In that smile, pain, blessings, sadness, Bai Yuan didn't know which one was more, after all, he loved Jiang Qian deeply, maybe more, it was the despair and pain that she couldn't decipher at all.

He did not sit in the VIP seat, but sat at the table farthest away from her, as if he had completely withdrawn from her life, neither did he want her to see him, but he was reluctant to miss the most important moment in her life, when the master of ceremonies excitedly announced that Li Yao and Jiang Qian were officially married, Bai Yuan saw Jiang Qian crying, Li Yao excitedly held Jiang Qian's hand, everyone was happy for them, blessings, just like everyone in the banquet hall tonight was happy and blessed for Jiang Qian.

Lu Qingshi was also smiling, but only Bai Yuan knew that he had lowered his head in the middle, and the afternoon sun was shining on his thin face, and she saw the tears in the corners of his eyes that could no longer be hidden.

Bai Yuan's heart was densely painful.

On the night of Li Yao and Jiang Qian's wedding, Lu Qingshi vomited blood, fell into a coma, and was urgently sent back to China by Zhang Chuan.

Lu Qingshi died peacefully in Qinghua Hospital on the third night after Jiang Qian's wedding.

According to Lu Qingshi's deathbed wishes, the news of his death could not be spread, so the Lu family did not hold a funeral.

Everyone was crying, Zhang Chuan cried and kowtowed in front of his bed, promising that he would not spread the news, especially Jiang Qian's side.

He knew how much Mr. hoped that the second lady could live well, and the rest of her life would be happy and happy, and finally she was willing to let go of the past and accept a new life, so she didn't have any worries and couldn't let go. m.

Knowing that his death was nothing but endless pain for her.

Li Yao knew the news of Lu Qingshi's death, although he was sad, he hid it very well, just when he thought that life would go on so peacefully.

No one expected that Jiang Qian would suddenly become mentally abnormal one day somehow, she began to talk to the air, shouting "brother" into the air, sometimes it seems to be coquettish to the air, she will giggle, cry, as if there is someone in the air.

Everyone was frightened by her appearance, and Sister-in-law Qin found two large bottles of open mandala in her closet, and it was at this moment that everyone realized that she had been taking this poison that could cause pleasant hallucinations.

No one knows what Jiang Qian saw in the hallucination, but Bai Yuan guessed from the happy smile she showed that in the beautiful world imagined by Jiang Qian, Lu Qingshi and her must love each other very much, they must stay together every day, and Lu Qingshi's body must be healthy, Jiang Qian doesn't have to worry about his physical condition, they love each other affectionately, she can hold him at any time, love him, kiss him when she is happy, spoil him, and lose her temper with him when she is unhappy, He will definitely be with her all the time, guard her, and give her a sense of security. www.

Bai Yuan thought, maybe love to the extreme, there will be telepathy between lovers, Qianqian must have felt that Qing Shi was gone, she couldn't accept such a reality, so she simply took a mandala to numb herself, she would rather live in an illusion forever like a madman, even if this poison has great side effects on the liver and kidneys, but at least, she is happy.

Bai Yuan patted Li Yao on the shoulder, she herself was very sad, she really couldn't say anything to comfort him, only said, "My dad said, mandala can only continue to be taken for four months at most, the side effects are too great, the liver and kidney function of Qianqian is now damaged, she must gradually stop the drug, as soon as the dosage is reduced, she will slowly wake up, we all have to be mentally prepared." ”

The cigarette butt in Li Yao's hand had burned out, and he stood there silently, the night wind blew the hem of his clothes, and his Adam's apple moved slightly, and he let out a "hmm".

Bai Yuan walked away with red eyes.

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A few days passed peacefully.

Jiang Qian has been very happy during this time, first, John's condition is quite stable, and secondly, her aunt didn't come for a whole week, and after a test, she was really pregnant.

The Lu family was very happy.

Lu Zhenting rewarded her with a lot of things, including shares of Lu's subsidiary, funds, etc., etc., she was not short of money, but the old man had good intentions, and she couldn't refuse, so she accepted them all.

Although Lu Qingshi didn't approve of her having a child before, but when the child came, how could he really not want it, she didn't have a good confinement when she was in her previous life, and then she fell into a confinement disease, back pain, backache, cold, and sometimes joint wandering pain, Lu Qingshi took care of her diet and living life more strictly, so that Jiang Qian was only pregnant for a month, and her weight was almost three pounds.

She looks in the mirror every day, so afraid that she will be fatter today than yesterday.

In addition, if you want to talk about other troubles, there are also troubles, that is, even if she is pregnant, Lu Qingshi is still very busy, and she can see him very little every day, or even less and less.

In the first trimester of pregnancy, she was sleepy, she slept very early every day, and he often didn't come back when she fell asleep, but when she woke up, he had already gone to the company again, she was actually a little unhappy, but she also knew that he was busy and didn't want him to think that she was ignorant, so she never told him.

Fortunately, Bai Yuan and Xiao Jiang always came to see her from time to time during these days, and when Lu Qingshi was away, they often accompanied her to afternoon tea, and sometimes went shopping, and life didn't seem to be so difficult.

But sometimes she is frightened by some accidents, for example, when she went to Qinghua Hospital for prenatal checkups, she made an appointment with Lu Qingshi, but when she arrived at the obstetrics B ultrasound room, once Lu Qingshi did not come, the ground was just dragged by the cleaning aunt, she didn't pay attention to it when she left, and accidentally slipped it, so scared that she almost fell, but fortunately someone helped her in time, she thought it was Lu Qingshi, but when she looked up, she found that it was Li Yao.

Jiang Qian thanked Li Yao, but when she went back, she still couldn't help but redden, she took out her mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Lu Qingshi, this is the first time she has lost her temper with him since she was pregnant, she hopes he can coax her well, but when WeChat was about to be sent, she still held back, think about it, forget it.

It was not easy for her to stay with him, she had to be sensible and well-behaved, he couldn't come to accompany her for the prenatal checkup, he must have been too busy to spare time, if he had time, he would definitely not come to accompany her.

Anyway, the prenatal check-up is not too strenuous, and she can do it alone.

Fortunately, everything is fine with the baby's data, Jiang Qian deleted the accusation full of grievances, took a B-ultrasound single shot and sent it to him, and then happily told him that the doctor said that the baby's indicators are very standard, and her blood samples are also very good, she reassured him that the baby is growing safely in her belly, and she will definitely take good care of their baby.