding the cup, took a pause, put the things back, and leaned against the door of the bathroom.
"Wow, what do you mean, you want to make me my enemy?" Chen Qingqing looked a little incredulous, "It seems that you still don't know us, brother, you have to listen to a story first." ”
came to Yu Bai's side, sat down on the bed cordially, and talked directly regardless of Yu Bai's reaction.
"Once upon a time, there was a girl who came to this world without knowing it, like a stone jumping out, yes, the Monkey King in Journey to the West, oh, damn it, how can I remember Journey to the West? I remember, it was given to me by the fake ****-like female teacher, I watched it all, and of course there are videos of her and a few men, hahaha......" Chen Qingqing laughed for a while and continued, "That scene is really good...... Continuing with ours, the girl is lonely, with no ****** parents or ****** friends, and she thrives under the director of the orphanage, who likes to drink and beat people. ”
"Then when she was six years old, she was kicked out, because she couldn't speak, she couldn't please the leaders who came to inspect, and in order not to affect the public funds that were paid every month, the kind dean sent me to school." Although Chen Qingqing's tone of storytelling is rich, her expression has always been calm, as if she was looking at an object indifferently, which belonged to her and did not belong to her, "You should also know what happened later, right?" ”
Yu Bai looked at each other, nodded slowly, and said, "If it's just the process of going to school...... I know. Kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school, high school, girls all live in the shade of gray, because of the lack of parental care and guidance and in the case of rough treatment by caregivers, she formed a taciturn character, in the face of bullying and ridicule, she silently endured, from then on, kindness turned into cowardice, silence turned into timidity. All these things are constantly pressed in the depths of her heart. But the cruel reality of the outside world will not hesitate for her in the slightest, as she gets older, the bullying and ridicule become more and more serious, the loneliness and negativity of the world become deeper and deeper, and finally ...... Her understanding of the world and people has also changed radically. ”
"Bingo!" Chen Qingqing snapped his fingers, obviously in a rather cheerful tone, but his face was terrifyingly deep, "I saw those ice cubes and monsters, hahaha, I went there once, and then I definitely didn't want to go a second time, what a stupid 'sister' Damn, can you imagine, walking in those ice cubes, is it particularly like walking in the crowd, hahaha,' She's so silent and suppressed that everyone is seen by her as all sorts of deformed monsters, sealed under the false mask of ice, and hidden inside are all kinds of crazy desires that the imagination cannot encapsulate! ”
"You're twisted too." Yu Bai listened to the other party's speech and couldn't help but say. Although Chen Qingqing's tone was full of ridicule of the waste sister, there was also a deep anger towards the world in his eyes.
But it's true that if you are in that terrifying ice cube space for a long time, it is natural to have mental confusion.
Split personality, obviously, this is the situation that Yu Bai possessed to "Chen Qingqing", because the long-term repression has not been correctly guided, the second personality is stimulated by some fuses, and compared with Chen Qingqing's original cowardice and timidity, the second personality is extremely actionable and aggressive.
On the other hand, from God's perspective, Yu Bai also saw that even if he was only parasitized by the parasitic race for a short time, some spiritual worlds in his skull were also affected.
For example, the other person completely accepts his background and even feels that he has finished high school.
No anomalies were noticed.
Yu Bai has never seen such an extreme split personality, but in the book he has seen a deeply impressive example, the inner world of the protagonist of a certain novel is not like Chen Qingqing, color represents the first personality, gray and white represent the second personality, there are no multiple levels, only a huge and complex labyrinth, in which live four things, monsters, big brother, second brother, third sister. The three of them have been avoiding the pursuit of monsters, but one day, the eldest brother was eaten, and the second brother knew that the monster would find them sooner or later, in order not to let the most innocent and kind third sister be eaten, the second brother chose to die together, in reality, that person committed suicide calmly and ruthlessly. You can hardly say that it is the patient's tired thoughts, because when reflected in reality, it is also so real, just like what Yu Bai sees now.
"No, no, I'm the sister of that lovely 'sister', she needs me, and I've been protecting him, and when there are things that require me to come forward, I come and do what she wants to do but doesn't dare to do." Chen Qingqing picked up the photo frame and stroked the photo.
"It's a pity that there is no pure love in this world that you had hoped for, and your bad situation has been terrible, but at the same time...... You also lack some patience. Although the other party's experience is very worthy of sympathy, Yu Bai has seen more tragic things, and it was an accident when he came here.
