Li Tifu learned from a female classmate who was closer to home that there was a high school entrance examination on Monday.

Li Tifu let out a "wow" in his heart. This moment is something that Li Tifu has been looking forward to for a long time.

"Let me show you how the 'giant baby' and the 'coward' that you see as a 'giant baby' crush you mentally and academically. Let me see what kind of results people who usually don't waste time and don't waste time will get, and we'll see" Li Tifu secretly rejoiced in his heart that he had finally waited for this day.

Li Tifu chatted briefly with his female classmates for a while, and then went home after saying goodbye.

When he got home, he looked at the pile of books on his desk. The books were piled up in a mess. There are not only in-class review materials, but also many extracurricular books and novels; history books; There are all kinds of science fiction books.

Li Tifu usually likes to read extracurricular books, and every Sunday Li Tifu will lock himself in his bedroom to read all kinds of books, and sometimes Li Tifu will bring the books that he can't finish reading during the holidays, Li Tifu will also take them to school to continue reading.

Today Li Tifu just looked at these books, but today instead of studying and reading as usual, he decided to take a fragrant bath, and then get a good night's sleep early, and if he could, he would go outside with his family tomorrow. Li Tifu likes the head teacher's sentence very much, "The big test is big and the big is played, the small test is played, and the head teacher is not played", and he always keeps this sentence of the head teacher firmly in mind.

After taking a bath, Li Tifu wanted to sleep. After lying in bed for about half an hour, Li Tifu still didn't feel a little sleepy, and from time to time he would think of the inferiority complex brought about by the embarrassment of being ridiculed by other classmates at school. For a while, I will fantasize about the sense of accomplishment and pleasure brought by the exam the day after tomorrow. Li Tifu really can't sleep today. He learned the way to count sheep that others taught him to count sheep, but he forgot to count the first number of sheep when he counted them. I counted it over and over again, and finally I didn't know how I fell asleep.

Li Tifu woke up, rolled on the bed several times, and stretched to express his happy mood today. I looked at my watch, and it was already 11:00.

"Today is going to be a pleasant day," Li Tifu thought to himself.

I got up and went to the bathroom to make it easier and started to wash. When he saw his mother washing vegetables in the kitchen and preparing to start cooking, he greeted his mother and asked Bahar to take him to the living room to rest, and he began to cook the meal himself.

Li Tifu has been cooking since he was eight years old. Staying by my mother's side for a long time slowly learns to do it, and the more I do it, the better I get. Every time Bahar was sick, it was Li Tifu who cooked for her.

After cooking, the family of three (Li Tifu, Bahar, and Ahtamu) ate happily and chatted about their favorite topics. Li Tifu firmly believes that no matter how annoying things are today, they can't destroy the good mood at this moment. The empty chair next to Bahar at the dinner table, although it made Li Tifu's mood fluctuate a little, Li Tifu still didn't think about it so much, all in all, Li Tifu got used to it. There is not much affection between father and son, and at this time, Li Tifu feels that there is no need to continue to think about the relationship between father and son. Li Tifu also felt that there was no need to mess up his mood for a little thing.

After eating, the family of three decided to go for a walk in the park. They walked along the park path together, talking and laughing. Eat when you see what you want to eat, and play when you see what you want to play. Bahar also became a child and played with the two children. Rings, goldfish fishing, Ferris wheels, balloon hunting and the like are all played by them. The Ferris wheel was played by Ahtamu and Li Tifu. Although Aihetamu is small, he is very bold. This is the opposite of his brother. The Ferris wheel is not very high, just two or three meters.

When they were tired of playing these games, they found a lawn and set up a small rug brought from home to sit and enjoy the natural ice cream while resting.

"The ice cream is delicious!" Bahar said with a smile.

"Isn't it? I like the ice cream here, and I used to have to eat it when I came to this park," says Li Tifu with a smile.

"It's been a long time since we've been to the park!" Li Tifu continued.

"Yes! You loved to come here when you were a kid, and you cried that I should bring you here at least once a week," Bahar said.

"I also remember that back then, I especially liked to let you buy me toys, not the kind that made me cry," Li Tifu said with a smile.

"Mom, I'll cry for a while, can you buy me a toy car too?!" Ahtamu said.

After hearing this, all three of them laughed.

"If you really want to cry, I'll buy you one," Li Tifu said with a smile.

"Humph! You didn't use my mother's money, didn't my mother buy me two!? Ahtamu pointed his nose and smiled.

After hearing this, they all continued to laugh again. Laughing heartily.

"The rules have changed this time, if you just laugh, I'll buy it for you, baby!" Bahar said with a smile.

"Then I'm sure I'll have a lot of toys," Ahtam said.

"You can only buy one at a time!" Bahar said.

When Ahtamu heard this, he whispered something into the ear of Li Tifu, who was sitting next to him.

"I hear you!" Bahar said with a smile.

"I whispered it, you can't hear it! Mom," Ahtam said in surprise.

Seeing Ahtam's wide-eyed and surprised face made the mother and son laugh again.

"I'm your mother! Baby, can you still hide it from me!? Bahar said.

"Brother, did you tell my mother" Aihetamu asked Li Tifu with disgust in a mischievous manner.

"Did you just tell me?" Li Tifu said excitedly and seriously.

"I have clairvoyance and ears! Baby! Bahar said with a smile.

