His hand would involuntarily cover her corset...... The kiss would flow from her fair neck to her slender collarbone.

But before everything could get out of hand, he would stop with restraint, hold her in his arms, breathe slowly, and then kiss the tip of her nose and whisper a warning not to tease him again.

How beautiful he is in his memory, how cruel he is now.

Those dusty pasts and scars that she thought she would never remember again, but because of this glass of brown sugar water, the purpose was vividly placed in front of her.

Jiang Qian almost held his breath, trying to suppress the dampness that welled up under his eyes.

She took the brown sugar water he handed over, pretended to be calm, and lowered her head to take a sip.

The expression on Lu Qingshi's face was also very calm.

When there was a slight warmth in her stomach, her eyelashes twitched, and she spoke softly, "I soiled your mat, I'll take it back and wash it." ”

It was quiet in the office.

Lu Qingshi replied to her words in a warm voice, "It doesn't matter, I'll clean it up myself." ”

Jiang Qian held the water cup, the temperature of the sugar water was transmitted to her palm through the cup, she nodded, and knew that this kind of thing could also be done, in fact, he didn't have to do it himself, so she gave up fighting with him.

"Okay." She said.

The window on his side was ajar, and a faint wind poured in through the lattice, raising the corner of the curtain.

The black hair that also blew over her sideburns.

A few strands of hair fell down, half-covering her delicate eyebrows.

Neither of them spoke again for a moment.

After more than ten seconds of silence, Lu Qingshi broke the silence, "I'll send you to ......"

"How long have you been here?"

She spoke almost at the same time.

Lu Qingshi's voice paused.

The eyes of the two collided in one place.

The light and shadow in the room are bright, and when they look at each other, there is nowhere to hide the emotions in the eyes of both parties.

There was a bottomless darkness in his dark eyes.

Jiang Qian didn't look away.

The girl's dark and beautiful eyes were full of tears, and she looked at him stubbornly and silently.

She had a thousand things she wanted to ask, but in the end she only asked this one.

Lu Qingshi was not a fool, he could read the emotions in her stubborn eyes, and naturally understood that she was asking how long he had been here, not how many times he had come to country M.

"I don't come often, I used to have a business trip, and I would come here occasionally," Lu Qingshi's eyebrows were clear, and his voice was frank and clear, "Don't get me wrong, there is no reason for me to stay for a long time in country M." ”

Jiang Qian lowered his head and smiled.

The fingertips holding the brown sugar water cup slowly tightened.

She swallowed the bitterness that surged to her throat, only to feel the bitterness spread along her limbs and into her bloodstream.

"You don't have to explain, I don't mean anything else," she said with a smile, "and even if it means anything else, it doesn't make sense now." ”

Lu Qingshi looked at her.

She pursed her lips and said, "The night of Shengzhiling, I thought I saw you, but the doctor and Seventeen both told me it was my hallucination, so I ......"

Her voice choked up, and she had to pause, and with tears in her eyes, she looked out the window.

Lu Qingshi heard the second half of the sentence she didn't finish, and after a few silences, he bowed slightly, "You gave birth to children for me, nine deaths and one life, I want to come and see you and Zhiling, it is human nature." ”

Jiang Qian looked at the traffic on the road outside the window, there were colorful landscape lights standing on the square outside the scientific research building, the sky tonight was silent black, and there was not a single star in sight, the light of those landscape lights was intertwined, mixed with the occasional passing car high beams, dyeing the sky into a foggy light gray.

She lowered her head, the corners of her lips pulled at the corners of her self-deprecating smile, the smile was full of tears, and the end of her eyes was unspeakably bitter.

The rest of the words, naturally, don't have to ask.

Soon after giving birth, she suffered from postpartum depression, sometimes she walked on the road, often felt that he was beside her, once went to the cinema she watched and fell asleep, in a daze she felt that she was leaning on a person's shoulder, and it seemed to be held in her arms, the warmth of his palm and arms made her indulge in it and did not want to wake up, and when she finally had to wake up, the chair on her side was empty.

Several times, she had suicidal thoughts, standing in the middle of the road, thinking for a hundred years, in a trance saw him looking at her on the other side of the traffic light, the coldness on his face, the frost between her eyebrows made her wake up suddenly, but when she looked at the past clearly, she only saw the vast sea of people, all of them were unfamiliar faces, where was the person she wanted to see.

She had doubts at first, but everyone told her that this was her mental hallucination, Mr. Lu had already drawn a clear line with her, how could he cross the ocean to find her, she herself thought so, and then she had more hallucinations, so she believed it and became numb. www.

Jiang Qian wiped away her tears and sighed and smiled, "So, over the years, you know everything about me and Zhiling, right?" ”

Lu Qingshi listened to the tears in her voice, and the outline of the man's handsome and deep facial features was rendered a little cold by the light shadow, and he didn't deny it.

Jiang Qian couldn't tell what she felt, she thought that the long time had freed her from the abyss, but in fact, it was just that she deliberately didn't think about it, didn't miss it, paralysis does not mean forgetting, at least now it is still a bloody wound torn in front of her eyes.

Her wounds have never healed.

"It's not too early, I'll send you down." Lu Qingshi stopped the topic in time.

Obviously, this kind of topic is not suitable for two people to talk about when they are alone, because if they continue to talk about it, no one dares to guarantee that they will always stay sober.

Once the relationship cannot be restrained, it is an unbearable consequence for both parties.

Lu Qingshi helped her pack her bag, and then walked to the door to wait for her.

Jiang Qian didn't say anything, and she knew that now she and him had nothing to say.

She bowed her head and collected her tears, and walked out with him.

At this point, the main lights in the building have been turned off, and only the voice-activated lights on the top of the corridor gradually light up with the footsteps of the two people, forming the only light source in this dark night.

Lu Qingshi accompanied her to the elevator room, Jiang Qian just pressed the downward button of the elevator, and suddenly, all the lights went out.

All of a sudden, the line of sight fell into darkness.

"Ahh

Jiang Qian was startled, her whole body was excited, she was afraid of the dark and ghosts since she was a child, and the whole person subconsciously hid in Lu Qingshi's arms.

Lu Qingshi stretched out his hand to hug her.

"Don't be afraid," he took the trembling her into his arms, his big warm and dry hands against the back of her head, his eyes looked at the dark elevator number, and whispered comfort, "It's just that the power is out." ”m.

Jiang Qian's head was buried tightly in his neck, it was so dark here that her scalp was numb, and she was so frightened that she didn't dare to open her eyes.

Lu Qingshi's hand patted her back to soothe her fear, then took out his mobile phone and called the repair department.

The phone was answered quickly, and the other party apologized to inform him that he accidentally cut the cable during the construction of the square next to him, and he is currently repairing it, but he doesn't know when it will be repaired.