Chapter 57: It's hard to suppress again

Jiang Qian's brain was confused, Lu Qingshi's hand on her shoulder was forced, her finger bones hurt, she didn't know what she was doing, but her brother's arms were too familiar and too warm, in a trance, she felt as if she was just the sister who was asleep, she was taken home by Lu Qingshi and panicked to the point that she was at a loss and cried every night, she was attached to her brother's arms, only in his arms could she find that little sense of security that could make her fall asleep, but her brother wanted to push her away.

She was extremely aggrieved, tears fell in her sleep, and when Lu Qingshi wanted to put her down again, she pouted, stretched out her hand to hook his neck, pitifully leaned her little body back, and buried her head in his neck, "Brother, I'm obedient...... Don't push me away......"

Lu Qingshi, "......"

It was quiet in the taxi. www.

In this season, there is no heating and air conditioning in the car, which is a little cool.

But the coolness that brushed her arm was replaced by the heat in her chest for a moment.

It was his momentary silence that gave her courage, her body shrunk into his arms, and the slender and straight legs under the skirt also bent up, pressing against his black trousers, pressing out a tangled fold or two.

Her knees unconsciously rubbed against his inner thighs, which were a sensitive position for a man, Lu Qingshi's eyebrows sank a little, and his lower abdomen was faintly tight.

"Come down." His tone froze.

Jiang Qian refused to come down.

She admits that by this moment, she had three points clear in her mind.

Such an overly intimate distance was indeed inappropriate for the two of them, but she did not intend to retreat.

Under the cover of the strength of the wine, she slowly opened the misty fawn eyes, the hair hanging down from her forehead covered the redness under her eyes, and the unspeakable emotion, and her eyes crashed into his cold black eyes.

She thought she was hiding it well.

His hand was still holding her shoulder, and she dared to get closer to him a little more, her forehead rubbed affectionately on the side of his handsome face, and then the tip of her beautiful nose also touched it, and the tip of her nose was against the skin on the side of his face, she didn't dare to kiss it, although she wanted to kiss it very much, at this moment, she could only pretend that she was still completely drunk.

Lu Qingshi's patience ran out, and her big hand fell from her shoulder to her thin waist, wanting to tear her off him directly, but the little girl's body was thin and soft, and the moment he pressed it, she suddenly softened, and her little hand was firmly wrapped around the back of his neck like a vine.

Soft red lips brushed the sides of his ears.

He heard her gasp softly.

Lu Qingshi closed his eyes.

There is a faint bulge of green tendons on the arm.

"Brother," Jiang Qian choked inhaled, she didn't call his brother-in-law again, and she didn't dare to call his name, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, all of them flowed down his cheeks, the love in his chest had long been eroded, and now it was sweeping her sanity. m.

It's not that she doesn't know that she shouldn't, she just can't control herself.

She wrapped her arms around him, let the tears roll down, and asked him in a very low voice, "Do you know what it feels like to love without love?" ”

Lu Qingshi did not answer.

I don't want to answer either.

The deep outline of his facial features was reflected in the street lights that passed quickly outside the window, even if the light was warm, it could not dissolve the coldness that floated between his eyebrows.

He couldn't tear away her body wrapped around him, and he couldn't bear to hurt her with brute force, so he could only let her rub in his arms and go crazy with alcohol.

"Shallow." Lu Qingshi didn't squint, didn't look at her collar that was getting lower and lower, and whispered her name.

Jiang pretended not to hear.

She didn't expect Lu Qingshi to answer her question, this love, she originally planned to bury it for a lifetime, and she didn't expect that one day she would be able to confide in him through drunkenness, Lu Qingshi didn't show the anger she imagined, which made her feel a little at ease.

But having said that, after the psychological burden is reduced by half, the next words are no longer difficult to suppress.

"The feeling of not being able to love is that I love him very much, so much so that I can't sleep every night when I think about him, and I even have to rely on small toys to relieve my love for him, but no matter how much I love him and miss him, he doesn't love me, and he won't belong to me......" Clear tears blurred her vision, and the hot breath she breathed was all sprinkled on his face, entangled with his breathing.

She was still sitting in his arms, her beautiful black eyes full of tears, revealing unwilling stubbornness, staring at him, as if she wanted to see the slightest emotional crack in his calm and cold face.

But she didn't see anything.

The expression on his face couldn't have been calmer.

It was like he didn't understand what she was saying.

She suddenly laughed, tears fell from her eyelashes, her simple and soft little face was full of interlaced tears, her breathing was choked, her voice was choked, as if she had finally mustered up the courage to offer her long-hidden thoughts and sincere hands, but he didn't care at all.

"Brother, you said that he didn't love me at all, even if I stripped naked in front of him, he was indifferent, so what should I do?"

She held his slightly cool hand, her palm was hot, and stubbornly took his hand and moved it to her heart.

She wanted him to feel how fast her heart was beating at the moment, and wondered if he would be as indifferent as he was now after touching her breasts.

Lu Qingshi's calm gaze always fell on the window.

Expressionlessly, he withdrew his hand.

A frost fell from his deep brows, and he helped her lift her open collar.

"Since it's wishful thinking, the other party doesn't love you, I don't want you to continue to belittle yourself, you are my sister, there will be no shortage of suitors in the future, and my brother-in-law can introduce more excellent men to you."

He is a "brother-in-law", his voice is clear and cold, every word reminds her of the relationship between the two of them, and he is also deliberately drawing a line with her, Xu is afraid that she will be embarrassed, even if she goes too far, he does not break her mind.

Jiang Qian's breathing was tight, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes were red with tears.

He deliberately lowered the window when he spoke, and the cold wind rushed in, blowing the sound away, and the people in the front row couldn't hear the conversation between the two, and soon Jiang Qian heard Li Yao's snoring.

But she didn't want to pay attention to his kindness at all, she didn't want to pay attention to his painstaking efforts to protect her reputation, the more he didn't love her, no matter how much he did for her, she didn't want it.

The blood in the body is boiling dramatically.

She didn't want to look at him anymore with such a cold and distant look of rejection, she didn't want to watch him continue to pretend not to understand her love, she didn't want to see him reject herself ruthlessly, and at the same time tolerate her everywhere and be good to her.

Jiang Qian lowered her head suddenly, her long hair fell down, and landed on her arm on his shoulder, she leaned her face insolently, looking for his lips.