Rao is Si Nian was ready to be interrogated by Jiang Sui, but his heart was still shocked at this moment.

He raised his eyes to meet Jiang Sui's gaze, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

If he hadn't been bumped into, he wouldn't have let Jiang Sui know until he left this world.

He had already instructed Wu Chunhao that if he suddenly disappeared one day, he would not even inform her of the funeral, and when everything was over, he would just find an excuse to inform her of the result, let alone tell her where he was sleeping.

And don't engrave his real name on the tombstone, and don't put a photo, when she goes to visit her mother, he can sneak a peek at her from the side.

Never tell her the truth again, he doesn't want her to live her life with remorse and regret after his death.

Just let her think that he is ruthless, let her think like this forever, at least after getting the news of his death, she will not be in pain anymore.

Seeing that Si Nian had not spoken, Jiang Sui suddenly sneered.

"I'm guessing you're going to die or live and you're not going to tell me the truth, right?"

Si Nian looked at Jiang Sui and frowned, his throat was dry, and he couldn't make a sound.

Jiang Sui tilted her head and stared at Si Nian, she was still smiling, just smiling and laughing, and her eyes suddenly moistened.

"I don't know if to call you selfish or selfless? Why are you always like this, don't tell me anything, endure everything by yourself, and bear everything by yourself, is it because you know my personality too well, so you even force me to break up? I already hate your self-righteousness! ”

When the words fell, Jiang Sui turned his head sideways and wiped away the tears he had unconsciously shed.

Si Nian's heart was sour, and he couldn't say a word of refuge.

Everything was right for her.

Si Nian sighed, and called Jiang Sui in a hoarse voice.

"Sui, don't cry, you know that I don't want to see you cry the most, but with me, I will always make you cry."

Another tear slipped down her cheek, and she quickly raised her hand to wipe it away, and said stiffly: "I didn't cry, I didn't cry!" ”

Although Jiang Sui was tough in his words, his emotions collapsed instantly.

Tears fell profusely, she lowered her head and bit her lip hard, not letting herself cry, but her body still couldn't help but tremble lightly.

Si Nian's eyes were also red, and he sat closer to Jiang Sui.

He reached out to lift her head, and when he saw Jiang Sui's tearful little face, his heart began to tear little by little.

He put his hands on her cheeks and gently wiped tears from her face with his thumb.

After a long time, he asked her softly, "You know everything?" ”

Jiang Sui stared straight at him with a pair of misty eyes and asked, "Do you think I'm a fool?" ”

Suddenly, she chuckled sideways again, and began to ask herself: "Yes, I am the biggest fool in the world, and I can be stupidly deceived by you for six years." ”

Si Nian looked at Jiang Sui with a painful expression for a while, then his arms were elbowed on his knees, and his hands were intertwined and silent for a long time before he spoke leisurely.

"At that time, when the results of the examination in the hospital came out and I was told by the doctor that I might die soon, my first thought was not to wish for an unfair fate, nor to fear death, but my first thought was, if I died, what would I do with my age?"

"It just so happens that at that time, it is the stall where you are preparing to go abroad, I can't drag you down, I know that I won't live long, I can't let you give up my future because of me."

"What's more, you have already experienced the pain of your loved ones from illness to death twice, and I can't let you go through it again on me, it's too cruel for you."

"Do you think life is not cruel?"

Hearing this, Jiang Sui's emotions began to get excited again, and she almost began to yell at Si Nian, which was also the first time she spoke loudly to Si Nian with such intense emotions.

"When I love you the most, forcing me to leave you for life, in my opinion, this is more cruel than death!"

Seeing that Si Nian just lowered his head and didn't speak, Jiang Sui sneered, and then spoke softly.

"Si Nian, you are so cruel! You just want to die like this, and then habitually inform me of the result, right? How can you be so selfish? Have you ever wondered what I would have done if I had only known this after you left? Won't I regret blaming myself for the rest of my life? ”

"No!"

Hearing Si Nian's firm answer, Jiang Sui was stunned.

After staring at Jiang Sui with a heavy look on his eyes for a while, Si Nian explained: "My will has been written, and I have personally explained to the mouse, after I die, the funeral will not notify you to participate, and I will not tell you where I am buried, just let him tell you that this is an accident, no one can avoid the accident, and it won't be long before you are relieved." ”

After listening to Si Nian's words, Jiang Sui smiled again, but the smile was sour and astringent.

After a while, she only barely squeezed two words out of her throat in a low voice: "It's ruthless!" ”

Si Nian was silent, and the two fell into silence again.

After a long time, Jiang Sui asked Si Nian in a soft voice: "Now that I already know, I am not stupid, what are you going to do?" ”

Si Nian raised his eyes to look at Jiang Sui, lowered his head again, and replied very honestly: "I didn't think about it." ”

"You're not going to run away from me again to somewhere no one can find me, are you?"

Si Nian was stunned by Jiang Sui's question, then shook his head and said, "No." ”

Where can he hide in the modern world?

"That's good." Si Nian's answer obviously made Jiang Sui breathe a sigh of relief.

The two of them sat quietly like this for a while, Jiang Sui raised his eyes and looked at the wall clock on the wall, it was already late, and he had to let Si Nian rest.

