Mother and son have arrived at school. Bahar looked preoccupied and began to look carefully at the outside of the school and every corner of the school.

Every step I took looked around, as if I had never been to this school, as if it was not Li Tifu who applied for the next drop-out, but myself, and looked reluctant.

Li Tifu began to think back to the scenes and words from yesterday to the present.

Li Tifu began to feel a little anxious and began to think a lot.

That's right!

Li Tifu not only began to be anxious, but also began to have some real regrets.

What happened at home just now, and what he has done now, doesn't it tell him all the time that he was wrong!!

Whether it was his mother's fainting at home, or his mother's weak look on the road, or his mother's current behavior, it was as if to tell him that Li Tifu's approach was wrong, and even after his victory in the quarrel with his mother yesterday, the sense of pride he had gained began to become less firm.

Li Tifu also began to be shaken by this sudden thought.

But what can Li Tifu do?

It's all at the school gate, and it's happened.

You can't go back now!

Impossible!

If you have been thinking about it for a long time and decided, you can't change your decision just because of the sudden anxiety and worry in front of you.

Even if you are anxious, even if you feel that you are wrong in your practices and actions, but you feel that your original intention is right, then continue to persevere.

Isn't that how life works?

Isn't that how people are at every stage of their lives?

Even if you feel that you are doing nothing wrong, you will still have worries and concerns, but you can't give up all your efforts for the sake of momentary emotions!

Only when you really do it and taste the final result can you know whether it is sweet or bitter, maybe this is a charm of life!

It was quiet, both mother and son looked quiet, and there was no trace of sadness on one person's face, and no joy on the other's face.

The two of them just walked quietly in the school, watching their familiar surroundings.

Li Tifu led Bahar to the front and walked towards the head teacher's office, but it seemed that the head teacher was not in the office for something.

I asked another teacher sitting in the office, and it turned out to be Li Tifu's homeroom teacher who went to class.

Li Tifu asked his mother to sit in the office for a while, saying that he was going to meet his mother with the head teacher, in fact, Li Tifu could also sit in the office and wait for the head teacher, and besides, the head teacher would still return to his office after class, but Li Tifu looked at his mother's face a little uncomfortable, so he used that reason to go out and want to be quiet.

Li Tifu walked slowly to his high school class, counting the steps he took with each step.

He feels that every step he takes now is cherished and feels precious.

Yes!

Li Tifu will not belong to this school in the future, and he may not set foot on this land in the future, so now Li Tifu tries to make his pace in the school a little more and slower. The joy brought by the consent to leave the school finally came to a critical moment, and it still faded a little joy, bringing a little reluctance.

When he was two or three steps away from the door of the class, Li Tifu stopped, the door of the class was open, and the voice of the class could be clearly heard in Li Tifu's position.

It was the homeroom teacher who was teaching his class a Chinese lesson.

He was now in a state of flux, thinking about a lot of old images.

Thinking of the scene when he first came to this class, what Li Tifu had in his mind at that time was just studying hard, and what Li Tifu had in his mind at that time was only being recognized by others, and now he began to fade away from the previous naivety, and now he is about to start another way of life that he is looking forward to, and now Li Tifu doesn't care much about other people's words, all in all, Li Tifu has grown up a lot.

Li Tifu heard that the head teacher in the class seemed to call a name "Yakup".

Like Li Tifu, this classmate is a person who likes to be lively and likes to play pranks.

At that time, when Li Tifu laughed at Ai Haiti, the first person to echo was this classmate.

The homeroom teacher asked Yakupu to read the second half of the second text, and Yakupu still used his usual and hilarious voice to make the students laugh from time to time.

Li Tifu could clearly hear the laughter of his classmates as Yakupu read, and although the laughter in the serious classroom atmosphere of the head teacher had weakened a lot, Li Tifu could still hear it.

In the end, Li Tifu couldn't hold back outside, and began to laugh along.

After waiting for about ten minutes, the bell rang for the end of class, and with the bell, Li Tifu's heart kept jumping, both nervous and worried.

The class teacher did not mean to let the students leave the class and continued to attend the class.

