The 195th day of your departure.

This kid has grown up!

Li Tifu came back from school today and told me that he was leaving school.

Originally, I was refusing and resolutely rejected him, and I was very angry.

Later, I found out that Li Tifu was right, and I should support his choice.

You say yes, Wumaier!

This kid thinks as well and thoughtfully as you do.

I'm really happy!

As this kid said, I can't just think about the present, I should look far ahead.

I may be too obsessed with the present and neglect the future.

This child's words completely woke me up and made me know myself again.

That's right, too!

I have to admit myself and my abilities.

I can't just go it alone, I should also accept real life.

This kid said it so well, how can I afford the expenses of my family with my salary of 300 raised!

How can it be possible to meet the needs of children?

And these children will grow up, and Ahtamu will still have to go to school!

I have accepted a lot now, and I can only support this child, although I am a little unwilling in my heart, but what else can I do!

The ability is there, and what Li Tifu said is the truth, the ironclad fact, I have to accept this reality.

I'm sorry for you father and son, and I couldn't keep the children studying.

I can only pay off this big debt in the next life.

"You don't have a debt mother, you don't have a debt at all, I owe you, it's me, not you!"

"Why am I arguing with you? Why did I say those things to you? Mother, why don't I understand your feelings, why don't I think about the consequences of those words on you, why don't I think about how selfish and shameless I was in the first place! Mother! For the sake of yourself, for your own feelings, to break your heart, I, an unfilial and despicable person, really shouldn't be a mother's child like you, a real mother, this is my true thought, why is a person as good as you in life so wronged, why is there a shameless child like me. Hi! I can't forgive myself! ”

Li Tifu cried even more embarrassed, and cursed himself countless times in his heart.

The 196th day of your departure.

Do you say I don't think about the children? Am I not thinking about the children? Well?! Umaier.

Today I went to the school to talk to the head teacher of Li Tifu.

It was about Li Tifu's withdrawal from school, and Li Tifu's homeroom teacher told me why I didn't stop Li Tifu and why I was so irresponsible.

Tell me, don't I really care about Li Tifu?

Don't I want a future for my children?

Don't want them to get better?

I think more than anyone else I want them to be better and have a happier life.

All I choose to respect is the choice of Lee Tifu.

Alas! I thought about it a lot last night and didn't sleep all night.

Why is life so vicious to us, why does this happen to us?

I don't understand, I can accept it, but I really don't understand, you know!

It's true!

There really is a way of life that we aspire to, and there are some people who have really come to that life, but I wonder why not us.

I'm confused, and I'm unwilling.

Maybe that's life!

Sometimes it's impossible to figure out his mysteries, and sometimes life gives us an unexpected gift that we all have.

I'm looking forward to, Omaier, I'm looking forward to that gift coming to us, people are really sometimes powerless, sometimes even powerless, but what else can be done!

We must not continue to complain about the misfortunes that life has brought to us, the injustices it has brought to us!

I don't think so, I can't continue to complain, I can't continue to resent life.

Although many times we are passive in front of life, I also believe that after the darkness, there will definitely be a dawn waiting for us.

I also believe that we should not continue to complain, but should love life more so that we can avoid greater encounters and misfortunes in the future.

Isn't it?

The 197th day of your departure.

Today I got a job for Li Tifu, and I was satisfied to see his satisfied smile.

Li Tifu smiled happily when he read this, and smiled from the bottom of his heart.

Thank you! Mother, I have found such a good job, thank you mother for providing me with such a good opportunity, such a good platform, but I am not satisfied, and bite you instead, I am really not a good child, I will use my life's years to slowly accompany you, repay your efforts, I will not only use my mouth to give you verbal promises, I will also use my hands, my feet, my heart, my mind to give you promises, I am willing to use the rest of my life to slowly repay the love you give me.

Thank you so much, Mother!!