The warm yellow light poured down in the bathroom, the faucet was on, the white birth control pill was washed in the water, her hand was propped up on the washstand, the blood vessels on the back of her hand were clearly visible, and in the tear-stained vision, the white pill was getting smaller and smaller, she lowered her head and smiled bitterly.

While laughing, tears were flowing down.

The bridge returns to the bridge, and the road returns to the road.

Forget about each other, right......

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The climate of country M is wet and cold all year round, and the average temperature is below ten degrees.

In addition to Seventeen, who took care of Jiang Qian, there were originally two maids brought by the Lu family's old house, but Jiang Qian's illness has not been good, Seventeen felt that this was because she saw things and thought about people and was overly worried, and after obtaining her consent, he let the two maids go back to China, and hired two Chinese-speaking maids in the local area to take care of her.

But Rao is like this, she still catches a cold from time to time, and because she is found to be pregnant, she insists on refusing to use any medicine, and the course of the disease drags on for a long time.

Not long after, Li Yao resigned from Qinghua Hospital and went to the ocean to teach at the university where she studied.

Li Yao has followed Lu Qingshi to do scientific research over the years, and he also has a lot of bonuses, plus Qinghua's salary, he can be regarded as saving a sum of money and buying a small house in the local area. 818

Jiang Qian's pregnancy was not going well, what he basically ate and vomited in the first three months, he was already thin, and when he was more than four months pregnant, he lost weight to only eighty pounds, and he was in a hurry, but fortunately, Li Yao is also a doctor, and he can take care of it from time to time, until the late stage of pregnancy, after Jiang Qian's appetite became better, his weight slowly rose back. www.

The news of her pregnancy Jiang Qian was not allowed to be transmitted back to China, and the dark guard camp would not pass any news about Lu Qingshi to Seventeen, she deleted his WeChat, and also deleted his phone number from her shortcut column, because she was worried that when she dreamed back at midnight, when she was fragile in her heart, she couldn't help but want to call him and listen to his voice.

Although she understands that even if she does, he should not take it.

Or, he had already blocked her WeChat and phone calls.

Once she was the most intimate, sheltering her from the wind and rain, the person she thought would protect her for the rest of her life, has now become the strangest, most distant, and most missable person for her.

Lu Qingshi did not contact her again.

Both of them are trying to forget each other, and they are trying their best to forget each other.

Speaking of which, she actually didn't blame him, she didn't blame him for why he was so ruthless, she just regretted it, regretted that the time between the two hearts was too short, regretted that she couldn't accompany him for a little longer, and sometimes she cried when she thought about it, because she missed that precious person in that short time too much.

The course of clinical MD is very difficult, and it is taught in English, which is very challenging for people like her who float at low altitudes at level four or six, Jiang Qian is pregnant and stupid, and sometimes in order to complete her homework, she often has to get it until late at night.

But on weekends, she still goes to the movies, and every time she goes, she buys two tickets in the back row, then buys a bucket of popcorn, enters the venue alone, and when she sits down, she gets used to pulling up the middle armrest.

She pretended that the man was still around.

Pretending that he would reach out and gently hold her in his arms.

Occasionally, when she walked on the street, she would see a few tall Chinese in suits and leather shoes, she would subconsciously take a few more looks, and then turn her eyes away in disappointment.

She knew she wouldn't be able to see him.

The days passed peacefully, and in the meantime, Li Yao plucked up the courage to confess to her, and there was no doubt that he failed again, but Jiang Qian was very grateful to him for taking care of her, and occasionally invited him to eat at home when he was free on weekends.

On the night of Jiang Qian's delivery, it was raining heavily in the sky.

The amniotic water suddenly broke, because it was the first child, Jiang Qian was inexperienced, and the maid was also in a hurry, Seventeen and Li Yao quickly drove her to the hospital, because the umbilical cord was around the neck for two weeks, and natural delivery was a risk to the fetus, Jiang Qian insisted on a cesarean section, and when he signed the consent form for surgery, Li Yao secretly wrote "husband" in the relationship column.

The child is very healthy, a little girl of six pounds and eight taels, the outline of her eyebrows and eyes is very similar to Lu Qingshi, and when she laughs, Jiang Qian named the child "Zhiling", she hopes that her daughter will have a pair of powerful wings like a bird in the future, and can fly anywhere she wants, at least not like her mother, trapped in a cage for the rest of her life.

The two Chinese maids have experience in taking care of mothers and babies, Jiang Qian doesn't like extravagance and waste, so she didn't invite another confinement sister-in-law, she cried many times during the confinement when she was breastfeeding, she always thought that the first time Lu Qingshi brought her was already the extreme, but when the little guy bit her fiercely, she knew that it was a small witch.

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The days flickered, and three years passed.

In the past three years, she went back to visit Lu Zhenting twice during the Chinese New Year, and the rest of the time was in country M.

Originally planned to complete the clinical MD course in four years, she graduated in three years, her professional ability has been very solid, and because of her hard work, her grades have been ranked first among Chinese students, just graduated by her supervisor invited to stay in the most powerful local Perkins Hospital, in less than a year, whether it is the number of surgeries or the outpatient follow-up rate, she is already a leader among young doctors.

As soon as I got out of the outpatient clinic that day, my mentor John came over, "Shallow, next week's International Medical Technology Exchange Summit, I will report your and Li Yao's names, this is a rare opportunity, all the top figures in the field of neurosurgery from various countries are here, I hope you can prepare well and make a wonderful academic report at the meeting." ”

Jiang Qian had heard about this summit before, but she thought that she was too junior and John would not consider her, and she was indeed a little surprised to hear such a result.

"Thank you," she smiled, "I'll be ready." ”

John is an old man in his sixties, middle-aged and widowed, Jiang Qian is his closed disciple, he has always treated her like a daughter, looking at her confident and generous appearance, John is very pleased, "I believe in your ability and will not let me down, but if you can be as enthusiastic and brave as you are at work, I think I will be more gratified." ”

Jiang Qian smiled and didn't speak.

Every time the master and apprentice talked about this topic, Jiang Qian was silent, and John didn't say more, only sighed and patted her shoulder, "Li Yao is a good child." ”

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Jiang Qian came home, Sister-in-law Qin had just made dinner, and the three-year-old Xiao Zhiling was lying on the table, holding the biscuit bucket in her chubby little hands, and she was struggling to take out the biscuits from the biscuit bucket to eat.

The little hand was too fat for the biscuit to reach, and the little guy put down the biscuit bucket in frustration and cried.