When Liu Xinmeng's 20-year memories came flooding back, he did not choose to go into the school to visit, but decided to go back to the school. When I arrived at the station, I took a closer look and got on the 366 road. This car to Qinwan Town, the route is relatively long, suitable for Liu Xin, who wants to be quiet at this time, can quietly consider his regrets.

When I walked to the school's sublimation square, the school's clock showed that it was already 1:50 p.m. Liu Xin didn't go back to the dormitory, he went directly over the wall from the 13th house, and saw an old lady selling stinky tofu, so he bought a few pieces of stinky tofu for lunch. Stinky tofu tastes good, not stinky, just a little fishy.

Liu Xin came to an Internet café, not the one he often went to. Liu Xin is a relatively early QQ user, the number is 7 digits, and the screen name is 'Am I happy'.

Liu Xin entered a string of numbers in the QQ search interface, an 8-digit number, and knew at a glance that it had just been applied. Click search, only to hear a soft sound of "di", the screen is black, and the power is off. "Boss, why is the power off?" "Ah, there's a power outage." "Cake seller, my golden helmet." …… As soon as Liu Xin wanted to ask the boss, he heard shouts one after another.

"I'll see, wait a minute. Strange, how can it trip. Less than 10 machines were opened, and there was no problem with 30 machines on the designed line. The boss muttered and pushed the knife up.

After waiting for 5 minutes, Liu Xin finally clicked on QQ. The search continued, and this time there were no more power outages. The speed of the machine is okay, and two seconds later, a search result appeared: Li Xinya, female, 19 years old, is still her real name, and it looks very simple. Liu Xin clicked to apply to add friends, the reason for applying: I won't let you be my regret again. She just made Liu Xin feel deeply guilty, and made Liu Xin miss his college girlfriend for the next 20 years.

According to Zhou Gong's introduction, Li Xinya was Liu Xin's girlfriend in college, and she was a student of that military academy. Li Xinya's family conditions are relatively good, and she is the son of a high-ranking cadre in the city. Liu Xin is a rural person and has no money, and his family gives him less than 200 yuan a month, so his life is relatively poor. When he fell in love at school, because he was relatively poor, and for other reasons, Liu Xin never took Li Xinya out to play, nor did he give Li Xinya any gifts, but Li Xinya often helped Liu Xin in life. Sometimes the two will quarrel over some small things, and Liu Xin's stubbornness and self-esteem always make Li Xinya very angry.

After graduation, Liu Xin's job was not very good, and his income was not high. Whenever the salary is paid, Liu Xin will take 6 days off to visit Li Xinya. Li Xinya works in a coastal city, and the distance between the two is more than 2,000 kilometers. Liu Xin took the green train in the afternoon, and it took almost 28 hours to train to get to Li Xinya's city. Because there is only one train, Liu Xin sometimes needs to buy a standing ticket, and he will stand for nearly 30 hours. Because of the tight schedule, there are only 6 days, and the way back and forth takes up 3 days. So Liu Xin was in a hurry every time he went, and the time he spent with him was very short, and he had a few hundred yuan in his pocket, and he didn't dare to go out to spend.

For the last time, Li Xinya bought a sleeper ticket for Liu Xin who was returning, and did not let Liu Xin sit in a hard seat again.

After the salary is paid next month, Liu Xin plans to embark on the journey again. Liu Xin received a call from Li Xinya...... That night was the most "painful" moment for Liu Xin to cry in his life, and the tears soaked the entire buckwheat husk pillow.

Since then, Liu Xin has never been to Li Xinya's city, and has been spending time in guilt and self-blame.

Liu Xin waited for a long time, but he didn't see Li Xinya's verification, and it is estimated that he was not online. So Liu Xin played with the big pineapple for a while, and found that this game didn't make much sense to play alone, and it was more interesting to play online. "When those guys come, make sure they play big pineapples online." Liu Xin thought to himself. Looking at QQ again, Li Xinya did not pass the verification, and Liu Xin went back to the dormitory.

On Saturdays and Sundays, Liu Xin did not go to the Internet because he was caught by the counselor to welcome the new students. After two busy days, I had some dinner in the evening, and when I returned to the dormitory, I lay down. "Hey, it's good to be young, when I see those new students, I instantly feel old." Liu Xin fell asleep with emotion.

Early Monday morning, Liu Xin got up because he had important things to do today. Fortunately, some members of the student union came early, so there was nothing to do with Liu Xin.

Liu Xin rushed to the trading hall of Caixiang at 9:30, not to buy stocks today, but to transfer the money from the stock account to the card, and then to use it.

Liu Xin transferred out more than 17,000 yuan, and left 50,000 yuan for later use. With so much money, Liu Xin had never seen it, and suddenly his waist immediately stiffened.

The first thing Liu Xin did when he returned to school was to send 2,000 yuan to his family. Then I called home and said something about the source of the money, such as the hardship allowance from the school and the fact that I earned a little money as a temporary worker during the summer vacation. The call was made to the neighbor's house, and Liu Xin did not have a phone at home. The reason why I didn't send more money was because whenever someone sent money home, the remittance slip would be mailed to the village cadre's house, and then it would be notified on the loudspeaker: "Whoever has a remittance slip, come and get it." "There are too many sends, and Liu Xin feels unsafe.

Liu Xin now has a lot left in addition to the 3,000 yuan for tuition and accommodation, which is enough to squander with Liu Xin's consumption level. "Order two dishes today, and treat yourself to a bottle of Coke." Seeing that it was already noon, Liu Xin was extravagant in the hotel.

"10 yuan, it's really distressing, it's enough for me to eat three meals, isn't this too extravagant." When he paid after eating, Liu Xin was a little distressed. "It's nothing, man, you have to be generous." Liu Xin suddenly thought that he had a huge amount of money, and he immediately felt distressed.

"It's 2 o'clock, go to the Internet and see if that Li Xinya is online. Hey, next time you must buy a mobile phone to see the time, that 3210 is very good, yes, just buy 3210, buy two at a time, one to see the time, one to call. Liu Xin looked at the time on the alarm clock in the hotel and secretly made a decision.

As soon as I landed on the Penguin, I heard the sound of the penguin ticking and ticking. Liu Xin hurriedly turned on the small speaker under the penguin avatar, and a message popped up: Li Xinya has been verified by your friends, and you can talk.

Liu Xin quickly clicked on Li Xinya's penguin avatar, and Li Xinya had already sent a message: "Hello, when did I make you regret, why don't I know?" ”

Liu Xin replied: You are destined to become my regret, but I want to make up for this regret today, so that this regret will not appear again.