If you are not mistaken, all this is because the parasite will be retribution, but I didn't expect Yu Bai to be protected by the stress of the supreme sword qi, and he didn't succeed, but instead pulled into the same level of environment together.
And Yu Bai saw Chen Qingqing's second personality with his own eyes, and even because of the influence of the parasite's visit, the other party gradually became the dominant force.
He didn't mind killing the second personality with his hands.
Save Chen Qingqing's inner world that is constantly eroded by grayness.
"Fuck your patience!" Chen Qingqing put down the photo frame and stared at Yu Bai's eyes, "From childhood to now, for more than ten years, I have been thrown mud by children and white eyes by adults, I have no patience?" ”
Yu Bai lowered his head and didn't look at the other party's eyes that began to be tyrannical, "When you look at the abyss, the abyss is also watching you." You have disdain and hatred for the world, and in the end you see only negativity and the bestiality hidden under the legal order. You can do it another way......"
"So I changed my approach." Chen Qingqing opened his hand, "I have actively embraced the world, when that night ......"
"That night...... The door lock was picked open. Yu Bai thought of the fierce conflict between gray and color, "What happened?" ”
"It's nothing, it's just another ordinary shot under the illusion of peace in this sad world." Chen Qingqing didn't know where to take out a cigarette, the flame appeared, lit it, "A burglar, saw the poverty inside and was furious, and then heard a sound behind him, it turned out to be the fair-skinned and weak room owner returned." ”
"Another monster in the ice cube was opened, and the man raped/raped the girl."
“……”
Yu Bai suddenly thought of a possibility.
Monsters under the ice, crowds, hypocritical faces, alienation disasters, emotional viruses......
Chen Qingqing......
What kind of monsters will humans turn into when they are alienated in reality?
……
The other party's tone was terrifyingly calm, and Yu Bai held his forehead with a little headache, "So, you have it?" ”
"I heard my sister's strong call." Chen Qingqing nodded and spit out the circles under his eyes, "I'm here." Followed the monster all night, then killed him with steel bars in an abandoned factory. ”
Yu Bai was silent for a while, the topic was a little heavy, and he sighed thinking of what he was going to do.
Chen Qingqing shrugged, "I have prepared a great plan for my sister, to blow up all the buildings where the bank credit card information is stored, the bomb is very easy to make, similar to soap, so that the ice cubes that seal the monster will all be broken, and the scene will definitely be very interesting at that time." ”
What a building, a bomb.
These are just delusions of the other side under the control of the parasite.
Or what Chen Qingqing's second personality was supposed to do, but it was satisfied in the illusion created by the parasitic race.
Yu Bai was as indifferent as ever, looking at Chen Qingqing's second personality, who had changed from murder to disgust and destruction, "But looking at the appearance of the interrogation room before, you were arrested, right?" ”
Everything in the spiritual world is a reaction to reality, although there will be some mistakes and distortions.
"Yes, but it's just a minor nuisance." Chen Qingqing saw Yu Bai's expression and stretched out his hand to interrupt the other party, "Oh, it's not what you think, it's not because of the chef and the woman who ran around in the middle of the night, I did it very cleanly, you should have seen it, the kitchen knife is snow-white and new, and the meat is also very neat and beautiful with the chicken and beef, I have to say, the chef has a very good way of killing chicken." Although my sister was very panicked after the killing, I put everything in order beautifully...... The police questioned me, but there was no evidence at all. ”
Yu Bai listened, a little puzzled, "So you've already planted the bomb?" ”
"Ah, yes, I can definitely blow up the building, but I've been doing it for a long time, like a hard-working ant, and I'm already sitting in the selected stands ready to press the detonator. But ......," Chen Qingqing said here, pausing, "At this moment, you appeared." ”
"And the stupid 'sister' also came out, regretted it, and wanted to overthrow it all." Chen Qingqing thought of something ridiculous, "It's so funny, it's obviously our wish together, I'm just helping her realize it, and it's really cowardly to retreat when it comes to the end." ”
Yu Bai was silent, the matter has come to this point, everything that should be known is known, and it is time for him to make a decision.
It seems that there is not only the secret operation of the parasite, but also in the spiritual world, Chen Qingqing himself asks him for help.
"Chen Qingqing." Yu Bai took a deep breath and stood up to interrupt the other party's words, "Disappear." ”
"Huh?" Chen Qingqing, who was the second personality, seemed to be a little unresponsive, and then looked at Yu Bai with a cruel gaze, "So...... I said all this, do you still want to be my enemy? ”
"Although many of your words are true, there are indeed too many problems in this society...... However, if you are a good sister who really wants to think about Chen Qingqing, your current approach will only keep pushing her to hell. ”
"I'm just helping her get angry, she's living too hard, she's ......"
