Chapter XI

The alarm went off, it was five o'clock. Li Tifu went to his father's bedroom early and wanted to invite his father to his parent-teacher conference, but in the end, he still didn't have time, his father was still not in the bedroom, and he had already walked out of the house.

After breakfast, Li Tifu told Bahar that he did not want his mother to attend his parent-teacher conference, citing Bahar's physical condition, and he repeatedly told Bahar that he must let his father attend. Li Tifu felt that it would be better for no one to go than to let Bahar participate, and if Bahar participated, Li Tifu felt that he would never be able to get rid of the title of "giant baby". Li Tifu and his mother repeatedly emphasized that they should let their father personally attend the parent-teacher meeting arranged by the school.

Li Tifu really attaches great importance to this parent-teacher meeting, and when he sits up in the class, he looks preoccupied, always lowering his head and thinking about something, and he looks very unenergetic. When the male classmates saw Li Tifu's appearance, they began to ridicule him obscenely, "What's the matter, Li Tifu? I feel like you always look very low for a few days of the month", and another male classmate instantly picked up with a sentence, "Do you want to be more considerate of 'her'?" ”。

Li Tifu didn't want to quarrel with them, and he couldn't. If you can't be provoked, you can afford to hide. Li Tifu walked slowly outside. When the male students saw Li Tifu's walking posture, they didn't forget to joke, "Li Tifu drinks more brown sugar water, and he won't walk like this next time."

Li Tifu understands that once he quarrels with them, he will still be labeled as "stingy and can't make jokes". As they joked together, their speech became more debauched, they could say anything, and at the end they did not forget to add the sentence "What a joke!" brothers" and other moral kidnappings, then stay away from them.

Li Tifu stood outside for a while, stretched his body, relieved his mood, and then entered the class, sat down on his desk, and began to study. Even if other classmates would still say some ridiculous things to Li Tifu from time to time, Li Tifu would try his best to pretend to be deaf and pretend not to hear. Although Li Tifu is fed up with this kind of moral kidnapping, sometimes he can't be provoked, and sometimes he can't hide. It's just that enough is enough, and learning can't be delayed. After the parent-teacher meeting, the high school entrance examination will be held, and Li Tifu is still looking forward to being admitted to the high school he is looking forward to! Anyway, as long as he doesn't touch Li Tifu's bottom line, he still has to get by, although Li Tifu's bottom line has become lower and lower these days.

In the afternoon, the parent-teacher meeting came as scheduled. Li Tifu waited for his father at the school gate. looked around with expectant eyes, for fear of missing that second, the second when his father came to Li Tifu with a smile. Li Tifu fantasized:

My father, wearing a handsome suit that he wore at work, came to his eyes, with a smile and love in his eyes, and took me by the hand and led me into the class.

Li Tifu can clearly imagine that the faces of his classmates are full of surprise and envy!

It's just that this fantasy is too sweet. Li Tifu seems to be able to meet only in dreams, but the kind of picture that Li Tifu is looking forward to in reality has not come for a long time.

"Li Tifu, isn't your mother here yet?" This voice made Li Tifu completely wake up from the fantasy just now. Turning his head, he saw that it was a female classmate, although he was very impatient, but he reluctantly replied with a smile, "Not yet".

"Li Tifu, isn't your mother here yet?" The last classmate asked. This is the twenty-first student to ask this. Li Tifu especially wanted to shout loudly, "I am not only a mother, I also have a father, and this time my father is attending my parent-teacher conference." Li Tifu was very angry and angry, but in the end he controlled it and did not shout. Besides, his father didn't come, it's better not to say it than to say it, and he will be ridiculed again, Li Tifu can't stand it.

The students took their parents' hands and came out of the school gate, and the parent-teacher meeting ended.

Li Tifu tried his best to control his emotions and greeted the classmates who came out with his parents at the school gate, Li Tifu's eyes were already full of tears, but he tried his best to control himself not to be emotional, and did not let the tears flow out of his eyes. All Li Tifu is thinking about now is just wanting to keep his last dignity, and he doesn't want those classmates in the class to see his true appearance and hurt heart, and he doesn't want those classmates to see his true emotions now, and he doesn't want to be ridiculed by them anymore.

Now Li Tifu's mind is full of comparison and envy, and Li Tifu began to envy. Seeing the mother and son and father and son holding hands at the school gate, looking at their smiles and happy faces. Li Tifu really began to envy. This kind of emotion has never been felt before by Li Tifu. In the past, no matter how unhappy he was, Li Tifu would not compare, compare, or envy. It's just that for the current Li Tifu, this expectation has completely eliminated the last expectation and admiration for his father.

Slowly, this envy and contrast planted the seeds of resentment in Li Tifu's heart. The seed of this complaint is growing at a rapid pace, taking root and germinating very quickly. This time, Li Tifu no longer spared the specific "water" and "fertilizer" needed for the seeds he complained about. Previously he could not have provided it, but now it is different. Now Li Tifu will do his best to provide the "water" and "fertilizer" needed for this special seed, and finally complain that he has not "disappointed" Li Tifu's wishes, and the branches are growing luxuriantly, and they are about to become resentment.