The fourth period was also the class teacher's class, and the class teacher liked to break between classes and not let the students rest when there were two classes in a row.

The reason is that once students get out of class, they will forget the content of the first half of the class.

Li Tifu felt a little annoyed at the thought of waiting for another hour, so Li Tifu did not continue to wait.

Li Tifu first went to the homeroom teacher's office and told Bahar that he might have to wait for an hour, and told his mother that the homeroom teacher could not arrive for class now, and that he wanted to go to the school dormitory building to pack his luggage and prepare to leave the school.

After arriving at the dormitory building, Li Tifu was stopped by the dormitory administrator and could not enter.

The reason is that the dormitory building is not allowed to enter during the day, and can only enter during the specified time period at night.

Li Tifu also knew this rule, but he was about to leave the school, so he thought he could go in.

The dormitory manager told Li Tifu that if he wanted to go in during the day, he could only enter the dormitory building with the permission of the head teacher.

Li Tifu talked with the dormitory manager for a long time, saying that he would leave the school later, and he would not study in school anymore, but the dormitory administrator still did not let Li Tifu in.

Li Tifu said countless times in his heart, "Break the school!" He also celebrated that he was lucky not to come to this school in the future.

Looking at the watch, there were less than twenty minutes before the end of the fourth period, and Li Tifu quickly ran to the door of the class.

When he arrived at the class gate, Li Tifu stood less than a meter next to the class gate, waiting for the class bell to ring.

The bell rang for the end of class, and Li Tifu didn't show much nervousness this time.

Maybe the tension disappeared from the anger of not being allowed to enter the dormitory building just now!

Moreover, there was no trace of worry on Li Tifu's face.

The head teacher came out, and Li Tifu saw the head teacher and saluted as soon as he saw it.

The head teacher was a little surprised to see Li Tifu, which can be seen from the head teacher's eyes, maybe the head teacher didn't expect the meeting to meet so suddenly in such a time period!

After the salute, Li Tifu told the head teacher that his mother was in the office and was waiting for the head teacher to meet.

The head teacher didn't ask too many questions after hearing this, but walked quietly in front of Li Tifu in the direction of his office, and Li Tifu also followed behind the head teacher and walked.

Li Tifu and the head teacher were very serious on the way to the office, the head teacher would say a few jokes when he met a colleague he knew, and Li Tifu also squeezed his eyes when he saw a classmate he knew and made a "V" gesture.

It's just that the master and apprentice didn't talk to each other, and they didn't communicate.

It's as if the head teacher knew the intentions of Li Tifu and his mother, so he behaved very seriously to Li Tifu.

The head teacher arrives at the office and goes inside.

Li Tifu didn't go in, and waited outside.

Li Tifu was afraid that the teacher would know that he had mentioned it to his mother that he had paid attention to leaving the school, and he couldn't answer when he asked him the reason for leaving the school.

I can't hear any sound outside, so I can only say that the sound insulation effect of the door is more prominent.

Li Tifu waited outside like this, and could only guess the content of the conversation and the result of the conversation inside, and Li Tifu was also very confident that he would be able to leave the school successfully.

The homeroom teacher would pour tea for her mother and sit next to her by herself.

My mother would first tell the purpose of her visit, telling the class teacher that I had personally proposed the decision.

The impassioned sentences I said at that time were easy to convince my mother of those words.

When the class teacher heard this, he would admire my courage and respect my choice.

The head teacher will say that I am a real man, and I have come forward and made such a great choice in this special situation.

After that, the class teacher announced the news of my withdrawal from the school in the class, and explained the reason for my withdrawal, and the students in the class knew that I had decided to drop out of school for such a brilliant reason, and they would definitely look at me with admiration and admiration, and they would praise me, and the whole class would give me a warm applause.

Li Tifu continued to fantasize about being admired and admired by thousands of people.

I don't know how long I waited in front of the office.

The door opened suddenly, and the head teacher came out of the office alone, and the head teacher's eyes didn't show any admiration, admiration, or even a little emotion, only cold, expressionless eyes and faces, and walked away after glancing at Li Tifu.

