Chapter 94: Lingering
Jiang Sui's cheeks were flushed, and he was breathing his chest, but he nodded at him with certainty and determination.
If he's leaving tomorrow, she wants them to have each other completely.
What about life and death, as long as they truly love at this moment, everything is no longer important.
What has changed in the past few years of separation, as if nothing has changed, her love for him has not decreased, but has become stronger, she still loves him with her heart full of eyes, and misses him.
Tonight she will give herself to him in its entirety, and from tomorrow onwards, she will do her best to help him continue to live, but if she can't do it in the end, she will not regret it.
Just a moment of memories with him was enough for her to reminisce for a lifetime.
Jiang Sui's arm hooked Si Nian's neck, looked at him with clear eyes, and said word by word: "Si Nian, I'm sure, tonight, I want you!" ”
After she finished speaking, Si Nian's eyebrows and eyes instantly became stained with a smile.
Jiang Sui was a little embarrassed, and slowly lowered his head.
Si Nian picked her up horizontally and walked straight towards his bedroom.
What else can he do in his year?
I can't push her away, it's better to satisfy her in a limited time and give her all his love.
Si Nian put Jiang Sui on his big bed, followed by himself and pressed her whole body towards her.
There were no lights in the bedroom, but the door was half-open, and a faint light shone in from the living room.
Dimmy and ambiguous.
Si Nian clasped Jiang Sui with both hands, intertwined his fingers with her, and kissed her gently.
From her forehead, kisses to eyebrows.
She smiled and winked at him underneath him.
In the darkness he curled his lips, and the kiss continued gently downward, sliding over the tip of her nose, cheeks, and finally onto her lips.
He stopped abruptly and looked at her with affection in his eyes.
She smiled mischievously and raised her little head, kissed him on the lips, and lay down.
He lifted the kiss again, and then left.
He looked at her, a smile deepening in the corners of his mouth.
After repeating this several times, Jiang Sui finally broke free from the shackles of Si Nian's hands, hung his arms around his neck, and began to kiss him for a long time.
Now he even had a smile in his eyes.
He dragged her head by hand and responded passionately to her long kiss.
She dishonestly tried to untie his clothes, and he suddenly stopped, and his voice was hoarse to stop her.
"Years old, don't move ......"
She couldn't understand what he meant, her hand suddenly stopped, and she looked at Si Nian with misty and helpless eyes.
He smiled slightly, stretched out his index finger and scratched her small nose, "Fool, for the first time, how can you let a girl take the initiative?" Let me ......."
She was embarrassed to cover her cheeks, which were probably red, with her hands, and her eyes.
Then she heard the sound of rustling on her body, and through the gap between her fingers, she saw Si Nian kneeling on the bed, his upper clothes had been taken off, revealing his white and firm chest.
Jiang Sui thought that Si Nian was quite thin, but now she saw clearly that he belonged to the type of person who was thin in clothes and fleshy in his clothes.
Her fingers opened wider and wider, and her eyes stole at him through them.
Unexpectedly, he immediately pressed it down again, he pulled away her pretentious hand, and even spoke with a smile in his voice.
He called her, and his voice was low and sultry: "Suisui, why are you peeking?" Open your eyes and give you a fair look, okay? Well? ”
She listened to his bewitchment, and slowly opened her eyes, and in the dim bedroom, his eyes were shining, and he was looking at her with lust.
She looked at him and called him in a low voice, "Brother......"
The voice was like a kitten's paw, scratching into his heart.
He couldn't control it anymore, buried his head and kissed her fiercely, and at the same time, like peeling an egg, he reached out and stripped her clothes one by one, and also faded his own.
As if sensing what was about to happen, Jiang Sui began to panic a little, and she clutched the sheets at her side, ready to let him take what he wanted.
Her thin body trembled under him, and he could feel it, so he hugged her smooth back tightly, and whispered softly in her ear: "Nian, don't be nervous, hold me tight." ”
She obediently listened to his words, and her warm hand instantly covered his lean waist.
Si Nian's body shook, and he felt that he couldn't wait any longer.
He whispered to her again, as if to confirm it one last time.
"Years ......"
Her soft "um" response had not yet fully come out, and her lips had been gagged by him again.
His hand caressed her softly, then rubbed it hard, and a soft groan came out of her throat.
The last monosyllabic pronunciation of "um" was choked in his throat.
As soon as he stepped forward, she felt her broken, but suddenly whole.
He and her hugged each other tightly, pain and joy, sweat wetting their hair.
She gradually sank into his full love, her eyes blurred, and she couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream.
If it was a dream, she would rather never wake up.
Every time she had him in a dream, she ran to him with all her might, but at the end of every time, she would be pushed away by him, and she could never have him completely.
This time he finally stopped pushing her away, and they finally had each other, tears in her happy eyes.
After a hearty end, Si Nian lay on Jiang Sui's body, his head buried in her ear, and he called her again in a hoarse voice.
"Years ......"
"Hmm." She answered softly.
"I love you so much, unspeakable love......"
Six years later, she heard him say this to her again.
But in the past six years, it seems that they have been separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and the stumbling between them finally happened, although it was six years late, she still cried with joy.
A drop of warmth fell on Si Nian's cheek, and he noticed it, and looked up at her.