Yu Bai stood in front of Chen Qingqing, looked down at him, and kept approaching, "Second personality, you have to admit, you ...... It's getting more and more extreme, from the beginning of revenge to kill the looters, to the later atrocities that dismembered people's bodies, and now, you plan to blow up the financial building...... Extreme to crazy, passive to active, from ancient times to the present, pure violence is wrong, and sooner or later the person 'Chen Qingqing' will be executed by other forces, you must also know this. ”
Even, Yu Bai didn't bother to bring up the existence of parasites.
First, since he didn't say it at the beginning, now he said that it is advantageous to be directly invincible, after all, Chen Qingqing's second personality has always been self-congratulatory in his imagination, and everything will be self-defeating, or even dissipate directly, but the second point is that he is afraid that the violent vibration of the spiritual world will affect Chen Qingqing's original spirit.
So, there is no need.
"You said that this is your common wish, with all due respect, are you doing this for your sister, or more for the desire in your heart?"
Chen Qingqing, who was the second personality, had a stiff expression, and then looked at Yu Bai's expression a little hideous.
It can be derived from the beginning, Yu Bai can't use his abilities in the gray world, but he will regain his strength in the color world, which shows that Yu Bai and the first personality are on one side, and the color will tremble and retreat when it encounters the gray and white, obviously, Chen Qingqing of the first personality is actually afraid of the second personality.
"Your sister is afraid of the crowd, of the monsters under the ice, but at the same time, she is afraid of you." Yu Bai said, the indifferent expression on the second personality's face disappeared without a trace, "She is afraid of you, not only because of your increasingly crazy behavior, but also because of ...... I guess it's because you're eroding her personality and trying to take the lead, right? ”
"In her eyes, show your desires to the fullest - what is the difference between you and those monsters under the ice?"
Yu Bai Max's mouth cannon made the second personality's face change, "It's the same since I came here, although you may be a ...... for me The creation of a third personality is questionable, but from the very beginning, you have shown me the wrong information in the alleys with the intention of devouring me, and the interrogation room is all trying to homogenize me with you and satisfy your ambitions, right? ”
After hearing this, Chen Qingqing, who was the second personality, was silent for a while, and then laughed suddenly, "It's so funny, compared to that stupid sister, you are simply too smart, in this way, I am even more looking forward to the scene after our 'cooperation'." ”
When he said 'cooperation', the surrounding scene had slowly begun to distort, the black qi was permeated, the second personality expression appeared murderous, and with a wave of his hand, the black qi pounced on Yu Bai, who was close at hand.
When he found that the situation was wrong, Yu Bai reacted, acted suddenly, and hit the second personality in the chin first, although the strength was not there, but the skill was still there, Yu Bai believed that under normal circumstances, it should not be a problem for him to beat seven or eight Chen Qingqing.
Unfortunately, this is not the normal situation now......
The second personality was hit by this punch and her head was raised, the corners of her mouth were bleeding, she bared her teeth and grinned, and then stretched her palm to Yu Bai's neck.
Yu Bai dodged sensitively, but a black gas unconsciously circled Yu Bai's back, suddenly attacked, slapped at him heavily, caught off guard Yu Bai stumbled and almost fell, endured the pain to stabilize his body, looked at the second personality who was already surrounded by black gas, knowing that this was the opponent's home Yu Bai knew that he would definitely not be able to beat him, and the combat experience made him look around calmly, and then suddenly there was a flash of inspiration, Yu Bai looked at the washstand in the bathroom.
Chen Qingqing, who was the second personality, also noticed Yu Bai's gaze, and was shocked, the black gas turned into tentacles and suddenly pounced, but the direction of the tentacles was not Yu Bai, but the bathroom!
Yu Bai had already taken the lead, stepping into the bathroom as fast as he could, and then in the exclamation of the second personality, he grabbed the black toothbrush and cup a little faster than the black tentacles.
The villain died of talking too much, and without hesitation, Yu Bai smashed it on the mirror hard. "Bang-" At the same time as the black object shattered, the mirror also shattered, everything around seemed to be broken in sync with the mirror, and the feeling of vertigo hit, Yu Bai found that he was moving away from the second personality.
"You wait for me!" The second personality looked full of pain, and he didn't forget to say cruel words to Yu Bai.
The world began to shatter completely like a mirror......