Li Tifu didn't think about the meaning of the teacher's expression, nor did he pay too much attention to the meaning expressed by the head teacher's eyes, he just waited for his mother very calmly, thinking that Bahar came out of the office.

After about two minutes, Bahar still didn't come out, and then Li Tifu went in on his own.

Li Tifu learned from Bahar that the head teacher had gone to the dean's office.

Bahar said that he had filled out a withdrawal form, which the class teacher had brought to the dean of education to stamp and then leave the school.

When Li Tifu heard this, he didn't say how happy he was.

His face was filled with a smile brought by success, and he couldn't close his mouth, but he didn't smile when he saw Bahar's serious and calm eyes.

Li Tifu talked a lot to Bahar in the office, but Bahar didn't seem to have the heart to listen, and looked preoccupied, just looking out the window with a serious face.

Li Tifu continued to speak his words, not paying any attention to what the seriousness on Bahar's face meant, and what kind of mentality and mood it represented.

The head teacher came in, and Li Tifu hurriedly put away the happy attitude and the smile on his face just now, and put on a serious expression.

The head teacher sat down in his seat and took out the application form from his bag and asked Bahar and Li Tifu to sign it.

Li Tifu saw that there was already a chapter on the application form, and his heart was full of joy, and he quickly signed his name.

The head teacher told them that it was all right! Bahar didn't say much, just said a few kind words and thank you and went out.

Li Tifu saw Bahar walking outside, and after saying goodbye to the head teacher, he left the office.

When I got outside, I realized that I didn't have the consent form to enter the dormitory, so I turned around and walked to the office.

Li Tifu knocked on the door, and the head teacher let him in. The head teacher was still sitting in the office with a serious face, looking like he had something on his mind.

Li Tifu said the purpose of his visit, and the head teacher heard it and rummaged through the drawer and took out a piece of paper, which was a letter of consent to enter the dormitory.

The homeroom teacher signed his name underneath the paper.

The head teacher handed the consent form to Li Tifu, and Li Tifu said, "Thank you!" He turned and walked in the direction of the door.

The teacher suddenly called Li Tifu's name.

After hearing this, Li Tifu suddenly turned around and looked at the head teacher, and he could see that he was really frightened.

Maybe it's because I was frightened by the serious atmosphere around me.,Besides, in that atmosphere, the head teacher was suddenly called by his name.,Everyone is worried.。

Li Tifu trembled slightly and said:

"Hmmm! ... Teacher".

"I haven't eaten at noon, can you pack a meal for me?"

The head teacher said.

The head teacher still put on a very serious face during the whole process of speaking, and his expression was never gentle.

This made Li Tifu very uncomfortable, and he wanted to leave this secluded environment quickly.

On the other hand, he felt that he was going to leave this school, and who knew if he could meet the head teacher again in the future, and thought about being filial to the teacher for the last time, so Li Tifu agreed without thinking about hearing the head teacher's words.

Li Tifu left the office, went to Bahar's side, and decided that the mother and son would go to lunch, and Li Tifu also brought food to the head teacher by the way.

Bahar took him to a cafeteria near the school.

Li Tifu packed a ramen and motioned for his mother to order the food first, and he would come over to eat it after he finished delivering the food to the head teacher.

I met many classmates along the way, and Li Tifu said goodbye to each of them affectionately and sent his most sincere blessings.

Li Tifu met the male classmates with his most sincere and affectionate hug to say goodbye, and would chat a few words, and would also relish his expectations for the future and his views on the future.

Although Li Tifu, a female classmate, couldn't say a few words, he would also use a smile to relieve the embarrassing atmosphere, and also used a smile to express his feelings for those female classmates.

Although he can't give affectionate hugs like boys, Li Tifu is still very content.

Although Li Tifu did not say a word to some female classmates in the class in high school, and even did not make eye contact with some female classmates once, Li Tifu was reluctant at this moment, and Li Tifu was very sad!

Because once some people are separated, it may be for a lifetime.

Li Tifu tried his best to express himself with his weak courage and express his feelings for his classmates, and he was content with even a simple smile.

Smile! Smile, how many wishes have you expressed!