Seeing that her face was full of tears, he was a little panicked, and while helping her wipe her tears, he asked her in a low voice, "Why are you crying?" Does it hurt? ”
Jiang Sui shook his head at him, wrapped his arms around his neck, and buried the whole person in his arms.
"I just think that although this day came a little late, but it has arrived, and it is not empty to wait for all these years, brother, you are finally mine."
Listening to Jiang Sui's words, Si Nian's heart was sour.
"I'm sorry...... years old. ”
Jiang Sui covered Si Nian's mouth with his hand: "Don't say I'm sorry, you always tell me I'm sorry, but who will tell you sorry?" ”
Obviously, the one who was hurt the most was himself, Jiang Sui felt that fate owed him a sorry word.
"Brother, don't blame yourself, don't feel guilty, all this is what I willing."
Hearing her say this, he silently hugged her, rubbing his cheek against her forehead vigorously.
At this time, Si Nian was also full of emotion in his heart, what should have happened in circles and around still happened, and he was both happy and guilty in the face of Jiang Sui.
obviously can't be with her for a long time, but selfishly wants to possess her body and mind.
But what could he do?
The love in my heart can't be restrained no matter how hard I try.
If they had known that this was the case, they should not have wasted so much time, and he should have been blamed for all this.
It was he who underestimated Jiang Sui's persistence and missed these six years.
What is he going to do to love her in the limited time he has to offer?
Nothing seems more convincing than action.
In the hazy night, Si Nian kissed Jiang Sui's forehead again.
Jiang Sui squinted in his arms, enjoying the feeling of warmth between the two of them at this moment, she even wanted fate to give them a little more time, a little more, she also wanted to have a long time with him.
People are like this, if they have tasted sweet, they are not very able to accept bitterness.
Jiang Sui suddenly raised his face to face Si Nian, and called Si Nian with a serious expression.
"Brother."
"Hmm."
"Shall I discuss something with you?"
"What's the matter?"
Si Nian's voice was still slightly hoarse after lust, low and deep, and Jiang Sui felt inexplicably relieved when he listened to it.
"Brother, let's have surgery, I asked Dr. Mark, it's not that there is no possibility of cure, and the chance of surviving as soon as possible is still very high."
Seeing that Si Nian's eyes were slightly gloomy, Jiang Sui suddenly hugged him tightly.
"Brother, in fact, I'm also a liar, I said I don't care about the eternity, and I lied to you. I also want you to stay with me, so let's try it for my sake, okay? Mark, one of the world's leading extraterrestrial experts, said......"
Before Jiang Sui could finish speaking, Si Nian's fingers slid across her cheek, and finally pinched her chin and kissed her softly on the lips.
"Okay, I agree to the surgery."
Jiang Sui was a little surprised, he didn't expect him to agree so easily.
"I didn't finish my words, and you agreed? Don't you even ask about the success rate of the surgery, or how risky it is? ”
Si Nian suddenly laughed, and his fingers lightly hooked her hair and said, "Opportunities and risks coexist, don't they?" I have already looked down on life and death, only because of you, I hope to live longer, I am not afraid of death, I am just afraid that you will be disappointed, since you want me to undergo surgery, then I will listen to you, I will always believe in you unconditionally. ”
Si Nian's words made Jiang Sui feel both happy and a little sad in his heart.
Even she didn't know if the surgery could save Si Nian, she just simply believed in Mark's judgment from a professional perspective, while Si Nian believed in her unconditionally.
How much love and courage does it take to trust your life?
Jiang Sui suddenly leaned up and kissed Si Nian again, nibbling and licking inch by inch.
It was as if nothing to say to him now could withstand this intense entanglement.
This night, Jiang Sui seemed to be in the depths of the boundless sea, sometimes floating and sometimes drowning, like a dream.
Only the faint scent of pine wood always lingered around her, reminding her that this was reality, not a dream.
Over and over again, she seemed to be swept up by the waves and fell again.
For a moment she felt like she was about to take it anymore, but she didn't want to be separated from him.
Pleasure, pain, longing, and satisfaction all seemed to be given by him at this moment, and they were mixed together, as if she was about to drown in the sea.
Because the other party is Si Nian, she is a man she has loved for many years, even if she dies, she is willing.
In this ups and downs, Jiang Sui gradually collapsed from being tossed, and she didn't know when it ended.
All she remembered was that before she closed her heavy eyelids, Si Nian was bent over in front of the bed, helping her to clean her body very gently.
At night, Jiang Sui, who was asleep, felt the soft embrace on his side, and unconsciously leaned in.
Peace of mind, steadfastness, and a good night's sleep.
Early in the morning of the second day, before Jiang Sui opened his eyes, he turned over and groped his side.
Unexpectedly, she felt empty, and her heart was empty all of a sudden.
She opened her eyes in shock, and when she saw Si Nian standing in front of the bed with the shirt buttoned on her chest, her heart immediately settled down.
She was silent, lying on her side on the bed with one hand on her head, and stared at him quietly.
At this glance, she realized that no matter in the past or now, whether poor or rich, this man will always be so stylish and attractive, and he has a fatal attraction to her.
Just looking at him so quietly, her cheeks will be hot unconsciously.