Dr. Isar arrived at the hospital less than half an hour from home, and Dr. Isar was usually dressed very modestly and looked clean.

I am also wearing a white shirt today, my beard is clean-shaven, I can't see a bit of stubble, I have an expensive watch on my hand, and my pants have only been ironed in the morning, so I can't tell that this pants were bought the year before last, and they are the same as the new ones. As a matter of course, he wears black leather shoes on his feet.

These outfits make Dr. Isar look very energetic and temperamental.

Dr. Essar likes to drink a cup of tea first thing when he comes to the office every morning, but in recent days, Dr. Essar has been doing another important thing for him, which is to go to the hospital room first thing every morning to say a warm "good morning", and then go to his office and pick up the notebook where he usually writes some life feelings, and start to write down what he thinks and hears today.

Dr. Isar said that he hadn't touched the notebook for a long time, but that some recent events had a big impact on Dr. Isar. It was big enough for him to start doubting himself, doubting his own perception.

Dr. Essar did what he was doing these days, and when he arrived at the hospital, he did not go straight to his office, but to his room.

Dr. Essar came to Umar's room and gently pushed the doorknob, but when he pushed the door open, Dr. Asar did not see Umar, but saw the vacant bed, which was the one where Umaiel usually slew.

When Dr. Essar saw the empty ward, he didn't know how to make sense of it, so he pretended that he thought that Mr. Wumaier might have gone for a full body examination.

After saying "Morning, sir" to the hospital bed, he closed the door and walked to the nurse's office.

Pushing open the door of the nurse's office, I saw a nurse writing and simply asked, "Mr. Wumaier from Ward 304 went there for a physical examination?" ”。

The nurse may have been surprised by the sudden voice, and suddenly looked up to see that it was Dr. Isar and said, "This room was vacant this morning when I changed shifts, and I don't know where I went!?" ”

It was at this time that another nurse opened the door and came in, and the sitting nurse was the first to ask, "Hey! Do you know where to go for the patients in Ward 304? ”

"Oh! That's it! I heard that he passed away last night, and he left the hospital at almost dawn."

Hearing this, Dr. Isar stood expressionless, looking unacceptable for a while, and it seemed that these words hit Dr. Isar very hard.

The nurses called Dr. Issar's name a few times before he reacted and said "Got it" and slowly left the office.

Dr. Isar didn't know how he got to his office, so he locked the door from the inside and sat at his desk with his chin on his back and looked down to the left for a long time.

After a while, Dr. Isar shook his head as if he had woken up from his sleep, picked up the notebook in the drawer, and began to write.

Are you still gone after all!? Brother, go all the way!

I really want to cry for you, can I shed tears for you? Brothers! Do you know!? My respect for you cannot be described in words.

Writing this paragraph, Dr. Isar couldn't control his emotions, covered his eyes and began to cry, crying for about four or five minutes, then wiped away his tears and continued to write:

I still think it's better not to shed tears, you say yes, brother!

I don't think I'm really qualified to shed tears for you.

I feel that my crying will bring disrespect to you, and besides, you have all made such promises, how can I not keep my promises! How can I go against your wishes!

I don't even feel like I'm qualified to call you brother, but I know I'm not even better qualified to call you by your first name, so I'll just call you brother.

Did you know? Brothers!

How proud I am now! It's my honor to call you that, and I'm proud to know you! Brothers!.

How ignorant I was at first, brother!

I vividly remember what you said to your wife at that time.

I also overheard it.

Originally, I also went straight to my office, and I was curious how your wife would explain this unfortunate incident to you, so I secretly stood at the door of your ward, who knew that the next conversation would open my eyes, I never thought of how loving you are, how great you are.

How big of a heart do you have to accept this misfortune, you don't even blame anyone, and you don't blame your son. Seriously, when I heard what you said, my first reaction was disbelief.

Do you know?

I didn't believe you, I thought it was just casual talk.

In my cognition, anyone will complain in that situation, and will hate the person who has turned himself into that, even if it is a relative, even if it is a parent, I have seen in my life that my parents died and went to court for robbing their siblings for inheritance.

I've also seen people who did unspeakable things that shouldn't have been done for the sake of their own selfishness, and in the end they became ruined.

I thought I knew human nature very well, and I thought that you would be that kind of person, and you would do anything to make your feelings, and in the case of being made like that by others, the first thought of anyone is to find someone who has turned themselves into that, a tooth for a tooth, shouldn't people be like this?

In the end, I was wrong, brother! I was completely wrong, you completely subverted my cognition, my perception of human nature.

You said that you should not be enthusiastic in front of your children, and you want to be indifferent to each other, but this is just for the sake of your children.

My first reaction when I heard that said, do you know what it was?

Brothers!

I thought you were just bluffing, I don't think there are such people in the world, but in the end you did, oh! No, you did.

You're thinking about the problem really delicately and comprehensively.

When I saw your son coming, I wanted to verify whether you did what you said you would, whether you were bluffing, and whether my perception was correct.

Seriously, I believe I'm right by this point.

How could it be!

I even wanted to see that scene quickly and to prove myself right. After your son came, I also pointed out your son's ward. Then I watched you in the monitoring room and watched your every move.

