Chapter 167: Breathing Trembling
"Teacher, I will definitely be good to Qianqian," Li Yao blushed, afraid that he would not agree, so he hurriedly patted his chest and promised, "Really, if I am not good to Qianqian, I will be the first to not forgive myself, you can supervise me at any time!" ”m.
"Director Lu, you see that Li Bo is in a hurry, if you don't agree, Li Bo won't be able to sleep well tonight!"
"What's more, tonight, Li Bo has been chasing Xiao Jiang for a while, let's all see it in our eyes, if this is not to hug the beauty, Li Bo probably has to cry and become a monk!"
A group of people joked, Jiang Qian didn't care about what they said at all, she just looked at him.
She didn't want to admit that she was sad.
But she was so sad.
In fact, it's not that he can't imagine how he will answer, or maybe she shouldn't have asked this question at all, because the answer will definitely stab her in the heart if it is not unexpected.
But she still asked.
Maybe she wanted to make her heart die more completely, or maybe even though she suffered from this boundless despair and darkness, she still didn't give up hoping for that almost impossible miracle.
But Lu Qingshi's gaze was always calm.
Even if he saw the crumbling tears in her eyes, he just said calmly, "You have grown up, you are in charge of emotional matters, Li Yao is a good boy, if you think about it carefully, brother-in-law blesses you." ”
Jiang Qian's eyebrows brought a hint of a smile.
Laughter with tears, as bitter as you want.
She bowed her head.
The little hands hanging from the sleeves of her clothes were clenched fiercely, and the nails were deeply embedded in the palms, and the sharp stinging pain barely stopped the tears that were about to burst from her eyes.
Don't cry.
She comforted herself.
What is there to cry about.
She had expected this answer for a long time, hadn't she?
But my heart hurts too much.
The pain was so painful that she was completely numb, her throat was blocked by tears, she choked so badly that she couldn't even say a "good" word normally and completely.
All around was the cheers of colleagues.
Someone was asking her why Director Lu had agreed, and Li Yao had already been officially recognized by her mother's family, so why she still didn't agree.
yes, why doesn't she agree yet.
Li Yao was so excited that he took the roses and approached her closer, "Shallow, I really like you......"
The roses were forcibly sent into her arms.
Small thorns on the branches of flowers pierced the skin of her arms.
She suddenly remembered the shopping mall that day, Lu Qingshi gave her a 100 million pink diamond necklace, when she came out, the two children almost hit her and sprinkled the roses on the ground, Lu Qingshi felt sorry for the two children who bought the flowers, he only picked a green bellflower from it, and when he handed the bellflower to her, he deliberately brushed off the rose thorns that fell from the flower branches.
Memories are surging in her mind like a cruel executioner, scene after scene is full of his kindness to her, his gentle protection and pity for her, he is not willing to let her suffer a little wind and rain and injury, but why can he hold her in his heart, protect her in his wings and take care of her, but he can't give her a little bit of the kind of love she wants.
Why.
The tears in her eyes were silent, pouring in, her eyes were hot, her breathing was shaking, and it was difficult to control it.
The 999 red roses bloomed beautifully, a particularly large bouquet, and the rich aroma rushed into her breath, and her stomach suddenly churned with nausea.
Pushing the flowers away, she ran out crying.
Leaving a stunned colleague behind.
……
Xiao Jiang was the first to notice that she was in a bad mood.
In the afternoon, I deliberately changed to an early shift with my colleague and took her out for dinner.
She intuitively felt that Jiang Qian was not unhappy because she was confessed by Li Yao, but she couldn't think of any other reason, Jiang Qian refused to eat halfway through the meal and wanted to drink.
Xiao Jiang was surprised for a moment, Jiang Qian has always been a good girl, Lu Qingshi disciplined her strictly, not to mention drinking, she would be interrogated when she went back a little later at night, where did she dare to drink.
But Jiang Qian didn't care and said that no one cared about her anyway, and asked Xiao Jiang if she would go, if Xiao Jiang didn't go, she would find someone else.
Xiao Jiang dare not go.
Jiang Qian is beautiful, in case she gets drunk and gets into trouble, she can't escort Director Lu will definitely let her go around without eating.
There is a bar near the hospital, Jiang Qian is famous for pouring a cup, although Xiao Jiang orders cocktails with a single-digit alcohol content, and after two glasses, the little girl is already top-heavy.
But she kept drinking.
Xiao Jiang couldn't stop it.
Jiang Qian drank eight or nine cups, couldn't support it anymore, his little head was against Xiao Jiang's shoulder, and he cried aggrievedly, "Bastard, men are bastards......"
Xiao Jiang has known her for so long, and the first time she heard her swearing, it can be seen that she is very aggrieved in her heart, although she doesn't know who Jiang Qian is scolding, she scolds her with her to help her get angry, "Yes, men are all dogs, there is no good thing, shallow does not cry, without men, we live a wonderful life!" ”
Jiang Qian's choked breathing, tears rolled down in large pieces, and her mind was full of the nonsense that Lu Qingshi said in the morning to bless her, the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and the more she thought about it, the more sad she became.
The throat was blocked for several seconds, "I kissed and touched it, I don't remember...... He would have reacted to me, but he wouldn't admit it...... And marry another woman......"
Xiao Jiang lay in a big groove in his heart, thinking to himself what kind of big scumbag of the century this must be, obviously the dog man felt that he was shallow and young and beautiful and played with other little girls and refused to be responsible, so he turned his head and married another, why didn't she know that there were such dogs around them? www.
"Shallow, do you want to tell me who this dog thing is, I'll him with a kitchen knife tomorrow, old lady!" This kind of dog thing is poisoned to the single young woman in society if he lets him live for a day! ”