Zhu Fei's mother, the fourth lady of the British Mansion, has been sick for a long time.

The illness came suddenly, and I was fine, but I couldn't stand up when I woke up, and I collapsed on the bed.

In March, however, she lost consciousness completely.

She couldn't put it into words, but the pain she endured was still shown to her family.

The originally round body was skinny, his hair was dry, and he couldn't even breathe.

From the imperial doctor to the local famous doctor, the British government invited them again, and they all said that they were terminally ill, and at most another month, the oil ran out.

Zhu Fei was ready to lose his mother completely, but the house suddenly found a wandering doctor and gave him a prescription that could save his life.

The doctor wasn't lying.

His life was indeed saved, but he never opened his eyes again, and he just hung on for a breath.

This is so many years.

"It's been eight years, it's been eight years," Zhu Fei didn't care about any posture or image, and lay on the round table with her upper body, "But I think every day, when will she die, and she will die happily!" ”

Lin Yunyan didn't say anything, only listened to Zhu Fei quietly.

The rebellious words did not arouse Lin Yunyan's disgust, and there was not even the slightest disdain in the other party's expression, which made Zhu Fei relax a lot.

"You don't know, if I dare to say this, everyone in the family will stare at me, if I continue to speak, I can only go to the ancestral hall and kneel," Zhu Fei smiled, his smile was very bitter, "They said that the Guogong Mansion has silver and can fully afford my mother's medicinal herbs; There are so many mothers and maids, waiting for their mothers to use medicine and wipe their bodies; I don't have to bear anything, but I wish my mother died, I am not filial. But the county lord, I really can't bear to let her suffer. ”

Unable to move, unconscious, no matter what Zhu Fei said by the bedside, her mother did not give any feedback.

In addition to the fact that the limbs are still hot, there is a faint breath on the tip of the nose, which is no different from death.

"She's in pain, I know she's in pain," Zhu Fei took a deep breath, and there was already crying in her voice, "I just have to go to see her, I can feel her pain, I don't dare to stay at home, I think of her when I'm idle......

I just want to run outside, play horse hanging, throw pots, ride horses, do anything, don't let me be idle.

She used to be so good-looking, laughing all day long, but now she looks like this.

It is said that it is better to die than to live, but is she still alive like this?

A while ago, I went to visit my grandmother, and I hugged her and cried, so many relatives, only my grandmother understood me.

At the beginning, only my grandmother objected to using that recipe for my mother, and I didn't understand her at that time, and scolded her for 'my mother wants my daughter's life', and I only understood it later, because I was my mother, my grandmother didn't want my mother to suffer so much. ”

Lin Yunyan added a cup of hot tea to Zhu Fei.

Zhu Fei took it, the heat hit her face, and the tears under her eyes could be hidden.

"Sounds surprising to you, right?" Zhu Fei's voice was hoarse, "What do you say about our British Mansion outside?"

Generous, merciful?

My mother was sick like this, and she was not sent to Zhuangzi, but she was still well recuperated in the house;

My father didn't remarry, he didn't even have a concubine, and when he mentioned my mother, he was 'looking forward to waking up one day' and 'there is hope when people live'.

It's really all a good name!

How good, it is not him who spends that little money from the public school, and it is not him who works hard and takes care of him, and it is not he who lies there unable to move, tortured by illness to the point that there is only a handful of bones left, of course he wants my mother to live like this.

Anyway, it didn't delay him from raising another son outside. ”

Hearing this, Lin Yunyan couldn't help but be stunned.

Zhu Cheng still has a son outside?

Zhu Fei said so many secret things, and just now she saw surprise in Lin Yunyan's expression, she smiled self-deprecatingly: "You don't believe it? ”

Raising his right hand, Zhu Fei completely opened his palm, and his five fingers were supported until he could no longer hold it up.

"My younger brother is five years old," tears finally came down from the corners of Zhu Fei's eyes, "The elders know it."

Two years ago, my father wanted to bring the mother and son home, but no one in the family agreed.

It's not that I can't look down on it, but if I bring those two back, the good reputation of the British government will have to be discounted, where are the grandfathers and uncles willing?

My grandmother knew that, but what could they do?

My uncles also wanted my mother to live, and if she didn't die, she would still be an in-law, and some contacts would be convenient.

I'll learn from you. ”

Zhu Fei stood up, his face sank, and his voice was also heavy.

"Your father is a man, and your mother is like that, so it's normal for him to look for another one."

"Was it wrong to save your mother's life? You have to think so badly of people's hearts! ”

"You are also surnamed Zhu, and you are also from the British Mansion, what good will it do you to ruin the reputation of the Prince's Mansion?"

"Your mother has been like this for the rest of her life, and you have to be happy for her to ruin all the big living people now?"

"You don't want a future, there are still so many people in the Zhu family, we want it!"

"He didn't bring people back to your nose, why are you so dissatisfied and ignorant?"

"It was your mother who fell ill first, and the British government has done its duty, so we don't have that face to go to the door!"

Lifelike.

The grief was too strong, Zhu Fei couldn't hold it anymore, squatted down and cried bitterly.

Lin Yunyan squatted down beside her and reached out to hug her.

Instead of comforting, Zhu Fei needs to cry out loud.

"My words later may not be very good, you have to listen to it and get angry, you turn around and scold me," Zhu Fei said while crying and choking, "I sometimes envy you."

Your mother is gone, and she left very suddenly and painfully, but at least she did not suffer for eight years, and in one night, it was over.

Your father is so good, he can be justifiably continued, he did not continue, and he did not necessarily have to give birth to a son, and he was not reluctant to give the title to his nephew in the future.

Don't take your mother's business for credit.

I really envy you. ”

Lin Yunyan's eyes also had tears.

How can a human heart be sentimental and unmoved by the sorrow and weeping of true feelings?

She and Zhu Fei are similar, their mothers have "left", but they are completely different.

This did not prevent Lin Yunyan from experiencing Zhu Rong's pain.

When Zhu Fei was almost crying, Lin Yunyan wiped her face with a handkerchief.

"I didn't want to scold you, and I wasn't angry," Lin Yunyan slowed down and spoke to Zhu Fei seriously, "You have nowhere to say these words except me."

I don't want my mother to live and suffer, but my mother is lucky to have gone away like that.

If it weren't for me, if you said this to anyone, they would have scolded you for being sick.

But I won't, I know you're saying a truth. ”

Zhu Fei leaned on Lin Yunyan, relieved herself for a while, and muttered in her heart: "I often dream that my mother said that she lived a miserable life, and she was tormented by illness day and night.

There were several times when I tried to stab my mother with scissors, but I couldn't do it, maybe I was crazy enough to do it......

She's free, I'm crazy, it's better than her being sinful all the time......"

Lin Yunyan held Zhu Fei's hand.

In his previous life, Zhu Fei finally embarked on this road.

"But I'm so unwilling," Zhu Fei said, "Obviously they are all murderers, they have made my mother suffer for so many years for the sake of their own reputation, even if I let my mother free, what do they have to lose?"

They are still benevolent and kind, one by one wearing human skins, sucking the bright human skins of my mother's bones and blood, how can I be willing?

County Lord, am I extreme? ”

Thanks to the book friend Xu Bicheng's official girlfriend, the reward of less than spring, and thank the book city book city celestial Li for the reward. Thank you Xiaoxiang book friend Jiang Ha sauce for the reward.

(End of chapter)