Chapter 3: Interlude II: Crimson Violin

She returned to her bedroom with a slight sense of satisfaction. Every time I was soothed by the waves of consciousness that Leora emanated with a sense of loneliness, it always was.

But what followed was an even greater emptiness.

Safiel often used sarcasm to hide her desires, whether it was a drought that could not quench her thirst, or the flickering flash that pierced the black abode to which she was accustomed. From the moment she began to realize that she was completely different from those normal lives, the bottom line of life and the survival rope were cut by her screams at the same time.

She also couldn't understand how she had come into existence, how she had ended up in what seemed to be the closest thing to eternity. Until the age of fifteen, she was a "long-distance displacement superpower of intermittent mania", and lived in a ward with superalloy walls and a super-strong electron beam on the outside, preventing her from being able to be shot by her frenzied thoughts and thus leaving no bones left. Except for her and the walls, the world is a never-ending black wave of pain. Until Leora finds her.

Leora, in a mood close to love, led her to the palace and tried to communicate with her heart to inform Saphir of all that was going on.

Thinking of what had happened to her first, Safiel felt a sense of pride that bordered on pity. During their first conversation, Leora told her something that became the key word that allowed her to get out of the hopeless swamp.

"I have probed all kinds of minds, they are like different flowers, although they have their own merits, they do not depart from a certain basic structure—the surface of consciousness floats with a layer of light defensive thoughts, and then the usual flow of thoughts underneath, and finally the dark belt is a chaotic but huge subconscious stream that even I cannot fully taste. But your mind is a grave devoid of corpses, and your unconscious is like a dead mountain and stagnant water in a black hole, and I can't help but be touched by your death and illness. ”

Later, she learned from Sigana that Leora had never fallen asleep so tiredly, as if the result of communicating with her was to invite the black hole in, which was completely emptied.

Safiel didn't know that in addition to the "hollowness" in her original heart, there was also a "thorn" of doubt and anxiety. The first time he entered, Leoraka was forced to use the "karmic fire" fluctuations to help him and Safiel fight a crumbling steel rope on the cliff.

Safier's feelings for Leora are so complicated that even she herself can't help frowning and snickering at the same time. Whenever she tried to get close to Leora, there was always the urge to surrender everything to the other party, but after the whirlwind, there was an equal amount of boredom and anxiety, two fluctuations that emerged from each other in response to the end of the world.

There are four members of the spaceship, but Safiel always ignores Cabe.

This feeling is not even due to any sense of hostility, but to the natural restraint between her and Cabe. Perhaps, a low-temperature python crouching in the sand of the Black Death Star will not have any hostility towards a sun-facing butterfly blooming under the scorching sun, only the purest non-conspiracies.

Cabe's light only made Safiel more and more lonely. For the sake of her own quiet, Safiel couldn't help but treat Cabe with an attitude of near-indifference. However, they have developed an indescribable reverse symbiotic structure.

She wanted to sleep, and although it wasn't supposed to be a living rest, there were still two galactic distances left on the day it was her turn to navigate!

At this point, it's time for Leora and Cabe to swap navigation. Safier suddenly thought that Cabe, who was in black and white contrast with herself, like the shadow of light and the desert of water, how did she look at their old stars, their endless lives, and all this past?