I was amazed to see your disdainful and careless behavior towards your son!

You didn't look at the child once, didn't say a word to him, and pretended to ignore him, although I didn't hear what you were talking about, but I could feel it from the atmosphere. That's probably what makes you great! Brothers.

I saw that you cried after your son was gone. Am I really sorry for you, after all, I was beaten down by life? Alas! What a pity! A person who is strong in his life is still beaten down by life after all.

I used to be very naïve to think that people like you would only appear in movies, television, and novels. There will be no one like you in reality. Does faith exist?

I don't think it's possible!

How can there be faith in the face of human nature! Now it seems that I was wrong, I was completely wrong, very wrong.

I'm proud to know you!

Brothers!

Before you die, you are thinking about your family and your son, isn't this the most important character of a man?

I'm completely conquered by you!

I was thrilled and shocked at that moment.

Since then, I've loved eavesdropping on your conversations in your hospital room.

You have to forgive me, brother.

I know I shouldn't be like this, I shouldn't be eavesdropping on your conversations, but I can't contain my high excitement!

Your outlook on life, your outlook on love, and your attitude towards life inspire me all the time. Your attitude towards things, your fearless choices, and the five bodies that I admire have thrown to the ground!

Brother, I am shocked and admired by the way you calmly accepted your illness at the beginning, and finally calmly faced your imminent death.

Originally, as a doctor, it was my duty and responsibility to stop you and persuade you not to do that, but I chose to respect your choice.

You have made me understand that life can be lived like this, to love, to accept, to face calmly in your own way, to give unreservedly for the person you like, and even sacrifice yourself if necessary, what a noble and precious character!

You can't be forgotten brother! I promise you won't be forgotten! It is impossible for a person like you with good moral character and noble character to be buried by life, and this spirit of yours will definitely take root and sprout, enveloping every piece of land, every corner, brother!

I have loved writing and writing stories since I was a child, and I have had a childhood dream of being a writer since I was a child, hoping that more people will know me and understand me through my stories, and I hope that more people will get something that they think is worth it through my stories. I don't like you, when I was a child, I also had my own slogan, "Be strong enough to make my name sound all over the world".

I can even tell in front of many people at that time, how brave and real it was at that time. When I grew up, I faced the childhood dreams of those children who lived slowly, and when I grew up, I thought about how naïve and ridiculous it was.

Sometimes I feel ashamed when I think of saying that in front of the public, and I gradually forget the so-called dreams of my childhood.

After getting to know you, I realized that the daring to think and dare to live in my own way was not unattainable, but you slowly awakened the original and most real me in my heart. The fearless me.

I was arranged by my parents to go through one stage of my life after another since I was a child.

Elementary school!

Junior high school!

High school!

What kind of university to attend!

What kind of environment will I work in the future, my partner was also introduced to me by them.

My parents did their best to make me proud, but they didn't ask me what I really thought and how I wanted to live.

It's not that I hate my parents, but I'm grateful to my parents for giving me such a stable living environment.

It's just that my initial thoughts were overwhelmed by such arrangements again and again, and the calm and stable lifestyle made me forget my original intention, my yearning.

I was also a very naughty child when I was a child, but since I was in elementary school, I have become not only studying, but also learning, no freedom, no play.

My parents always told me that if I didn't study hard, I wouldn't be able to get into a good school, and slowly this concept was instilled in my brain, and I felt that if I couldn't get into a good school, I would be in danger and might have no future.

I went to a good university, and then my parents helped me choose my major, and I went to work naturally, and I haven't relaxed for a few years, my parents arranged a blind date for me, which is my current wife, and we met twice, and our parents arranged a wedding for us.

My parents' vision is really good, and this woman is also surprisingly good, caring and caring for me.

I then bought a house through my job, a house that belongs to us, and a car that belongs to us, and we have two children, both of whom are very lovely men and girls.

You see, brother! What a beautiful life, what a great life, what a great life, a life like a fairy tale.

You might envy me, too! I have everything a family needs, and I have successfully become a good man in the mouth of others, and I have a good family with a benchmark.

It's just that this is obviously not my favorite way of life, I have always felt that there is something missing in my life, but I have never been able to find what it is, but I am glad that I still found it.

It turns out that my life needs a passion and the courage to break the rules. My previous way of life has worn away my courage, and my stable way of life has killed my yearning.

But since I met you, I have come to understand that the way of life I have been dreaming about for a long time can really be realized. It turns out that living in your own way is just as great and proud.

I've decided, brother! I think the fire in me has been ignited, that fantasy and brave heart has been awakened, and I have decided to follow my childhood dreams.

I decided that I wanted to be a writer, and I would do whatever it took me, no matter how expensive it was. I have also decided that the name of the main character in every story I write in the future will be named after you, and that the world will not forget you, brother.

I am also determined not to let them forget you, and I will make people remember you through my excellent and touching stories.

Even if they don't remember people like me having lived, they have to remember what a great and brave man lived on this land once upon a time.

You should be a great man who is admired by others.

People in the world can't just pay attention to the life of those so-called celebrities, they should pay more attention to it, and understand that there are ordinary and great people like you in life.

My most respected brother, the world cannot forget you.