She suddenly got up and said, "It's not early, I'll go back, you can rest." ”

Si Nian also got up and asked her, "Where do you live?" I'll send you. ”

Jiang Sui immediately stopped him: "No, you have a good rest, you forgot, I live here too." ”

"Oh!"

Jiang Sui walked to the door, but Si Nian still followed her and sent her to the door of the room.

Before she went out, he suddenly asked again: "When will you go back to Jingbei?" ”

Jiang Sui thought for a moment and said, "I have to go to work tomorrow, and the earliest flight is going back." ”

"And I'm going to take you to the airport tomorrow morning?"

After asking, Si Nian also explained: "I can't take a plane in this situation now, Reo and I came by car. ”

Jiang Sui nodded knowingly, "Okay, I'll see you tomorrow morning." ”

After the whole night, Si Nian finally smiled at Jiang Sui and said, "Okay, see you tomorrow morning." ”

After closing the door, Jiang Sui walked back with a heavy heart.

She thought that as long as he stopped running away from her, she would find a way to let him live.

When she goes back tomorrow, she will go to find Wu Fan, Wu Fan knows the top professor who is very prestigious in the world, and that professor must have a way to save him.

Jiang Sui's room was two floors lower than Si Nian, and after getting out of the elevator, she slowly walked towards the room, and suddenly remembered that there was a very important question that she hadn't confirmed with Si Nian, although she was already clear in her heart, but she still wanted to hear him tell her in person.

So she turned around and ran towards the elevator in a hurry, but the elevator stopped on a certain floor for a long time and didn't move, she couldn't wait any longer, and rushed directly to the fire escape.

Running up two flights of stairs and running through a short corridor, getting closer and closer to Si Nian's room, Jiang Sui's heart began to beat faster, and she stood in front of Si Nian's door and knocked on the door with her breath.

It took a while for the door to be pulled open from the inside.

Si Nian's hair was wet and dripping with water, and he was wearing a pure white bathrobe, standing inside the door and looking at Jiang Sui with some surprise.

Apparently he had just taken a shower and was interrupted by her sudden departure and return.

His appearance at the moment was ascetic and charming, Jiang Sui swallowed his saliva unconsciously, and even forgot what he wanted to ask Si Nian in an instant.

She stood outside the door, panting and staring at Si Nian in a daze.

Or Si Nian asked her first in confusion: "Why did you come back again?" Running over? ”

Jiang Sui gasped for breath and couldn't speak for a while, she nodded towards Si Nian.

He began to frown: "Is there anything important?" ”

Jiang Sui took two deep breaths, trying to stabilize his breath.

"I have a very important question for you, I can't wait for tomorrow."

Si Nian paused for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Well, you ask." ”

Jiang Sui pursed her lower lip, her eyes widened and looked directly at Si Nian, and she asked him in a slow voice: "Red bean jade comb, before I leave, what does it mean that you left the red bean jade comb to me?" ”

Si Nian was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then took his eyes off Jiang Sui's face and looked to the side.

After a while, he replied in a faint voice: "It's not interesting, just you sent you back drunk, and I forgot to take it when I left it there." ”

Hearing him say this, Jiang Sui's heart sank, but immediately she felt that something was wrong, and she continued to ask in disbelief.

"Then when I returned it to you that day, you didn't want it at first."

"Yes, but that's just a casual remark, and I know you'll pay it back."

Si Nian's voice is still faint, making it impossible to tell whether it is true or false.

Jiang Sui still refused to believe it, his eyes were sore, "You must be lying to me again, you are used to deceiving people." Red bean acacia, jade comb knotted hair, knotted hair lovesickness can also deceive people? ”

Si Nian didn't know what excuse to make for a while, he didn't expect Jiang Sui to have already figured out the meaning of the pendant.

At this point, although it was impossible to avoid Jiang Sui's sadness for his future departure, he still wanted to reduce her sadness as much as possible.

A cold shower had completely washed him awake just now, and as long as he continued to keep a good distance from her, he believed that the pain could be alleviated.

For example, now, after they have been separated for a few years, she knows the news, and although it will still be uncomfortable, she can already accept it calmly.

If he had told her back then, he really didn't know if this news would have made her fall first, after all, as she said, it was when she was in love at that time, and it was even more difficult to accept life and death.

Seeing that Si Nian had been silent, Jiang Sui took a breath and nodded: "Okay, it's okay if you don't admit it." Then I'll ask you now, have you ever regretted breaking up that year? ”

Si Nian closed his eyes and sighed: "No." ”

"But I regret it, after knowing your physical condition today, I regret it even more, I regret why I didn't insist in the first place, I missed six years in vain, six years, I can do a lot of things."

"When I just went back, I was thinking, if I had known, even if I couldn't save you, six years of memory would be enough for me to remember for a lifetime, but you just didn't want to leave me anything. Even now that the secrets you've carefully hidden have been discovered by me, you're still like that. ”

Jiang Sui turned his head sideways and blinked hard.

When she looked back at Si Nian, the fog in her eyes had dissipated.

She suddenly smiled stiffly at him: "Forget it, you can do whatever you want, it's up to you." I'm tired, I'm really going back to rest, and I'm going back to work tomorrow. ”

As he spoke, Jiang Sui had already lost his soul and walked back.

Watching Jiang Sui's thin figure disappear around the corner of the corridor, Si Nian began to wonder for the first time whether he was right or wrong like this.