"Okay, then I'll laugh and buy me a toy! I don't want my brother's anymore," Ahtamu said, pursing his lips.

"Hahahahaha" Li Tifu and Bahar laughed at the same time.

Ahtamu didn't know why they were laughing, so he asked, "Well, what's wrong!?" ”

"You've stepped into a trap," Mr. Lee said.

"Didn't you tell me yourself," Bahar said with a laugh. Li Tifu also laughed.

"I didn't tell you! Mom, you must have overheard," Ahtamu said, pursing his lips again.

"Didn't you just say that if you laugh, I'll buy one? I can hear you, you are telling your brother to ask him to buy you a toy too! Bahar said with a smile.

"You are my darling, and I can hear what you mean by every word of yours," Bahar said.

"Okay!" After speaking, Ahtamu put on a conquered expression.

Li Tifu looked at his younger brother so cute, his mother was so warm, and he felt warm, and he also felt a long-lost happiness.

It's not easy for Li Tifu, I haven't seen such a warm picture from the people around him for a long time.

Li Tifu is at school, and he is usually alone, eating alone, going to school alone, and going home alone.

"Li Tifu, did the school inform you to go to that school?" Bahar asked.

"County No. 1 Middle School, Mom," Li Tifu said.

"County No. 1 Middle School seems to have changed its boarding school now, I am relieved that you go to that school with your classmates, and you should be able to adapt quickly!" Bahar said.

"Mom, it's not about going to that school, it's about which school you can go to. I have an exam tomorrow, and I will see how many points I get in the exam, and then I will be assigned which school I can go to. I've already thought about going to County No. 1 Middle School. Only the top students in this school can be admitted, and those in our class—" Li Tifu did not continue when he saw Bahar's eyes and expressionless face.

"It's good that you have that kind of confidence," Bahar said with a smile.

"Do you still want ice cream?" Bahar asked, looking at the two of them.

"I still want to eat, Mom," Ahtam said with a quick hand.

Bahar saw that Li Tifu was thinking about something with his head down, and asked again but still did not answer. asked loudly again, and Li Tifu reacted.

"Hmm... Hmmm?! ”。

"It's okay!" With that, Bahar walked to the ice cream shop.

Li Tifu was thinking about the conversation just now: "Did you say something wrong?" Or the tone of speech is not good, is it a little louder, will my mother be angry, and will not talk to me again! Li Tifu was still thinking back to Bahar's expression when he spoke just now, the meaning and significance of this expression.

Bahar came over with two ice creams. Li Tifu thought that the two ice creams were eaten by his mother and Ahtamu, but Bahar stretched the ice cream in front of Li Tifu, which made Li Tifu a little surprised!

Li Tifu is too timid and cares too much about other people's opinions, and this sick personality leads to the fact that sometimes the people closest to him can't let go of their hearts and open their hearts to speak.

"Eat it quickly, it's about to melt," Bahar said.

Hearing this, Li Tifu temporarily relieved his heart and began to taste the ice cream in his hand. It's just that the moment I licked it, I suddenly thought of something, and I asked Bahar at the speed of saying like I had done something wrong, "Do you want to eat?" Mom".

"I've eaten enough, you eat!" Bahar replied with a smile.

Li Tifu still felt that he had done something wrong again, and began to blame himself for not asking his mother, so he ate the ice cream, and the more he thought about it, the more inappropriate and impolite he felt. It may be very common for a character, style of doing things and dealing with the world to be oppressed and isolated for people with weak personalities! Slowly, this kind of isolation and alienation becomes more and more frequent, and it feels like life is hopeless and clueless. As time goes by, even if he will avoid thinking twice in front of the people closest to him, he will be timid, and he will not dare to talk openly, let alone joke freely, for fear of being offended, for fear that he will not be able to reconcile in the future, and he will never pay attention to himself again.

Li Tifu still couldn't feel at ease, even if he talked to Bahar a lot, it still didn't have much effect, and that anxiety still couldn't be eliminated. Li Tifu tried his best to control his low mood from being discovered by his mother. Li Tifu also tried his best to persuade himself to be happy today as a very special day. Don't be emotional.

"It's not too early, I'll go back and make you something to eat, okay!?" Bahar said.

"Good," Ahtamu said.

Li Tifu gave a soft "um" in agreement and did not continue to speak.

The family talked and laughed on the way back, but Li Tifu just listened to it and did not interject. Even if he asked some questions and talked about some topics related to himself, Li Tifu simply said "um" and didn't speak again.

Li Tifu also wants not to think about those, but he has been isolated and fooled all the year round, and it is inevitable that some negative thoughts and negative emotions will appear in his mind. In the future, once he feels that other people's attitude towards him is not the same as usual, or his attitude towards himself is a little lighter, Li Tifu can't help but look for reasons in himself, and will blame and scold himself for saying something wrong, whether he is not good enough, even if the problem is on others. This kind of sick psychology slowly formed a very bad character in Li Tifu's heart, and finally he unconsciously entered the cycle, which was a very bad cycle.

The disadvantages brought about by personality may make people fall into a quagmire from which they cannot extricate themselves, and the more they struggle, the deeper they may fall. In the end, personality brings differences in how people behave in the world, differences in words, differences in behavior, and thus differences in ideas, which makes people more out of place, and finally may make people more marginalized.