Jiang Qian's breathing is damp.

The whole person stood there dumbfounded.

No, it's not.

She can calmly accept that she has anxiety disorder, but it does not mean that she can also accept that her illness is serious to the extent of schizophrenia and hallucinations.

"It's not like this, it's not...... she was scared and aggrieved, her body instinctively shrank back, and tears kept falling, "I'm not schizophrenic, brother, don't scare me......"

She was really scared, and the result was seriously beyond her psychological range.

She didn't know what to do.

Lu Qingshi hugged her tightly in distress, but apart from comforting her, he didn't know how else he could make her feel better.

"It's not schizophrenia, it's just that the anxiety disorder is not well controlled," he lowered his head, his forehead against hers, trying to calm her nervousness in this way, "Don't be afraid, anxiety is not a serious mental problem, if you correctly understand the disease and receive treatment reasonably, you will slowly get better, no matter what, I will be by your side." ”

Jiang Qian's throat let out a sad whimper, his eyes soaked with tears were uneasy and hesitant, looking at him hurtfully, he was an expert in the field of nerves, she would never doubt his identification, even if it was not schizophrenia, the anxiety disorder was not well controlled to the point of hallucination, it was already very serious and serious.

"Am I looking like a madman?" With tears in her eyes, she asked softly.

Lu Qingshi looked at her little face that was so pale that he couldn't see a trace of blood, brushed away the tear-wet hair on the side of her face, he leaned over and kissed the tip of her red nose warmly, "No." ”

"But I doubt you......" she choked her breath and her eyes were red, "you love me so much, but I doubt you, yelling at you in front of my children, I have to suffer so much to be with you, how can I be willing to doubt you...... Lu Qingshi, I think I'm crazy, I'm ......"

"It's my fault," Lu Qingshi kissed her lips, her handsome and deep eyebrows were full of pity, preventing her from giving up on herself, "It's that I didn't give you enough security, you doubt me, but because you care about me, I won't feel sad or upset, for me, as long as you and Zhiling live happily and healthily, I have nothing else to ask for." ”

Jiang Qian was hugged by him, his breath was entangled with him, the eyes of the two were entangled, and the silent love grew wantonly in this swirling sadness.

Lu Qingshi lowered his eyes and looked at her, "My heart is so big, it's just right to love one person in my life, I love you, and I definitely won't leave room for other women, so I don't have to doubt myself all the time, but if I feel that I can't restrain my emotions, I don't have to deliberately suppress them, it's better to vent my emotions than to hold them in my heart, don't worry about what will happen if I'm hysterical in front of me, remember, no matter what you look like, I love you, only love you." ”

Jiang Qian's tears rained down at this moment.

It seemed that a fire suddenly ignited in her heart, and she didn't even bother to wipe her tears, so she stretched out her hand and hugged his neck tightly.

She buried her head, her little face against the side of his neck, and cried loudly around his neck.

Lu Qingshi hugged her back and hugged her trembling little body.

There was silence in the bedroom.

She cried for a long time, but he didn't speak, only silently accompanied her.

No amount of words of comfort is actually limited after all.

What she needs most is time for her to accept.

waited until she was tired of crying and almost released her emotions, he didn't let go of her, kissed her sweaty forehead, and he only said, "Shallow, we will go back to China tomorrow." ”

......

Jiang Qian didn't sleep well all night, and despite being held by Lu Qingshi, she still didn't sleep well, and she had several nightmares in a row.

The dream was full of Lu Qingshi and Jiang Yu together, she stood in Lu Qingshi and Jiang Yu's bedroom, looking at the wedding photos hanging on their bedside, she cried and asked Lu Qingshi, why did she betray her, but Lu Qingshi sighed and told her that he and Jiang Yu had been husband and wife for a long time, and those days with her were just hallucinations of her mental disorder.

Jiang Qian cried and woke up several times, but fortunately, every time he woke up, Lu Qingshi was also awake, he would gently hug her, wipe away her tears, and then pat her back to coax her back to sleep again.

But she didn't dare to fall asleep every time, sticking to his arms and repeatedly asking him if it was all a dream, whether he was really by her side, and she could have a little sense of security in her heart by getting his personal assurance.

But that sense of security was not enough for her, she also wanted him to kiss her, if he lowered his head for a second, she would take the initiative to reach out and hook his neck, she not only wanted him to kiss her lips, but also grabbed his hand and put it on her chest, using such intimacy to make herself feel at ease. 818

The long night passed in this repeated toss.

When he got up in the morning, Zhang Chuan had already arranged the plane, and Jiang Qian knew that he was really going back to China.

"Second Miss, this time, it will take several months, do you want to see if there is anything else that needs to be taken away, although Huaguo also has everything, I'm afraid you won't get used to it, and you won't be used to it when the time comes." m.

Sister-in-law Qin came out with a few boxes, Jiang Qian had actually seen them, and there were many things that she didn't need to bring, but she couldn't bear to brush off Sister-in-law's kindness, "It's enough, Sister-in-law Qin, don't worry, I grew up in China since I was a child, I won't be unaccustomed to it, and with my brother taking care of me, I won't lack anything." ”

Sister-in-law Qin naturally knows, but Jiang Qian's departure, she inevitably misses, these years, although she is a subordinate, but Jiang Qian has always respected her, the two get along like a mother and daughter, a walk is a few months, sister-in-law Qin must remember.

Jiang Qian asked her and the maid of the villa to go back to her hometown to recuperate, without deducting her salary, and wrapped a red envelope for everyone.

Lu Zhiling was very excited about going back to China, and after breakfast, she pestered Jiang Qian to pick out which princess dresses she wanted to bring back, knowing that her grandfather had prepared a room of princess dresses for her, Lu Zhiling was overjoyed.

The plane took off around noon.

In the luxurious cabin, Jiang Qian looked at the smaller and smaller territory of country M under the clouds, this country where she had lived for more than four years and carried her countless efforts, hard work and sadness, she retracted her gaze, turned around and snuggled into the arms of the man beside her.

In this life, no matter when and where, his arms will always be her warmest home and waiting.

There was a cup of brewed jujube tea on the table, and the moment she turned around, the tip of her nose suddenly smelled the aroma of jujube tea, and her stomach suddenly swelled with unspeakable nausea.