"Don't ask such a question," he said, his voice tinged with exhaustion, "no matter how you answer, the answer will make you sad." ”

Jiang snorted lightly, only to feel that his heart was very sour.

She closed her eyes in silence.

Then I heard his uneasy advice, "Go over there, study hard, and take care of yourself." ”

Hot and wet tears fell from her closed eyes, and she choked up with a "hmm".

Her palms were sweaty, she stretched her knuckles, interlocking with his tight fingers, she held his hand tightly, and she could feel the steady power of his palm holding her.

Neither of them let go of the other.

That's a kind of helplessness that clearly loves each other and desperately wants to be together, but can't resist the separation brought about by death.

"Qinghua is good, but the domestic medical industry is fiercely competitive, and the conflict between doctors and patients is tense, if you want, I hope you can continue to work in country M after completing your studies."

It's best to forget about him completely.

Jiang Qian opened his tear-drenched eyes.

Choked in his throat to the point that he couldn't say a single "good" word. 818

She didn't care where she would work and live in the future, she actually wanted to ask if she could not go to study in country M, and if she could stay with him to finish his last life.

But she didn't dare to speak.

Because she knew in her heart that it was useless to speak, Lu Qingshi would not agree to her, if she went back on her word, it would only disappoint him and make him angry.

Where is she willing to make him angry, where is she willing to let him worry about her.

As he wants her, then she will be.

She smiled bitterly, and the words of tears fell together, "Okay, listen to your ......"

Anyway, there is no more world for him, and where to live is not to live.

Lu Qingshi held her with one hand, raised the other slightly, and the warm fingertips fell on her crying wet cheeks.

His chin rested on the top of her soft hair, and he couldn't see her crying, but he could wipe her tears away.

After a moment of silence, he rolled lightly in his Adam's apple, "Don't stay for me for a lifetime, my brother hopes that you will live happily and happily, and I hope that in the future, there will be a man worthy of entrusting you for life to take care of you." ”

After a few more seconds, he spoke again, "So if you meet the right person in the future, you must give yourself and the other party a chance, only if you live well and are taken care of, I can feel at ease." ”

This sentence, he paused for a long time to finish, probably because he wanted to say it for a long time, but he never found a suitable opportunity, first, because he was afraid that he would make her sad, and second, maybe he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it.

The sadness in Jiang Qian's heart was like a hurricane sweeping through the waves, and tears were surging hysterically.

She didn't think about anything, she didn't refute, tears wetting her face, his fingertips.

"Good ......" her voice was extremely difficult, but in order to reassure him, she still agreed.

Lu Qingshi was already very tired after saying these few words, but there were still too many worries, in fact, he had told him and said it many times, even her flight, her departure and landing times, and the address of the villa near her school, he could recite it backwards, but he couldn't accompany her in person, and he couldn't take care of her life in person, how could he really rest assured.

But no matter how uneasy he was, he also knew that he had to let go.

The girl he raised since he was a child will eventually grow up and leave him, she should find her own life, and God will never give him the opportunity to protect her again.

He gently put his palm on the back of her head, and when the deep fatigue in his bones was relieved a little, he sighed and spoke, "Over the years, my brother has not taken good care of you, and you have suffered too many grievances, in the future, if you can, you will slowly forget me, my brother is not a qualified brother, nor is he a qualified lover, I can't give you love, and I can't give you a carefree life, I'm sorry." ”

Jiang Qian couldn't cry anymore.

Lying in his arms, she was trembling from crying.

Heartache convulsions.

She would rather die herself, she didn't want to hear that.

Why?

Why did God let her endure this?

Years later, the woman stood in front of the man's grave with her young child, the cold wind blew the hair on her forehead, and the dark eyes were no longer bright, and there were traces of the wind and frost of the years, and she was looking at the young and handsome photos on the tombstone with affection.

The image stood still on that photograph for several seconds.

He thought that he should not erect a monument, remember, mourn, only increase her sadness.

Jiang Qian hugged him for a long time, and she could barely catch her breath when she cried, she said, "Brother, don't worry...... I'm sure I'll forget about you...... I will definitely meet someone who is good to me, I will marry him and have children with him......"

Lu Qingshi slowly closed his reddened eyes.

Heavy breathing.

Resist the fishy sweetness in your throat.

If that's the case.

Then he will die blindly.

......

Although the time was set to leave next month, it was at the beginning of the month, and a week later, Jiang Qian packed his luggage.

The flight was in the afternoon of the next day.

Jiang Qian hadn't seen Lu Qingshi for three days.

Three days ago, he coughed up blood in the middle of the night and was sent to the emergency room, but later Dean Bai insisted that he stay in the ICU for observation, and then transferred to a sterile ward.

Every day, she could only wait at the door of the sterile ward, Lu Zhenting also came over every day, the whole person was even older and haggard than when they saw him last time, for the sake of Lu Qingshi's body, they all listened to Dean Bai's advice and did not go in to see him.

"Old Lu, take care of your body," Dean Bai sighed, "Although the onset of illness this time is sudden, it is also expected, and it will be fine when the infection is controlled." ”

Lu Zhenting sat on crutches and sat on the waiting chair in the corridor with Jiang Qian's support.

"You just tell me the truth, Qing Shi him, how long is it left?"

Dean Bai sighed again, the two families have been friends for decades, and there is no need for Dean Bai to hide these words, but said, "Two months at most." ”

Lu Zhenting's body trembled slightly.

Jiang Qian also cried silently.

"Got it...... Lu Zhenting nodded, looking at the closed door, "Thank you for telling me." ”www.

After Dean Bai left, Jiang Qian and Lu Zhenting waited until it was dark, and Lu Qingshi didn't wake up, Jiang Qian was worried that the old man's body would not be able to support it, so he asked Seventeen to send the old man back.

Lu Zhenting obviously had something to ask her, but he couldn't mention anything at this time, Jiang Qian knew what he wanted to ask, and told him with tears that no matter whether she was pregnant with Lu Qingshi's child or not, in this life, she only recognized Lu Qingshi as her husband, even if he left, she was also a member of the Lu family, she would treat Lu Zhenting as her own grandfather, and would not let him feel desolate in his old age, and he would not have any heirs to inherit Huan's knees.

Lu Zhenting's eyes were red, he held her hand tightly, and then he was helped away by Seventeen with tears and trembling.