Li Tang sat in front of the camera, the wound on his forehead that was hit by Xiaopang with an arm force device had scabbed, and there were still wounds on his lips that adhered to the skin when the sealing tape was torn off, and the color had begun to darken.

These are all details, for example, when Li Tang first started to confront Xiaopang, the wound on his forehead was red and swollen, and the wound was still oozing blood, and the wound was gradually healing as time passed.

Details are the most basic thing for the success or failure of a movie, and if you don't even pay attention to details, then the quality of the movie can be imagined. Maybe he had seen too many goofs in his previous life, so when Li Tang was able to make his own decisions, he emphasized the details from the beginning.

"Brother Li, is it okay?"

The executive director asked, standing next to the camera.

Li Tang just recited all the lines silently in his heart, including the tone and expression of his speech, and made sure that there was no problem, took a deep breath, and nodded at the executive director.

"Okay, ready...... Begin! ”

In the shot, Li Tang's eyes did not look directly at the camera, his eyes were inclined downward, his head was slightly tilted, and his face was calm.

At this time, Fan Xiaopang stood behind the camera and helped with words: "Why are you doing this?" ”

"Why is that? Are you asking me why I killed your parents? ”

A trace of mockery flashed on Li Tang's face, and then he fell into deep thought, and after a pause of two seconds, he said thoughtfully: "How can I explain it to you?" ”

Immediately afterwards, he said in an affirmative tone: "But I'm definitely not here to steal." The watch was right on the table, and I took it handily, but I wasn't there to steal. ”

Saying that, he raised his eyebrows and said with a little pride: "I am not a petty thief, I have had ideals since I was a child, I am very brave and know how to be self-disciplined." Later, I was ashamed of stealing things, and I felt that it was detrimental to my character, and I was angry about it, so I gave them away casually. In addition to that watch, there is also this silver picture frame......"

He let out a long sigh of relief, as if the thing had been given away, and the stain of the thief on his body had been removed.

Then he muttered, "How am I going to explain this to you?" ”

What to explain?

Of course, why did they kill Xiao Ke's parents.

He pondered for a moment and said, "This is the power of hatred......"

After a pause for a second, his face slowly turned gloomy: "I hate you, I hate you very much!" Your house is too big, and there is a yard. Flowers were planted in the yard, and a large iron gate was installed. Your dad wears a watch all day, and your mom wears powder and pajamas. ”

"That night, the iron gate of your house was smashed, and I walked in as I passed by your yard. The flowers in the yard were plucked, and that was what we did that afternoon. We beat them and made them kneel on broken glass. I suddenly wanted to see what they looked like now? ”

At this point, he showed a hint of cruelty on his face, and then recalled: "Your father seems to have recognized me, and when he saw that I was sweating profusely, he asked me, 'Would you like to drink some water?' It was as if nothing had happened in the afternoon. I'm so angry...... Your mom she's asleep, she's sleeping so quietly, she's still wearing that pajamas? I didn't want to give her an extra knife, and when I left, everyone made up for it. ”

His tone is very calm, as if he is telling an ordinary past, which makes people can't help but feel creepy when they hear it.

Xiaopang looked at Mr. Li with a calm expression on the other side, and suddenly felt a kind of fear, and goosebumps rose.

At this time, the executive director next to her pulled her clothes, and she came to her senses at this time, and hurriedly said in a low and slow tone: "How old were you then?" ”

"Thirteen years old, I'm in elementary school."

"When you knew my sister, did you know who she was?"

Hearing this question, Li Tang showed a smug smile on his face, shook his head and said, "Of course I know, otherwise why would I marry her?" Your sister was always dressed cleanly when she was a child, and she walked so arrogantly that no one paid attention to her, and she hurt me deeply. I thought I had to get revenge on her! Now, she is there for me every day and she is pregnant with my child......"

After smirking smugly, his expression became fanatical: "You know, this is the power of hatred. This strength is innate and especially tenacious! But I don't feel like I'm a victim. Now everyone says that, as if it is objective and humane. Every person who has done all the bad things says that he is the real victim when he is exposed. But even in those days, not everyone could choose to kill others. Some people would rather be killed by others than have the ability to choose to kill others. Because they are kind. ”

"But for me at that time, it was nothing at all, what was it to kill someone? I'm ideal, you know? You may think I'm bad-hearted, ugly, cruel, and uneducated, but I have dreams. I'm not a vulgar person, a person who doesn't think. I want to change the world, I just was born in the wrong era! Do you understand? I was born in the wrong era! ”

This line clearly bears the shadow of scarred literature.

