Lu Qingshi didn't expect her to come in without knocking, the door was not locked, he was glad that he wrapped a bath towel and didn't appear in front of her directly in his underwear, but Rao is no matter how good he is, his face is a little difficult to calm down at this moment.

"Get out first." His voice was as calm as possible, and she could only look at his upper body, but his trousers were still on the bed, and he couldn't put them on in front of her, "Go out and wait for me." ”

The girl stood in the doorway.

Jiang Qian didn't know that he was taking a bath, the man's well-textured chest met her eyes, his hair was still half-wet, and water droplets rolled down from the dark broken hair on his forehead, from his angular face to his chest, and then submerged into the depths of the bath towel around his waist.

Although he tried his best to restrain his tone, Jiang Qian could hear the coldness of his voice, and she was so frightened that she stood there stupidly for a few seconds, and her eyes turned red all of a sudden.

When she reacted, she quickly closed the door to his room.

Lu Qingshi wore a shirt and trousers in the bedroom, and when he buttoned the buttons, he realized that he was no longer the only one in the family in the future, so he tied the buttons of the shirt tightly to the first one on his neck, and after confirming that there was nothing wrong, he walked to the door and opened the door.

But the girl was still waiting at his door.

She stood a meter away, holding the toy bear he had bought for her in her hand, her head bowed, the fingers of both hands tightly twisted together.

Counting, Lu Qingshi has only been with her for two days, but it is not difficult to see that the girl is a sensitive little guy who is very prone to inferiority, Lu Qingshi knew that Fang Cai's tone might be a little fierce, he walked over and squatted down in front of her, and sure enough, he saw her red eyes under her hair.

Tears swirled in her eyes, but she tried her best to hold back and did not fall.

He held her hand and sighed softly, "I'm sorry, my brother killed you just now, but there is a difference between men and women, although you are still young, you should knock on the door first when you enter someone else's room in the future, do you know?" ”

He used a soft tone, for fear of scaring her, but Jiang Qian was indeed frightened.

She's not pretending.

Whether it is in her previous life or in this life, what she is most afraid of is that Lu Qingshi doesn't like herself.

If he hated himself, then there was no point in her life.

She is alive, she just wants to be with him, even if she can't be together, she wants to be with him, he can't dislike himself, hate himself, if that's the case, then she would rather not be born again.

Without Lu Qing, she would rather die by herself.

Jiang Qian's heart ached, she didn't want him to see her fragility, but she couldn't hide it at the moment, in the hazy vision, she couldn't really see the look on his face, only the palm holding her hand was full of warm temperature, the warmth made her heart sour, and the tears could hardly be suppressed.

"Brother, do you hate me?"

Lu Qingshi didn't expect such a trivial matter to be raised to such a height by her, which proved that she was extremely insecure in her heart, even if he thought that he had to restrain himself as much as possible, but the girl was even more inferior and sensitive than he imagined, and in the future, maybe the tone and lesson that he didn't pay attention to could make her hide and cry for a long time alone.

Lu Qingshi's heart softened suddenly, and even regretted what she had done just now, she was just a child, and she had never received gender education before, she trusted him and relied on him to go to him as soon as she woke up, but he asked her to go out of his room.

He held her hand a little tighter, gently pulled her into his arms, and put his other hand on the top of her hair, comforting softly, "Don't be cranky, brother won't hate you, never." ”

The girl's mouth was deflated, obviously wanting to cry but trying her best to endure it, and her little body trembled gently in his arms.

"I don't have to be so careful in this family," Lu Qingshi looked at her with low eyes, "You remember, your brother's life was saved by you, if it weren't for you, there would be no me in this world, my brother will always be your family, your backing, even if I don't want the whole world, I won't want you." ”

Jiang Qian admitted that she was comforted.

But she's just too insecure.

No one can understand, after experiencing the pain of losing him once, she became very troubled by gains and losses, just now she actually had a terrible nightmare, dreaming that she was back in her previous life, in those dark darkness, after she married Li Yao, Lu Qingshi died alone in Huaguo, she dreamed of that cold and gray ward, the moonlight was cold, he was lying on the bed, his body was very thin, he had an indwelling needle on the back of his hand, and the exhaustion of life made it difficult for him to even get out of bed, but in his hands, is holding a photo of her holding Lu Zhiling standing at the window.

She saw that before he died, she was still asking Zhang Chuan, whether she was doing well, whether Li Yao was good to her, whether the child was disobedient, if Li Yao changed her mind in the future, or she wanted to divorce, he asked Zhang Chuan to do his best to help her, and not let his girl suffer any hardship for the rest of her life.

At the last moment, he looked at Zhang Chuan's eyes, obviously he was extremely tired, and saying one more word seemed to exhaust the strength of his whole body, but he still insisted on his last breath and explained to Zhang Chuan uneasily, not allowed to tell her the news of his death in a foreign country, she was finally willing to let go of the past and choose a new life and a new life, he wanted her to live a safe and secure life for the rest of her life, and it was best not to think of him again.

He said that she was his life, and in the future, he would hand over his life to Zhang Chuan.

Zhang Chuan knelt in front of his bed, crying and agreeing to his last request.

Jiang Qian didn't know why she dreamed of these pictures that she had never seen in her previous life, she kept crying in the dream, she was actually standing in front of his hospital bed, but she couldn't hold him, she touched his bloodless face, but every time, her fingers passed through his body, she was desperate, crying heartbreakingly, but it was useless, she couldn't save him, she couldn't let him see her, she could only watch him swallow his last breath in front of her, Watch as Death mercilessly takes him away from her eyes.

When she woke up crying from the nightmare, she was so scared, she saw the ceiling of her room, she couldn't even tell if it was reality or still just a dream, she was afraid that he was not there, she lifted the quilt and got out of bed to go next door to find him, but she was afraid that he would see her tears, she washed her face with cold water, pretending that she had just woken up, she deliberately did not knock on the door, in fact, she was afraid that she would not hear the "enter" of his response, she was afraid that like in her previous life, she knocked on the door of his office, but she never heard his response again.

But she forgot that Lu Qingshi in this life has no memory of her previous life, in his eyes, she is just a child, he is different from her male and female, and she cannot trespass at will.