Chapter 264: The Pearl of the Palm
Jiang Qian just watched his daughter being held in Lu Qingshi's arms.
And the little guy who was crying a moment ago, was hugged by his father, and he stopped making trouble in an instant, and when he looked at Lu Qing with watery eyes, he didn't even cry.
She still wanted to hug Zhiling back, but the little guy seemed to be able to see through her intentions, and at the moment when her hand stretched out, she pouted in a milky voice, "Mommy, I don't want you to hug it, it hurts when you hug Zhiling, and it doesn't hurt if Uncle hugs Zhiling......"
Jiang Qian, "......"
"Uncle gave you a blood transfusion just now, and I need to rest and it's not suitable to hold you, is it okay for Mommy to hug you?" She softened her voice and held Zhiling's white and tender arm.
In the past, she was so coaxed, Lu Zhiling must have happily let her hug, but this time, she snorted lightly and twisted her little head, "Don't ......"
The two chubby hands held the collar of Lu Qingshi's shirt, and asked with a blank eye, "Uncle, Mommy said that you were tired, but Zhiling was not heavy at all, would you be tired if you held Zhiling?" ”
Lu Qingshi stood beside the bed with her in his arms, the shadow of the light pulled down the long silhouette behind the two of them, he looked at the delicate and lovely pearl in his arms, and the look between his eyebrows was a tenderness that could not be hidden, "Uncle is not tired." ”
Lu Zhiling grinned.
She turned her head to look at Jiang Qian, even if there were still tears in the corners of her eyes, even if her stomach was still painful, she didn't seem to feel sad for an instant, "Mommy, uncle said he wasn't tired!" ”818
Jiang Qian, "......"
She had no choice but to stop insisting.
Worried that the little guy would be cold, she took a thin blanket and covered her, and then touched her little hands and forehead, and when she raised her eyes, she saw Lu Qingshi's usual gentle expression under the light, but her face seemed to be a little paler than usual, and she was silent for a moment, she still spoke, "Thank you for today's incident." ”
Lu Qingshi looked at her.
Among adults, there are some things that don't need to be said too clearly, and those who can understand them will naturally understand.
He didn't choose to recognize Lu Zhiling's father and daughter, Jiang Qian also politely thanked him for Zhiling, everyone tacitly chose not to entangle, and firmly cut off the past feelings, in fact, it is good for everyone.
Jiang Qian didn't listen to Zhang Chuan's words, but maybe she was used to seeing life and death over the years, and she had gradually understood Lu Qingshi's mood of forcing her to go abroad rather than die, and for another reason, she was really tired and couldn't afford to toss.
In the past few years, she only got a lot of scars in love, when she knew Lu Qing, even if he still had affection for her, she could be rational and sober forever on top of his personal feelings, she could ignore the entanglement and disturbance, but in exchange for only his rejection, indifference and alienation again and again.
She never thinks about whether she still loves Lu Qingshi, this question actually doesn't mean much to her, what about love, what if she doesn't love, in fact, if she really loves someone, she doesn't have to be together, knowing that he is safe and knowing that he is doing well, in fact, it is enough.
These truths are what Jiang Qian slowly figured out in these long and lonely years, in every time she woke up from a dream crying because she missed him, woke up and turned on the light only to see a night where no one was empty, time had already smoothed out her broken heart, so that she no longer had any expectations for such a thing as love, but when she looked back after she figured it out, she suddenly found that Lu Qingshi had already taught her these truths, but at that time she was young and blinded by the pain of not being loved, and she couldn't listen to his advice. www.
If she had listened to his warning at the beginning, listened to his words and not loved him, or carefully guarded the seed of this love to prevent it from germinating, she didn't accidentally fall off the cliff because she was jealous of Lu Qingshi escorting Bai Yuan down the mountain, Lu Qingshi would not have pulmonary fibrosis because of saving her, maybe she would be able to accompany him to old age as a sister, instead of going to the situation she is in today.
It was useless to think too much, because she couldn't control her heart after all.
She could only tell herself, forget it.
At least now, she can finally use the truth he taught her and choose to let herself go.
Let him go too.
She was polite and polite, and the mood between her gentle and soft eyebrows and eyes was sparse, and Lu Qingshi only bowed slightly, and replied to her calmly, "No thanks, this is what I owe." ”
Both of them were standing in their own positions, everything was on track, and this time, neither intended to go further with the other.
If entanglement will only increase the pain, letting go is indeed the best choice.
For the rest of their lives, let them live in peace and bless each other.
Jiang Qian nodded and did not speak again.
"Knock knock." There was a knock at the door.
Li Yao was dusty, and the moment he entered the door, he probably never dreamed that he would see such a scene.
Lu Zhiling was held by Lu Qingshi, the child's pale little face was full of smiles, Jiang Qian stood beside Lu Qingshi, the picture was warm and eye-catching.
"Uncle Li Yao!" Lu Zhiling was the first to spot him and waved at him with a grin.
Li Yao hurriedly put down the small toy he bought for Zhiling and walked over.
"Teacher."
He said hello to Lu Qingshi, then looked at Jiang Qian, and his tone was very gentle, "Zhiling has such a big thing, why didn't you tell me earlier, I didn't get Zhiling when I went to kindergarten, and when the teacher told me, I couldn't believe it." ”
Lu Zhiling stretched out his little fat hand towards him, and Li Yao easily hugged her and held her carefully in his arms.
The thin blanket fell from her, Jiang Qian took it, and covered Zhiling's body again, only said, "I'm sorry, the matter is too urgent, I didn't have time to tell you." ”
Li Yao didn't mean to blame her, but he also really loved Ling, how could he feel good about the child suffering such a crime, and sighed, "I met Director VIK when I came, and the operation was successful." ”
He looked at Lu Qingshi again and smiled, "Fortunately, there is a teacher here today, thank you for the blood transfusion for Zhiling, Zhiling, have you ever thanked your uncle?" ”
Lu Zhiling blinked ignorantly, she had heard what Mommy was saying about blood transfusion or not, what was that?
However, Uncle Li Yao asked, and she immediately looked at Lu Qingshi obediently, her eyes narrowed happily, "Thank you, Uncle Shuai!" ”
Lu Qingshi's calm gaze fell on Li Yao's hand holding Lu Zhiling.
It can be seen that the little guy and Li Yao have a very good relationship, over the years, Li Yao can love the house and Wu with his heart, and he is really sincere to Jiang Qian.
What else is there to worry about.
The atmosphere in the ward is harmonious.
He alone is the superfluous being.
He nodded, took the blazer on the side of the hospital bed, and put it in the crook of his arm, "It's not early, I'll go first." ”
Lu Zhiling never expected Uncle Shuai to leave, and his small mouth immediately deflated again, "Uncle, where are you going?" ”