When Li Tang was writing a biography of the character at that time, according to the memory of the original body, he believed that He Wei should be a descendant of the people of northern Jiangsu who grew up in Sanwan and one lane. At that time, the people of northern Jiangsu in that area were synonymous with the lowest group of people, and many of them had been working as coolies or running water transportation since before liberation.

Their lives are extremely difficult, they live in shanty towns, and as the population grows, it is common for a family of six or seven to be crammed into a dilapidated house of less than 10 square meters.

That's why he hated those who lived in the new bungalows with gardens in the upper corners. Xiao Feng and Xiao Ke's family should be an intellectual family born as capitalists. Wearing a watch and pajamas are labels for superior people.

And generally people in this kind of family love to be clean, and those children who live in the lower corner, do not pay attention to hygiene, and are dirty are respectful.

It may be in one school, but it's clear.

And He Wei probably grew up in a single-parent family, and his father drowned at a very young age because of running transportation, and it was common for people to drown on the water at that time. His mother took him alone, and it was difficult for a woman at the bottom of northern Jiangsu to find her other half with a drag oil bottle in that era, and it was precisely because of the oil bottle with him, and the fact that he was most likely illiterate, and his life was very difficult, and the oil bottle often became a punching bag. It is also these factors of the original family that have developed He Wei's cruel, perverse, and gloomy character.

Why did he suffer Xiao Ke's family, it was because of envy and jealousy. At the same time, he is very eager to be like them, so he emphasizes that he has ideals, courage and self-discipline.

According to the time background explained in the play, He Wei should have been born in the first half of the sixties, and he happened to encounter a special era when he was in school, and he couldn't change his fate by reading in that era, so he repeatedly emphasized that he was born in the wrong era.

The camera is still working on the sand.

After Li Tang in the camera was excited, his tone became weaker, and his body trembled slightly: "But I'm also afraid, I'm very scared, I have nightmares at night, and I feel shameful about my behavior." For a while, I even thought it would be nice if all this was found out like this, at least I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. Now ......"

At this moment, he became relaxed and said, "All this pain is over. At least I don't have to be scared anymore, I don't have to be afraid of you, I don't have to be afraid of your sister, I don't have to worry about what you care about, I don't have to worry about whether you suspect me. ”

After the relaxation, he calmed down again: "Xiao Feng, she has changed me, really." Life between us was peaceful, and she changed me. I remember one time before I got married, she took me to have my teeth extracted......"

"It was a very hot afternoon, I remember the hospital, I remember the doctor, he was pulling my teeth and smoking a cigarette," he recalled. I lay there, I couldn't move, I opened my mouth, and I watched as the ash fell into my mouth. I opened my mouth wide and my eyes rolled, and I was terrified......"

His lips trembled, and his voice was choked up, "I saw your sister, she was standing there." I saw her like a lifesaver. Since then I have relied on her with all my heart, and I have been changed by her......"

His tone became agitated again: "I'm starting to feel good about kindness!" I'm starting to feel like straight teeth are good! I'm not repenting, I'm not atoning for my sins, I'm just feeling good about being kind! I'm in love with what I used to hate, you know? ”

"When I lay in bed in the dead of night, I wanted to talk to my younger self. My life with your sister is peaceful, we are happy, I have been changed, I have become vulgarized. And I'm in love with all this, I'm nostalgic for everything that has been vulgarized, I'm dependent on everything that has been vulgarized......"

After the excitement, he was deeply lost, his eyes looked down obliquely, and his tone slowed down with a heavy heart: "And now, all this has been ruined by you, you have ruined it all!" Are you satisfied? Do you really feel everything you imagined, are you satisfied? ”

In the camera, his eyes are sad, and his lips tremble slightly......

After a long while, I heard Cheng Er shouting: "Stop, it's over!" ”

At this time, Li Tang was like a deflated ball, his tense body suddenly collapsed on the chair, panting heavily.

Just kidding, this seven-minute monologue was done in one go, which greatly consumed energy and physical strength, and he didn't even have the strength to stand up at this point.

When he took the water handed over by Zeng Jia, and poured most of the bottle, he looked left and right, and before he knew it, all the staff on the scene were surrounded, and Cheng Er came over and handed him a loudspeaker.

Li Tang only reacted at this time, but he didn't reach out to pick it up, shook his head and said, "It's better for you to come." ”

"Brother Li, come here!"

Cheng Er stubbornly handed the loudspeaker closer and handed it to him.

"You're the director, you're coming."

Li Tang still refused.

"Brother Li......"

Before Cheng Er finished speaking, one hand snatched the megaphone in his hand. I saw Xiaopang jump onto a toolbox, glanced around everyone, picked up the loudspeaker and shouted: "I announce that "The Third Man" is finished! ”

First update!

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