Li Tifu knocked on the door and entered the office with the permission of the people inside.

Inside, a young female teacher sitting at her desk was munching on melon seeds, telling him that Li Tifu's homeroom teacher was not in the office.

The female teacher told him that his homeroom teacher had just said that he was going to the bathroom and went out.

Li Tifu sat in the office and waited for the arrival of the head teacher, and then wanted to say goodbye and leave.

After ten minutes of waiting, the head teacher still didn't come in.

Li Tifu thought about it and decided to leave, he felt that saying goodbye to the head teacher or not saying goodbye didn't seem to make much difference to him, Li Tifu felt that he had to leave anyway, so he felt that it didn't matter.

After that, he put the meal on the desk of the head teacher, and left quietly.

After leaving the office, I didn't know why I walked and walked, and suddenly I cried.

The excitement of leaving suddenly turns into the sadness of parting.

Li Tifu covered his eyes and quickly ran to a corner, and began to cry bitterly.

Li Tifu is really reluctant to go to school this time, and he may have had some dislike for school before, but at this moment, Li Tifu is really reluctant to leave school.

Yes!

The joy of the classmates in the school can no longer be heard, nor can the noise during the end of the class be heard, nor can the concern hidden under the stern exterior of the teacher.

Thinking of this, Li Tifu's crying intensified.

Alas! School is such a magical and strange place.

You can't feel the warmth of it in his arms, but once you leave his arms and feel the cold breath outside, you will find that it is not that the school has no temperature, but that you did not pay too much attention to it before.

When you are in school, you will find the class boring and hate, hate him, and want to make the class time pass faster, so that you can go out more during the end of the class, go out to have more fun, and even want to graduate soon.

When you are about to leave, you will find that you can't live without it, and you even want to race against time to fight for every minute of school, want to stay in school longer, and you will be very content even for a second.

Finally, when you are really gone, you will slowly miss it, you will slowly miss it, remember the sense of security that school brings, miss the joy and contentment that school brings.

Li Tifu cried for a long, long time, and finally decided to go back to the office and wait for the head teacher until the head teacher came back, and then said goodbye to the head teacher affectionately.

Li Tifu returned to the office the same way, this time Li Tifu thought that the head teacher was not there, coupled with his unpredictable mood at this moment, so he rushed into the office without knocking on the door.

Who knew that the head teacher was sitting in the office, and Li Tifu saw that the head teacher didn't know how to speak for a while.

The head teacher spoke first and said, "Thank you for your meal!" Li Tifu".

Li Tifu didn't know what to say for a while, so he replied, "No... All right! Teacher".

"Come, how much!?"

The head teacher smiled.

This long-lost smile brought Li Tifu full of ecstasy, and what Li Tifu had been looking forward to was the smile of the head teacher, and he finally waited!

Li Tifu feels that he has no big regrets now, and getting the smile of the head teacher means that he has been blessed.

"It's okay! Teacher, then I'm leaving! ”

Li Tifu smiled and turned to leave.

Li Tifu came to the restaurant to eat with Bahar, and after eating, Li Tifu grabbed Bahar to pay for the meal, and told Bahar that he was already an adult, and he would support his mother in the future.

After eating, Li Tifu wanted Bahar to go first, so he went into the dormitory to pack his luggage and go back.

After sending Bahar off, he took the consent letter given by the head teacher and entered the door of the school dormitory.

I went to the dormitory to pack my clothes and put my luggage, took the basic daily necessities, and set off with my suitcase.

In fact, Li Tifu doesn't bring many things, and the clothes he doesn't wear are brought back when he goes home every week, and the things he doesn't need will also be put at home, so it is easy and convenient to pack his luggage.

On the way home, Li Tifu was very excited, but also a little unwilling.

What to do?

Although in Li Tifu's view, life after leaving school will bring Li Tifu's endless hopes and fantasies, but for the classmates who share weal and woe together, the school that gives warmth and childlike nostalgia, and the homeroom teacher who nagged on the podium every time, Li Tifu was reluctant.

While pulling his suitcase and leaving the school gate, he silently recited "There will be a date later" in his heart.