Chapter 157: I Want You to Hold Me
Lu Qingshi turned his head sideways to avoid it.
Her lips brushed against the corners of his, missing the clear side of his face.
She didn't get the taste of his lips.
Jiang Qian's breath was short, and there were dots of tears in his eyes.
She grabbed his face and was about to chase him on the lips and kiss him again.
But Lu Qingshi held her wrist.
He forced her to stay away.
forced her to no longer kiss.
"Enough trouble?" His voice was calm.
Tilting her head slightly, her pale eyes fell on her pale little face.
The light golden light of the sunset and the soft light and shadow that filled in from the floor-to-ceiling window could not melt away the innate coldness and hardness of his body.
Jiang Qian's eyes were misty, rippling tears were swirling, she knew that she was destined to not kiss him, he would never give her half a chance to get close when he was sober, but her heart was intertwined with thousands of unspeakable emotions, grievances, unbearable, and forbearance tore her reason like a mountain of seas, making it really difficult for her to be sober and unwilling to be sober.
It's only been two months, and she just wants to have him selfishly for two months.
When he becomes someone else's groom, she will let go, and she will bless him with the green lantern ancient Buddha for the rest of her life.
She had only this humble desire.
But why didn't he even help her fulfill this humble wish?
"I didn't make a fuss," she said in a thick choked voice, staring at him with red teary eyes, "Lu Qingshi, I want you to sleep with me." ”
Tears fell from her eyes, the girl bit her lip stubbornly, leaned forward slightly, a pair of small arms supported his shoulders, and the slender and soft body in the sundress was close to his chest.
It was the temperature of ice and fire.
The fire hidden deep in the ice, the glimmer of the morning light in the summer night.
Her hair brushed his face and shoulders with impunity.
Lu Qingshi still looked at her calmly.
Looking at his sister stubborn, almost paranoid, wanting to be physically close to him.
The emotion between his eyebrows was light.
I wasn't angry with her words or actions.
It seems that no matter what his sister does, he can tolerate and understand.
"What if you sleep?" He asked.
He sat on the edge of the bed, his upper body forced to back slightly by her proximity, and he reached out to wipe the tears from her face.
"It can't be anything," she approached him a few more times, almost making the seemingly calm and calm brother unable to retreat, his voice was broken by tears, "but at least when you hold me, I can rest assured, I can not have nightmares, I will not be scared to wake up, I know that I am protected." ”
She sniffed as she cried.
There was one more sentence she didn't say.
At least when she was held by him, she could imagine that he belonged to her alone.
That may be the only good memory of the rest of her long life of loneliness and boredom.
She was bold and decided to be a scoundrel to the end today, difficult to the end, her little hand wrapped around his neck again, and the hot tears rubbed his face, "The fever is so uncomfortable this month, I don't want to be sick again, if I don't sleep well, maybe I will have a fever, you can sleep with me for a while, okay, I just want to sleep well, brother, please." ”
She used the reason that Lu Qingshi was destined to be impossible to refuse.
Ahead was a vast and bottomless abyss, Lu Qingshi stood at the mouth of a thousand-zhang high cliff and saw countless hands pulling him down below.
It's really nothing to sleep with her, but what about after sleeping.
What else does the girl want to do?
After today, tomorrow she will have new thoughts and impulses.
Lu Qingshi's eyebrows were clear and cold.
"Okay."
As she wished, he promised her.
Jiang Qian froze, tears blurring her vision, and she suspected that she had misheard.
Lu Qingshi's expression was very light, he didn't say anything, because he didn't know how many times he had said the truth, and she couldn't listen to it no matter how much he said, so he directly put the quilt on her shoulder, and pressed her down with one hand.
His hand pressed her under the quilt through the soft silk quilt.
He did fulfill her request and lay down with her, but she was inside the quilt and he was outside the quilt, and there was a small half-bed quilt between them.
Jiang Qian didn't want this, how could she not feel her brother's resistance, at this moment, it was impossible to say that her self-esteem was not frustrated, she held back her tears, approached him under the quilt, and leaned her little head directly on his shoulder.
"I want you to hug me."
The girl's soft cry was around his neck, wrapping around him, and not stopping.
Lu Qingshi's hand reached out to her waist and held her in his arms through the quilt.
Jiang Qian's whole body was warm.
"It's not enough, hold it tighter," she cried and coquettishly like a child, like a child who will never be safe, and kept asking her brother for it. www.
She wants more love.
Lu Qingshi hugged her tightly.
But no matter how tightly she hugged him, there was always such a quilt between her and him, she wanted to lift it, but he didn't allow her to lift the quilt, the quilt blocked him and her, as if the mountains and rivers and seas between the two were destined to be uncrossable.
Her tears fell on the hem of his shirt.
Looks unscrupulous.
In fact, there is only helplessness.
"Lu Qingshi, will you never be able to love me?" Her breath trembled, and her dark and wet eyes were soaked with sadness, "You think I'm annoying, don't you, I've been making trouble unreasonably today, and you've put up with me for a long time......"
"Don't think about it," Lu Qingshi hugged her and patted her back, "Which brother wouldn't love his sister, no matter how bad your temper is, I'm used to it, sleep well." ”818
Jiang Qian didn't feel sleepy, she wanted to tear the quilt away, but Lu Qingshi's hand pressed on the quilt, she couldn't move, she cried for a while Lu Qingshi ignored her, and her emotions had to calm down a little, looking at him with her eyes.
"But I don't think you love me."
Lu Qingshi lowered his eyes and looked at the little white-eyed wolf in his arms, his deep eyes were calm, "Why is it not love, my brother is forced to lie in the same bed with you now for you, do you know what outsiders will think of us if we are seen by others now?" ”
Jiang Qiancai doesn't care what outsiders think.
The long curly eyelashes trembled aggrievedly, and tears fell from the misty eyes, "You are fully clothed, and you wrapped me in the quilt, even if we were lying on the same bed, you didn't touch me, didn't kiss me, and didn't ...... with me"
"The more you talk, the more unpleasant it becomes," Lu Qingshi interrupted her, "You are a well-bred girl, how can you say such things." ”
Jiang Qian tried hard to precipitate her damp breathing, thinking to herself what these words were, only Lu Qingshi thought that she was a pure, kind, innocent and cute little white rabbit, she didn't know how many little yellow books she had read in private, and she was forced to watch some small videos with Xiao Jiang......
She had long fantasized about countless places ....... with Lu Qingshi, bathroom, washbasin, tatami mats, kitchen.......
There are also open-air groves.
She knows everything, and she probably knows more than Lu Qingshi.