The first day you leave

Go all the way! I don't know how to describe my mood and feeling right now, my mind is blank right now.

I want to praise you with the most beautiful words in the world, sing praises and praise for sending you on your last journey, but I can't think of it now, I'm really embarrassed, be careful on the road.

The only thing I can do is keep my promises, that's all.

It's just that I don't know if I can keep our agreement, and I don't know if I can accept your departure.

I look at you struggling in pain, and I feel distressed and sad.

I've had the urge to call a doctor, and I can't just watch you torture and suffer.

But I thought about it carefully, no matter how painful I was, I couldn't let all your arrangements and efforts go to waste!

Besides, my pain in the face of your pain is not worth mentioning, and I know it very well.

So in the end, instead of calling a doctor, I chose to respect you.

When you said that choosing me was the best choice you ever made, I didn't react or answer you positively.

Now I am proud to tell you that marrying you is also the most accurate choice I have ever made in my life, and the time I spent with you is also the most wonderful stage of my life.

Because you and I have never envied anyone, and certainly I will not envy anyone.

Because of you, I don't have any regrets in my life.

How proud I am, how happy!

Good! I promise you. I will keep my promise until the end.

You want me to do the same, right? I also promise you that I will not only act in front of my children, but I will also act in front of anyone as if nothing has happened.

Because I know that there are no absolutes in anything, and as you said, there can be no flaws.

If I don't do this, if the children hear from other people, or accidentally see me sad, I am in pain and tears, they will definitely be suspicious, they will doubt me, I can't pay for nothing, so I have to think about it comprehensively, right?

That's what you taught me, and I'm sure you should want me to do the same.

You go first! Don't wait for me, I may be a few decades late, you don't have to worry about it here, with me, you can leave with peace of mind!

And the last time you said "I love you" to me, do you know how happy I was?

In fact, I also have a sentence that I want to say to you, "I love you too", although this sentence can not tell you in front of you, which is true and one of my regrets to you, but I am already satisfied.

It may feel old-fashioned in the eyes of others to say such things to people of our age, but I still want to tell you, thank you!

"I love you"

Go all the way and be careful on the road.

Dead, who died!

Li Tifu calculated that the first and last days of writing were exactly six years, and he thought that this time period happened to be the time period when his father died.

It's just that Li Tifu doesn't know if the last day is today, and the first day is not the day his father passed away.

If so, this passage must have been written by his mother for his father.

But Li Tifu was not sure whether the first day he wrote was the day his father died, and whether the last day was referring to today.

Li Tifu still couldn't believe that his mother would write such a thing.

Li Tifu is really stunned and amazed now.

In his cognition and subconsciously, his mother is a person who does not love his father, does not support his father, and has no sense of responsibility.

Although Li Tifu was surprised and confused, he didn't think too much, because he wanted to continue reading, and he could only find the answer by continuing to read, and his curiosity had already made him eager to turn the next page quickly.

Li Tifu opened a new page and began to read on:

The day after you left

It should be uncomfortable for you to lie there!

It must be very uncomfortable!

After they washed you, they said they were going to put you in the coffin, and I said "yes".

After a while, someone came and said that you were too big to fit in a coffin, and that you needed to break your leg and plug it.

Did I say it didn't fit into your coffin?

They told me that not at the moment!

I heard this and had to promise them.

Just do you know how sad I was when they said that?

But I had to pretend to be poised, because I still had to keep our promises!

I promised you, so even if the children are not with me, even if others think I have no feelings, I will finish this play completely and perfectly, I promise!

You won't feel lonely lying there, I'm sure I'll visit you every day, and I'll be with you someday!

How nice!

I'm looking forward to the thought of seeing each other again!

And you see, the next time we meet is forever, there is no deadline, there is no time limit, you see how good, I look forward to it.

That's right!

You don't want to feel lonely or bored over there, just find another woman.

I'm really going to be angry, and you don't want to be too intimate with the women there, I'm going to be angry too!

I only allow you to talk to them, and I will not object to that, but you must not have crooked thoughts, you know?

If I find out that you have done any of the requests I just made, I will not let you go, and I will settle accounts with you. Got it?!

The last thing I want to say is that you finally have a peaceful rest, and I'm glad for you.

Thanks for having you!

Go all the way!

"Kids, why do you say that?"

Li Tifu is even more ignorant now, because until now he doesn't know who wrote these words, who these are written for, and who died, these are still an unknown in Li Tifu's opinion, and now after reading the second day, Li Tifu is now even more confused, and there are a lot more reasons in his mind.

Although he didn't know who was dying, he didn't know who wrote it, and there were 100,000 whys in his mind, but he was still deeply moved by the content and the facts that happened, and was moved by those brave spirits, unyielding promises, and their love.