CHAPTER XLVI

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Tonight night was obviously a very painful process for Li Tifu.

Li Tifu was the happiest and most unfortunate on this night.

Knowing his father's deeds and seeing his mother's choice and dedication, Li Tifu felt admiration and happiness from the bottom of his heart, but his biggest regret was that he knew it very late.

Li Tifu didn't sleep all night, sitting at his desk, there was also a notebook from last time on the table, Li Tifu looked at the notebook, sank into deep contemplation, reviewed the bits and pieces of the past, recalled every picture and scene in the past, and had thousands of thoughts, and his heart was called a mixed taste.

Before dawn, Li Tifu wrote some words on the blank page in his notebook, and tore the page completely off when he finished writing.

He folded the torn page neatly into a small square and carefully stuffed it into his pocket.

After putting on his shoes, Li Tifu walked carefully through the living room with light steps, afraid of waking his mother in the morning.

After coming out of the house, Li Tifu walked in the direction of the nostalgic cemetery.

Although the cemetery was a little farther away from home, Li Tifu still wanted to walk.

When I walked to an invitation shop on the way, I bought a greeting card with a pattern printed on it, picked up the piece of paper that had been folded into small squares at home from my pocket, and gently stuffed it into the greeting card and put it in my pocket.

After walking for about forty-five minutes, Li Tifu arrived at the nostalgic cemetery.

Li Tifu's mentality and feelings when he came to the cemetery this time were completely different from the previous two times, and Li Tifu came this time with awe and admiration for his father, respect for his mother, and prayers.

Father!

Li Tifu said in a steady and mature tone, there was no sadness or joy in his eyes, just a faint expression, steady eyes, and a steady posture standing in front of Wumer's tombstone.

Here I am, Father!

I didn't wake you up in the morning!

Actually, I don't want to come over early in the morning to wake you up, but I really can't wait to see you, father!

I'm excited, I'm excited, and now my whole body is happy and proud, I didn't sleep all night last night, you know why?

Father!

I think you already know, so you don't have to continue to hide from me, I already know, your choice, your dedication, your selfless dedication, your involuntary body, your inability to choose, I know it all.

Thank you, Father!

Thank you from the bottom of my heart!

I am proud to be your son, and I am proud to be your loved ones.

I really want to use the best and most beautiful words to describe you in the world now, but I'm a poor person and I haven't read much, so I may not be able to describe you in the most beautiful words, and I really have to admit that.

How ignorant and stupid I was!

I didn't know you did so much for me, and I didn't know about it.

The last time I came to see you, I was still very naïve to tell you, what I have forgiven you, I don't hate you anymore, ridiculous, ridiculous, how ignorant I am!

I really don't understand the essence of things, and I will only insist on going my own way and only evaluate from the surface of a thing.

Alas!

If only I had learned a little more about you at that time, there would have been no such funny and tragic thing.

When Li Tifu said this, he couldn't control his emotions anymore, his eyes were already red, and his eyes were already full of tears, but Li Tifu couldn't hold back himself and didn't let the tears flow out of his eyes!

In the end, Li Tifu couldn't help it, sat on the ground and began to cry, crying sadly and embarrassed.

Li Tifu cried for a long, long time, and this was the first time in five years that Li Tifu had cried.

Just like Andy Lau's song sings, "It's not a sin for a man to cry and cry", and now Li Tifu lacks such wailing and crying, venting his inner pain, sadness, joy, sadness and other emotions, only in this way can he cheer up again.

Because I still believe that crying brings strength, crying brings courage, the courage to accept, the courage to accept my imperfections. In a word, after the storm, there must be a rainbow.

Li Tifu stopped crying and looked at Umar's tombstone with deep eyes.

Alas!

Li Tifu sighed deeply and began his own words.

I didn't expect that!

I always misunderstand the essence of things, either misunderstanding you or misunderstanding my mother.

Do you know?

I would even point the finger at my mother for the sake of my own thoughts, blame her for all the faults, and even see him as the culprit of the whole thing, I am really an idiot!

How selfless and great Mother is!

I treated him like that, but my mother still used her selfless love to give me love, give me companionship, and give me his truest love, what a great mother!

I really feel very blessed and it's really good that I was born into this family.

We father and son are really blessed, and we are so proud to have such a mother and wife.

Father, you have such a vision!

I hope that in the future I will have two children, one is a boy and the other is a girl, of course the boy is the eldest son.

My son's name, I'll call your name, father!

My daughter's name, my mother's name, so that we can be reunited as a family.

Oh!

That's right!

And Ahtamu, I still need a son, and it's not right, I'm wrong.

Ay!

I'm really confused!

I'm still alive and I've been thinking about naming my kids after him, and I'm really a nasty bad guy. The four of us will be reunited.

This time, I will protect you and raise you, and you can always be by my mother's side, and you can also protect her. What a good ending, what a family, what a good inheritance, I love you!

Li Tifu smiled meaningfully after speaking, and it could be seen that Li Tifu was very happy and happy.

Li Tifu talked with his father for a long, long time, and Li Tifu said what he thought and heard in his heart without reservation, and he was excited, repentant, grateful, and laughing, what a great conversation!

Father!

I also heard that you have a pact with your mother that you must not shed tears or grieve in front of me and Ahtam, and I know that.

Good!

I also give you a promise, and this promise can only be known to us father and son, and cannot be heard by outsiders, especially my mother. I promise you, Father!

I'll never cry again, never complain again, never give up on myself again.

I will not complain even if there are great challenges, difficulties and setbacks in life, father!

I will find a way to overcome him, and I will find a way to solve the problem, instead of complaining.

When I go back, I'll apologize to our new class president, apologize for my rudeness, and apologize for not going to work tonight for no reason.

Give them my sincerest explanation until they get their forgiveness.

I believe that even if I don't get the opportunity now, I will definitely get the opportunity in the future, and I will definitely achieve my ideals in the future, and I will never lose myself again, father!

I will not give up on myself, as long as I can have a good faith, I will definitely strip out and be reborn.

I believe!

I will also spend the rest of my years with my mother day after day.

From now on, I will never have the urge to leave my mother and blame her.

I will not leave my mother for half a step, I will hold my mother's hand tightly, so that he does not feel lonely, does not let him feel lonely, and does not let him feel disappointed.

I will make up for my mistakes, make up for my mother's mistakes.

Father, it's time for me to go.

Well!

Where am I going, you ask?

Of course, I went home, and my mother was waiting for me at home alone cooking hot and delicious meals!

I want to go back to my mother so that he doesn't feel lonely!

I'm hungry, Dad!

I haven't eaten since yesterday.

That's right!

I've got to work tonight!

I didn't sleep all night last night, I was so sleepy, so tired.

After Li Tifu finished speaking, he turned around and left, but before he had finished two steps, he turned around and took out the greeting card from his pocket, exposed half of the note in the greeting card, put it on Wumaier's tombstone, and said:

Alas!

I'm so stupid that I almost forgot, Father!

This invitation is for you, I wrote it myself, I hope you don't refuse me, and I believe you won't refuse me.

Invitations

Dear Father,

I sincerely hope that you can be born in our family as a descendant in the future, and I hope to spend the next few years with you to make up for your unfilial piety and misunderstanding. I hope you can give me this opportunity, I hope for it!!!

Time: Future

Location: Our home